Be myself

scared tt u lose ur fren and start to do all kinds of foolish things?u try to be what ur fren likes and instead that person tink tt u r very irritating?Actualli in life u muz enjoy and be who u r..There will be a person taht appreciates u..U wun be alone in tiz world alone..Many times when ur fren starts to ignore u..U start to think tt u r in thw wrong or u have done smth wrong..But maybe the fren tinks tt she is not suitable as a fren..Maybe she dun wan to carry on being wif frens wif u..But never reali think tt it is ur fault when ur fren ignore u..Maybe it is stress..Juz let her be away from u for a few days..I m sure if she tinks tt u r a gd fren..She will come back for u..I think tt if e person ignore u for a few days..It is juz a kind of tests..I have been in tiz type of tests before..Of coz i thought smth was wrong wif me and thought i did smth to make my fren have tiz kind of reaction but after a few days..She told me..tt it was not me taking e test..It was her..She wanted to make sure tt without me as a fren..She will feel weird and smth wrong..
I reali was happy tt she think tt i m a fren tt she needs in life..So i hope she will cherish me as a fren and of coz i will also cherish her as a fren..

Unsecure?

Do u feel jealous when ur best fren treats another person better than u or when another person treats ur best fren better than u?Of coz that is called insecure..U r scared tt ur fren will start to ignore u and dun care bout u anymore..U tink tt person is going to take ur best fren away rite..I mean in this situation before..And tt was what i thought..Actually when u feel tt u r losing that person..The person will reali leave u..Instead u shld work harder and treat ur fren better..What u shld be at tiz tym is to be urself..So u will feel more confident..I felt reali jealous when another fren treat my best fren reali gd..I reali was very scared..And of coz..Nobody want to be without frens rite..tts y we shld cherish wat we have and work hard to get wat u want..Not wait for that day to come..Coz u dun wan to regret..

Consoling dun work

When ur fren is sad..U console them..Of coz..But sometimes no matter what u say the person still seem sad..From that time..U will think that u r so useless coz u can't even console ur fren..But den suddenly u think that the person needs to be alone and think by him or herself..But many times..Have u ever wondered if the person reali wan to be alone?Sometimes we feel reali touched about how ur frens console u how they are so concerned about u..But maybe what u want is attention..More care from the..Becoz u feel unsecure..Many times we get the wrong signal..So we shld always put ourselves in tt person's shoes and think how u will feel if u r him or her den u juz decide wat to do..

The harvest was so disapointing..

Well..They always say how much effort u put in is how much u will get back..Thats not true of coz..I feel that i was so foolish to believe that..i did all i can to be good to a person but in e end the person took u for granted..
Which means that i have been bening frens with a blk of wood..I was the one hu took the initative to tok to her and everything all along..She can dun tok to me for the whole day if i did not tok to her..She is so selfish..She keep saying other ppl but dun tink bout herself..Tts what makes me angry..I reali hate her...So tiz phrase is reali not true..Think bout all ur frens..Is there reali one that dun treat u like a blk of wood..Or is there not even one hu took u as granted?

Sian..

Nth to do so i juz write whateva that comes to my mind..Um,Wanna say smth and tt is..Sharine and liang jie is a perfect match made in heaven!!!!!!!REALI!!!!

My parents

I dun like to talk my parents becoz they dun listen to what i have to say and instead likes to start a fight with me..They are not tt patient tt what ppl like to say..They say tt a parent noe their son or daughter the best..But i disagree..Coz its not true at all..Coz my parents dun even noe what i like to eat wear..And duno my feelings at all..When one time,my mum said smth tt hurt me...I sniffed a little coz i was sad but u noe what my mum responded?she said"I think tmr u better dun go to ur cca tmr becoz u have a flu"....What?!I was so shocked..I was reali very unhappy..I went to my room to cry..But i can't even cry..COz my maid is inside sleeping..So i m like bottling up my feelings all the way..It was unbearable..Reali...I will never forget what that incident..

Its talent?

Well..U see i wrote alot of like...I duno how to say but actually it is because i feel sad and start to think through y i was so sad happy or whateva..I reali wanted to tell my parents about what i feel or anyone..So i like ppl to make comments about what i write..And maybe also write y u agree with me..I love to read blogs..Juz like all of u out there..I want to noe how different ppl feels..And the difference..Of what they write in their blogs..I think someppl are juz wasting their time when they write nonsense in their blog..I think that blogs are like journals..And someone that wants to hear what u say..When u give comments i feel reali happy becoz there is someone out there to listen to me...Thx for reading my blogs and writing comments coz i reali apprecaite tt..

Ling lan of 1E5

You can say she is well known in all levels..She is very open minded she is perfect in personality except...tt ppl think her looks is very er xin(means disgusting)..Tiz comments were got from the guys..I think tt she is ok and she is one of my best frens...She is very gd..And becoz of her hairstyle,everyone call her mushroom..But if you see her photo..It was when she was small..It was so cute..So dun despise her....

A heroic story..

Today in the afternoon,Theingi,me and chi wei was in the canteen when theingi threw the ball in the hole(when u look in,it is at the air rifle)And when we wanted to go and take...It was locked..So..Kelvin went down through the hole and took it up without our help...He did it for his brother's sake rite??Coz his brother borrowed it..What a heroic act..I mean if u r in AISS..U shld go and see the hole..He climb down from the chair,then the tables.DEn he get the ball..Threw it up to us..Then climb up the table and went out of the hole..How did he do it?Too fit..haha..He is a HERO!!!

Not a gentleman->Cheng Ho

Why do gurlz have more advantage?Coz we are gurlz!Haha..Ok here we are toking about how cheng ho and y is he not a gentleman...
1.He beat gurlz..
2.He wun reply msg(out of the point)
3.He duno what is ladies first
4.He bully gurlz
5.He scares them
6.He likes to play basketball(Already in another topic)

okok..These are the reasons..They are facts...He is tall,thin and not gentleman...
tt was the story of him??haha...post ur comments about him too..(tink he scold me if he saw tiz....)

Happy or not?

When u see a smiling face,you assume that the person is happy..But do you know that actually the person is crying in the heart?It is very difficult to understand feelings because humans have this special thing call feelings that makes us special from other things..We can make our face impression happy and convince other people although we know that in our hearts we are decieving ourselves...But many times,evn we ourselves dun understand what we are doing..It just seems like someone had taken ur brain away or shld i say the ability to understand urself.Humans are reali very special..They are some things that robots can never achieve..They are something with a heart that know what is right and wrong.Plz never believe that when someone do wrong things all the time means that the person duno what is right and wrong..But actually the person chose to do it because of some motive or he just do not want to care what he does and how it affects the ppl around him and him himself..

Sometimes we think that we are correct but when you know that you are wrong,you must accept the fact and admit your mistake.Never ever think that everyone is perfect because everybody is not the same..so when you think you are not perfect..ppl might think tt u r the most perfect person in the whole world..So never look down on yourself because everyone have their talent..Only that they have not realise it yet..

Cinderella Story or Snow white?

From fairytales to fairytales,all stories starts with a wicked stepmother and ends with a happy ending.Well,real life is the same but u can't be sure that the ending is the same.In life we experience obstacles,tough events and many other things but they are part of growing up.Reading storybooks like fairytales wun get you anywhere because you will start to believe that in the real worls there is such wonderfull things and endings.Then you will be blind by your own world..Having a world that is unrealistic and wonderful doesn't mean it is totally harmful but you know that too much of it will land you in great trouble because you will start to have impossible dreams like you want to land and live in pluto forever or whateva..I am not here to discourage you of reading storybooks but i hope all of us will face the real world and admit the fact that we are living in a world where there is evil and good..And there are lots of things that you will need to learn..Knowledge cannot be gained overnight.You have to work hard for it..

In Love AnOt??

Guess what..I m....Not..hehe..I dunno..Maybe i m a les or what..But i did have a crush on a guy be4...wait,did i??Can't remember..haha.But if i m not wrong,i dun think i have.So i said tt i have in front to save face..Lol..Well,actually i have been reali wondering if i m les coz of me keep hanging out with girls and all that.
Sometimes i will try to convince myself i m not a les but the answer still turns out to be tt i m..Maybe if i go out more with a mixture of my frens,i will not be les anymore.Tts what i think.But i have reasons why i m not in love..
1.I m a les??
2.not enough gd guys around
3.I want to be single
4.I have no idea..
But sad to say...I as a professer have no idea what love is..From what i hear ppl say,Love is a complicated thing that makes you sad and happy at the same time but it also seems like you and your partner is one soul..Which means you think like one or shld i say u r physic??haha...Well tts what i think..So give me comments bout ur love life..and help this hopeless gurl that have not been in love before in her whole life..

Piercing my ear..

First thing i wanna say and that is..It is very pain..Thought i was going to die..
Haha..just kidding.Well it is painful when the earring goes through your skin but after that,it is not pain at all already.I went to joy clinic to pierce my ear for the first time of my life,which means,i am very nevrous and scared.I don't know how pain it would be but,It means earrings..Well piercing ur ear is a part of growing up.It means taking up challnges and everything..But you heard the saying that it will be hardship first but later,it will be harvest.So piercing your ear is the same logic..When u pierce it is hardship for 1 month coz u r not suppose to take out the earring for obe whole month but after that,you can wear all sorts of earrings which means you will be more confident..Haha..thats what i think.I don't noe what about you so i hope after you read tis post,u will post your comments here.Thz!!

E GoSsIp ClUb...

There is a gossip club in my class..There are 4 members in this club.They r..
(can't say)...,...,... and ...They love to gossip bout boys and everything!!Me juz can't believe and they muz gossip everyday.They can't stop gossiping.So everytime when u see them,they are surely giggling and discussing who like who.I just can't stand them.When we r on a trip to other places,They will shout loudly who like who..
So that everyone on the bus will know.I think that they are so childish.Can't they juz think how the person would feel?Would they like ppl shouting or telling other ppl about u like who and who.Childish gurla they are..I hate them!!

Lina of 3E6

The thing u can say bout her is that she reali very beautiful lor..Big eyes..and tann..wow..but abit look like malay coz of her tann skin..But she very gd to me de lor..my new jie jie..hehe..a gd senior..My choir senior..responsible but abit playful lar..alot ppl aslo say she very beautiful..haha..She like to watch movies..think so lar..like ti sing other ppl's praises..haha..like JJ lin jun jie...and she is very sporty..reali..never bluff u..Very friendly also..If u got any problems then tell her coz she surely will help u and when u r sad she will console u de..A reali gd fren..I reali treasure my frenship with her and she sing songs very nice de..
sing with the mei jing can be my idol le..

Alvin of 1E4

Not fair lor...The alvin of 1E4 got so nice the eyes...But he so bad to me and lina say he very gd de..Whateva lar..i also duno him..dun reali noe him lar..his eyes reali very nice lor..The eyes is very big not like sharine and liang jie coz so small..then the eyelashes so long..the eyes look like gurl like that..maybe his parents also like that lor..haiz..if i reborn again i reali wish to have eyes like him de..thats my wish..i think even if u went for plastic sugery also can't get that type of perfect eyes de..um...Notice his eyes at reforestation that time le..that time i reali think he look like girl lor..if u haven notice that..u shld go and see..Oh my god..INCREDIBLE...!!!

Guard Dogs Of 1e4

wanna kn hu they are?Let me tell u hu they are one by one..
Cheng ho...A tall tall guy,wear specs de...Um..Flirt
Alvin...Look like girl...coz eyes so big then the eyelashes so long..So nice lor..Not fair...
Liang jie...Eyes small small..Black black..
Qineng...Eyes big big...white white de...pants wear till low low de..

Haha...They all big bully coz bully babies...Ok..Not reali noe them but now let me tell u what i noe bout them...

Cheng ho-Loves to joke around,abit flirt lor..
Alvin-Bit vulguar...(Coz that time the web cam he point middle finger)
Liang jie-Very lame and likes to play bball(actually all the guys love to play bball)
Qineng-Same with liang jie lor..like to lame around but the patience is very short de..(That time he block me at msn)

Ok now u all noe some tingy bout them..But maybe i give u more imformation next time lor...
But the only thing i want to say is...they quite ok lor..Not bad..Um..like to play bball???

My "ah ma"

Starting to hate her coz she always abandon me..Not Fair...Not fair at all..She always does that...Not for one time but already alot of times..She abandon me for charmaine...well...thats rite..U can say i m jealous but then hu wun rite?When someone u regard as ur best fren suddenly abandon u for some other gurl..I like charmaine as a fren but sometimes i juz can't help it..i dun noe...Maybe it is all becoz of my ah ma thats y i dun like her..My ah ma is someone hu wait for someone to tok to her to go and be frens with her means she is like a princess liddat and want everyone to go with her rules..I jus dun like what she does..thats all..She is always liddat..She dun care bout other ppl's feelings but want other ppl to care for her..she can't put herself in other ppls' shoes...i and charmaine shared to buy a very big bear of coz it is not cheap..But now i m beginning to regret it coz i dun think she deserves it...She dun deserve my care and everything...SHE DON"T AT ALL!!
And i hate her!!!