ehz..duno y i post e posts nt inside..mayb accidentally delete it..suan le bahs..

ytd went for chalet..dam nice..den we play poker cards..haha. so fun xD

CHALET RAWKS..most of all MY CLASS RAWKS hehe..haix this year nid part le lo.. den only very few of my class ppl same class wif me nia..i gona miss each n everyone of dem(except one )

frens keep in touch plz..lol sms maple msn wadever..miss ya guys..I WAN ANOTHER CHALET lolz..too bad i couldn't stay overnite..haix..but i love all of u guys k..dun ever lose touch wif me MUZ KEEP IN TOUCH though our class spliting i think we stil b gd frens..xD

dere might never b anymore created memories but e memories of me n u can nv b erased neither frm ur nor my mind..

yay i lvl 49 le..hahas.. now maple server check can't play i gona create a mage in bootes le.. after my fire wiz in aquila lvl 50 lo.. today extend my buddylist so gd den add alot of my frens back.. hehe.. delete diao alot le.. nth to do now.. watching tv now..hehe so funi.. hahas.. lalala~ going to taiwan on sat.. hope alot of ppl will miss me =) but nid buy alot of things for ppl =.=" haha.. duno wad dey wan..haix.. heard dat one of e hotels i going to live in is haunted de.. but lucky i can't sense those things also cannot see dem..hehe.. haix..wan slp lers.. e maple so long.. >.< kkz.. i go lers.. bb =)

maple can't play T_T haix.. nth to do now..so post blog.. post blog also nth to post..lol >.>" now talking to my mei..talking bout choir..choir concert coming..means i going to taiwan soon =) gona buy lots of presents for frens.. see gt money ma.. >.>" hehe.. den now my mei wan borrow heels frm me..my shoe too big for her le bahs.. my shoe size 9 liao =x hehe.. so big.. haha.. nvm feet big better..carry my weight nt so ke lian.. those dat r big size n hab small feet deir feet dam ke lian lo.. hehe.. she say my leg where gt big..of coz la..coz i small size so ppl tot my feet small.. but nt lo.. very big.. hahas.. but different cutting differnet shoes ma..so my feet is around size 8 to 9..dat time i go see a chart my leg is 9 3/4 inches... last time e ladies is 3 inches.. so my leg more dan dem.. hm..6 3/4 =.=" more dan double..lol meio you ban fa..coz my dad leg long so mine also lo.. i one year change bout 3 to 4 times..coz too small leh.. dam jua chang but really.. e yvonne can wear her shoe so long coz no grow de..mine is like.. >.>" i think my whole uniform is shoe most money spent de.. den everytime i buy shoe so ke lian..see nice de finally den no hab my shoe size... last time i always go malaysia wif my mum coz dere e shoe cheap n quite nice.. den e person tell me size 8 e largest in malaysia..so i no nid see liao.. even if dam nice also no use de..can't wear unless chop off my toes.. suan le.. coz BIG FEET GD CVAN SUPPORT WEIGHT.. T_T lol.. buy shoe so tough.. now i buy shoes muz buy in singapore..if bigger den i hab to buy shoes like.. unisex shoes.. like converse or sport shop this type.. lol..

yay..i bought s.h.e new album le.. hebe so chio.. but abit too thin..hehe.. ella so cute.. selina so ... ... =x nvm.. later syeh yin see scold me to death coz she like selina.. =) hehe.. I LUBB s.h.e n i wan go buy deir show zhen ming tian nu~ =) bb

haix..my maple stil can't play..i downloading it again..n re install it.. =( my frens all can play le..i so long nv play liao..always play The Sims 2.. some ppl can hear my blog de song..some can't..duno y..but e song end half way..duno y..mayb i haben upload finish..so i uploading e song again..so can change the song..into full song..nt halfway no more le..so sian..now nth to do.. in first of dec gona buy bks n uniform..den 3rd dec going to taiwan =) den 20th dec i think gt chalet..also nt comfirm yet..den 24th dec going genting.. =) lol..so many places..now watching e channel 8 show..e dancing de..haix.. 2 years pass so fast lo..2e5 gona part le..e chalet would b e last day we be together..next year i b in other classes with other people..my class only gt yiling mindy n liang yi same class as me..so pathetic..lol suan le la..at least we stil in e same sch..in sec 4 den more sad..gona part wif e sch..>.< kkaes...go off le..i mean go see tv..brb..wun b back in blog...lol =x

i was looking at my taggies den e yvonne scare ppl..like i tio virus nid go her blog so can clear it like that..lol den i went to tag for everyone lo..n also clear those ppl dat no blogs le.. =) when i went to jiaying's blog suddenly very sad lo..2e5 parting soon..2 years so fast!! i miss everyone.. i lurbb 2e5..mayb i make a blogskin for 2e5 too.. =) hehez..i juz chnaged blogskin nia..now chnage again..nth to do mahs..e maple siao le..dun care la..i kind of sick of maple...>.< any new games to intro? dun say dota hor..so many ppl playing dota..cannot stand le..k..n ya..

On november 21:
i went out to watch emily rose with jiaying , liang yi eric.. but really lo..so sian..lol no one toking like so anti social..hahas. THOUGH WE SAME CLASS so weird hor..lol >.< 2 years same class go out stil like that..lol hehe..den after we watch finish e movie..we go home straight away le.so sian RITE? lol..this is e first time i go out n everyone so quiet..coz i always go out wif frens dey shout n talk so loud till nid say sh...everyone looking..lol

okie lo..this blog shld b ok bahs? easy to read post..e links r ok i guess..i think i make dem all together nt one by one..so no
=) kz..i go clear ppl le..n make my 2e5 blogskin...

I MISS 2E5 I LURBB ALL... xD

dam sad now..sayign ppl bhind their backs very wad le now u say in front of me.. u think how i will feel.. plz lo..u say gossiping will cause e mouth to rot.. now u say in front of ppl den wad..now u think one sry can solve everything..den y dun i hurt u over n over again den i say sry to u la.. u think wad.. if u is me will u forgive urself.. come on la.. we always joking nia den u take so seriously nt my prob rite..den now wad..u say me to otehrs in front of me.. if u is me.. u will sad anot.. will u feel hurt anot.. will u forgive e person when e person jzu say sry.. n this isn't e first time already lo.. ppl treat u so gd u nv repay back instead stil hurt ppl.. i already dunm care le lo.. den now u liddat say.. u say gossiping will cause e mouth to rot... like u nv like that can u think before u speak.. really very hurtin leh..how u speak to others.. if u noe i b hurt in e first place y say it..n further more say it in front of me.. u purposely is wan em to hear wad.. den later wad.. act innocent or wad.. plz lo.. u can dun so guo fen ma.. always say others when u nv think bout urself..

haix..regret sia..evertime gt thing rite i too lazy..now also nth rite. exam going over le.so hapi lo..
can play maple liao..den can chiong pass wendy and vanessa.watch out.haha.lvl35 nia.lesser dan u 2 lvls only..scared what..hahahhahaah...ok..me go change blogskin..bye..(someone complain me change blogskin in e end 2 months le still haven change)

lalalala...another post. =D

i kind of stop playing maple. this is call controlling myself..wahha..but i still lost to edmund coz he can resit the temptation to play maple more dan me. =(

everyone's lvl is getting higher and higher. haha. nvm. i rather my exam results get higher dan game lvl higher. Anyway anyone hu is realistic would choose exam results dan game lvl. ...rite?

so...hm..GUYS !! those still playing maple stop now..those playing acRO too...=p coz exams coming...so...well...exams important dan game rite? RIte...haha..(if u all stop playing ur lvl wun b higher dan mine so much le..wahahha...i noe wendy lvl 33 le..T_T)

yesterday was like anime day..i kept watching frm afternoon to night. well..to catch up on the latest ones..juz watch shuffle...nice.haha. NC15... =p

welll....................shuffle is nice...so go see...after exams..=D

and....................................................dats all..bye...those hu pass by help me write testimonial in frenster...buaix...and..my nick in frenster is.....babyhwee

bye...=D

whee~ now in school..jun wei go and help me write testimonial..u help wen jia never help me..

= (

sian..now is music lesson. Nothing to do so go blog lo..den now wen jia staring at my screen den tell me why jun wei write give her..blah..blah..I DUNWAN TO NOE =p

wen jia gt 73 testimonials...in her frenster..

while i have...(go check first)....(back) i got....115..YAY i win wen jia le..

wahahahhahaha...sian nth to do lo..anyway PAULINE how u gt my blog add de..and whats ur e-mail..add me in msn leh..


hey...sec 1s...add me at msn------aliciakang91@hotmail.com

cya...muz add hor..wahahahah...lazy to change my blog...haix..buaix...

today nth happened...hm..i doing buddy writer now.. my bro din bring my laptop go sch..YAY

so i can use..so hapi..haha

today papa bday..i nv buy present sia..later mayb go sunplaza buy wax for papa bday..wax.. shld b ok bahs.. haha..and ya..tmr muz bring syeh ying jie jie present. today forget bring. lolx.

nth to say le..hm..buaix..gd luck for my frens hu r taking 'N' and 'O' level exams... =D

Me and mindy in the circle of cups of champane<- duno how to spell


this is at the bbq night..i look like a idiot..(T_T)
from most left is adib den me den wen jia.
(took by mindy or sharine i think..)


Nerds of the year..anyway i look like one haha..
From most left: me mindy den wen jia...

Comments: mindy..haha reallly kind of look like nerd... hope wen jia and mindy dun mind k..since we took it means we dare to show it to other people..haha

this bbq is really fun..when i recive more pictures i put them down..buaix..

Starting from most left : Adib, me, yiling, terence, mindy and jiaying. (sharine took this photo)
at adib hse preparing the food for tmr's bbq.

haix..exam coming so i can't play maple le..SAD!! suan le..think i too addicted to it le anyway..now doing my lit project..sian. dono how to do leh..how. haix..okok.

what happen in e holidays->

bbq lo..on wed. quite fun. though we can only start the fire at 8 when we started trying at 5. wahahah. bbq chicken wings..all balck black like charcoal. me and wen jia ran barefooted to buy lighter after matches no more. hm..what really shock me ar... wen bin! he so en2 about cleaning up. ever saw wen bin sweeping e floor?! haha. sian..nv take pic. duno hu have. those have tag my blog. i wan put up. haha. ok. put pictures of bbq day..

>>>>>

My "first" post after being addicted to maple..needless to say i m still a noob..haha. nvm. Common test is over and my marks are terrible. Low like siao. Nth is high. Weird thing is my geo get so high when i thought i would fear. Geo is the highest subject. Lowest is Lit and Maths. Guess my maths sucks..so i decided to revise for maths earlier. which means i already started. The others..nt sure. haha.

Maple=>

__New Things__
Creating a bowman acc again i think. Coz my current one is really..i mean e stats is wrong til siao. My mage is ok. lvl still low. haha.

__Conflict__
haix..all coz of a minor tingy.. in a fight with three ppl. Sad.. Sry la.. Dun angry le k.. really sry..
duno what i can say.. juz wana say dun angry le la.

School=>

__Homework__
Need do research on boomerand..dots. Doing now and typing blog as well.

__intresting__

nth..lol. can't play maple today coz bro later using le. and..today sch so boring. hm.. or should i say i too tired le dats y my eyes were like half open half closed.

haix..gtg le la..me need go do research le..anyway we were punished to write lines of "I m a proactive learner"..100 lines. parents need to sign. =(
kkz..buaix..

Common test coming already so not always playing maple story but today night have event so i will participate hope i can win so good cash. lol.

E hong kong students are going back on sunday! So sad they are going already but they are going to add a bunch of us on msn so we can still keep in touch when they go back.

later i gona do research for home econs..better do some if not when we have to do it i have no idea how to start at all. And read geography beacuse it is the first exam. Hm..and ya need to do CmE project that need to be handed up on monday. I m gona write on maybe secondary two camp. I will write about the flying fox. Thats the best event. And what i wana say i learn from that is the first step is always the most difficult but the others are easy. Haha. Now watching television also. And yeah. I do maths already. Yay. Finally hand up. Later gona do motion geometry. Eat dinner already. BuAiZ..

hm..on sat went to zpop nao fan tian concert..rox man..saw so many singers like e jue dui superstar, jj lin jun jie, gigi liang yong qi, shi wen bin, jing sha, ah sang and many others.

e shi wen bin sing really nice and liang yong qi too..too bad i din bring my digi cam. haix and i saw e president too so nice.haha it roawks totally e concert...gona change my blogskin soon..by next wk..exam coming le go study and do hmwk le..buaix everybody..

long long time..never write already..haha.. hm..later going to causeway point. yay!! so happy but actually with my mum nt frens. actually wanted to watch with frens one but my mum wanted to go out also so we go out together...

tmr camp already haven even pack my camp bag..this time camp very troublesome very very troublesome..mayb i m going to hate the camp coz of 1 reason but i hope i really enjoy it. i love camps alot..haix..ok gtg buaix..

watch finish my hime already. So nice!!i lurve it. and so touching. whats intresting to mi is that a girl in the anime disguised herself as a guy. so she wear guy's uniform to school. And in the index she is a guy too.. sounds impossible rite. In our world dun think smth like this wil happen. Then this girl. ah..dun say tiz girl tiz girl. ok..she is call akira kun. They live in hostels. So she have to live with a guy. and this guy is the main lead's brother.the main lead is a girl. ok..back to akira. She live with takumi.which is the brother. then because she is a girl she always tell takumi to knock before entering and many things. but there was one incident which is so funi. no. 2 thigs that is funi. though akira kun is a guy dere r alot of girls who like her. funi rite. if only dey noe she is a girl. means dey r les. haha. okay. the second thing is one part when takumi cooked extra food for his dinner so he asked akira to join him. and you noe what she said?
Takumi: I cooked extra dinner for myself so would you like to join me for dinner?
Akira: What! you wimp. You cook?(she was reading while practising weights.)

see..even though she is a girl she is more..man than takumi. funi rite. haha.there r lots more that r intresting. next time just write coz i need to go do hmwk..buaix...

(takumi and akira-kun in sch uniform. dun ask why akira is wearing a guy's uniform.it is bcoz she disguise herself remember??) She is the left one...

at first when i watch this anime i was wondering y she look so much like a girl and her hair is so long. and indeed she IS a girl..haha..ok tell u more about this anime next time..buaix =D

starting to hate blogging..i mean like so hm..how to say..so ma fan ar..muz like log in all this. haha.. i know..i m very lazy but welld dats what i m. Change 5 teachers. My class only.all the new new teachers teach us. So sad. Like the last class then very bad so change also nevermind isit. My the front classes change a few only but us is 5!

So angry.hmpf..haix..nevermind. Yesterday bbal boys went for match against punggol sec. They won 32 to 52...hm..think thats the score. haha..kind of forget already.

yesterday went swimming. with cassandra at jia ying's house. Ok..quite fun. Play alot of things. Did't manage to thin down though. haha..yesterday during pe measure height and weight. I grow already! yay! but i grew fat too..haha.. nevermind. Growing tall is important. more important than fattening.

now using computer. later going to do homeowrk. today nth really happen. so nth to say about today.

hm..i changing my blogskin soon.again.haha..ya..muz b wondering why i keep changing blogskin. its because ..coz..i also duno. haha..juz like to change blogskin dats it.

whee~ just remember to post..coz last tue i went to causeway to watch movie.with syeh ying and suk lum. The suk lum so bad she overslept den in the end we ate lunch without her. Then after we watch movie we buy things. Shop here shop there. Then jun wei came to find syeh yint to pass her the phantom of the opera soudtrack and movie. After that we sabo him den he treat us eat ya kun. We so bad..haha..thanks ar..next time if go out again juz treat u k..

Well..the movie we watch was Ghost Train. Not nice at all coz not scary and we don't reall understand the story. Today finally finish my hmwk except maths. Haha..i very lazy but after kian leong scold me he managed to knock some sense in me thats why i did most of my hmwk lo..thanks kian leong..i change my blogskin already just now went syeh ying's blog.

Its initial D!!haha..too bad its jay not edison. If not i will say its the best skin i ever saw. suan le. haha..anyone want to watch inital D must call me go ok. I really wana watch. Then yesterday i remember the syeh ying want to sell year of the yao tickets at $6 can only watch at orchard what date also can(if you wana buy plz contact syeh ying or me) there are 5 ticket available. It was so difficult to sell. No one wants. Then i told syeh ying i ask already. But no one wants.

Then i said i guess everyone rather watch not so tall but handsome guys movie(inital D) rather than tall tall ugly guy(year of the yao)plz..no offence its just my opinion to those who like year f the yao.

well..i gona go play diablo 2 already gona train uo my character so that next time when i play with others i m very good.ok thats all. Bye...= D

haix...nth to write..haha..that timw ent sentosa..so fun..went kayaking..i lurve it so gd..hehe..

den choir camp ended ytd..dats all..and..go see frenster..i got post at bulletin board or u see sharine post one also can..

just change blogskin..but i gona change again coz i think tiz dun suit me at all...coz i was trying to copy sum one but i feel dat if i b myself it b better rite..

all this while i hav been copyin here and there till i ca't see myself..i m e one hu is fading.. can u blieve it i m fadin in myself..i can't see myself anymore..i m so sad..so so sad..

i duno wads happening to me..gona breakdown soon..haix..so mixed up of so many things especially at frens..i duno y..its like..i m trying to change myself fer no reason and dun even noe wad i wana chnage into its so lame and everything..

i really duno y i can't just b myself..i feel that everything is so stupid e ppl around me..sounds so fake i feel that even though there is so many ppl around me i feel that i m all alone..

okok..i dunwana tok about tiz anymore..hm..ok..today gt choir frm 10 to 4.. today also gt bball.. i mean dey gt prac la..bball girls also den e yvonne,chi wei and charmaine sweat like hell den wana touch me and sharine..ee..so er xin..haha

den e choir..i see e music score so scary!!ah! gt one part damn high lo..so scary leh! haix..den hab to sing so high.. haiyo..alto so gd..dun need sing so high..when reach home my throat so pain leh..haix..aiya gtg buaix..

lala..choir end le..so here i m lo..writing a new post..bathe finish le..so i smell so NICE

haha..anyway e sharine told me dat if i write things in para nt one whole bunch den easier to read so i write liddat lo..haha..see i so gd..haha..once u say, i immediately go change leh!

haix..anyway..i changing my blogskin again..change so many times..and i tot of my last time blogs..e blogdrive one..only got one post so i gonna post fro today also..haha..so many blogs..
siao ar..no time to write..haha..see first la..

anyway i gona change my blogskin into like..not navigates de lo..not press den it change..so not so messy ma..haha..

today my bro bought a disc..e ou de yang one..quite nice la..but some songs dun suit his voice lo..

haix..today i found out sumtng dat made me very sad lo..haha i siao le..sad till siao le.. coz sad still cry..ok la..i dun write le me go change my blogskin..BUAIX...

(mood fer today-----> T_T)

whee~~finally...haha...hm..juz now play diablo II..now going to bathe..me right back...buaix fer a while...

back...hm..think i going to create a new blog..means i hab 2 lo..i wan to try to create one dat has password to go in one..so..yeah...haha..maybe..i duno...see first..anyway today go tampanies mall..bought a converse bag,shorts,sunblock lotion..fer e outing wif ms lee and class..dats all lo..haha..spent lots of money..ate mos burger..haha..now go make my second blog..i m crazy blogging!!haha..luv bloggin too much..espcially creating e blogskin fer it..lol..=D

okok..better go and make le..haha..if not..anyway..did some of my hmwk le..so hapi..anyway if u ppl r wondering my i say e song playing is fall to pieces instead of things i'll never say its coz i haven upload it yet..so i still put dat song as my blog song..yeah..anyway..fall to pieces totally rox..

and..so..i putiing the lyrics here...fer u all to see..what a great song it is..and avril lavigne rocks totally!!!!

fall to pieces lyrics
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

[Chorus without last line]

[Chorus]

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

yay...change blogskin already..created it myself..comment on it ok..hm..now talking to friends on msn...haha..only three people talk to me..watching television at the same time..so funny..haha..hm..nth to write already le..haha..okok..don' say already..hehe...bye..

haix..gonna change blogskin..coz its messy and its nt my style..lol..no la..i mean..i dun really like it and now..i juz realise my msn i can accept songs alr..duno y..last time cannot..haha..some ppl will noe..coz dey keep sending me..den cannot..lol..and..now alot of ppl tok to me..and my neighbour keep nudgin me..lol..i hate e noise..oh..should't hav wrote dat..if nt next tym ppl keep nudging me..anyway tmr gt life science camp..haha..actuali i forgot if i gt sign up nort..forget le..but my frens say hav..so shld b hav ba..duno y..i gt s.t.m.l....short term memory loss...haix..sianx..though lots of ppl tok to me..lol..though i use com everyday..i dun post in my blog..lame rite..nvm la..gtg...and change me blogskin...=D

so late..

it so late alr..for me i mean..11:16 already..haiz..nth to do..nobody tokin to me on msn..but it always been like tiz..nobody toks to me at all..i jux feel lyk dey r all avoiding me..i duno y...especially someone..ar...suan le..tok so much more sad..haha..haiz..now listening to superstar..by jamelia..nice..haha..mindy's blog is tiz song..my blog's song is fall to pieces..haha..love both songs..nth to do mar..so ....haiz..some ppl owe me testiomnial for so long..still haven write for me..dat hei ren ya gao..haha..nvm la..sharine say cannot force ppl to write de..if nt later...dey anyhow write...sian..now gt someone tok to me le..finally..haha..haiz..but still very sian..listening to i swear now..haha...i hav nth to swear...swear dat one day i can dun sms at all ar??haha..i can't do dat..surely will sms de..if not i will die..haha..Now more and more sian le..coz e person stop tokin to me le...haiz..i realy need some crapper in my life man..when it is so so so so boring..u will juz fall asleep once u step in..okok..tok about wad happen today...eric help me write testimonial..haha..he very unusal today coz very hapi..duno y..dots...keep laughin..siao le..coz normally he will keep scoldin me de..den he tell me dun too jie jing ling lan later i bcome mushroom..haha..den..i accept his and beeying..my mama de testi lorx..den...haiz..duno..forget wad happen le..haha..i gt stml memory...means short term memory loss..actually my fren name also stml..sabrina tan ...duno wad..forget le..haha..zui jing bu dong wei she me(tiz days duno y)keep forgettin me..bleh..i mean forgettin things..haix..duno y...gt any medicine nort?tmr morning gt tution...ke lian rite..exam over le still lidat..haiz..today morning also hav..is maths and sci..tmr is maths only...my maths results very lan(bad)...haiz...gt only 51/100..haha..put here means tell evryone..haha..hu cares..marks only ma..nt wad top secret...haiz...but iv ery hapi..coz science gt 81..wahah..hen(very)unbelievable rite..maths so lan sci so gd...haix..all subjects very lan..okok...going to log off soon le..coz very sian..before i go..put down superstar de lyrics...
SuPeRsTaR...
People always talk about (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
All the things their all about (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Write it on a piece of paper,
Got a feeling i'll see you later.

There's something bout this,
Lets keep it moving,
And if its good lets just get something cooking.
Coz i really wanna rock with you,
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do.
(you do, you do).

[Chorus:]
I dont know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I dont know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
(you just make me wanna play)

Baby take a look around (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Everybody's getting down (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Deal with all the problems later,
Bad boys on their best behaviour.

There's something bout you,
Lets keep it moving,
And if it's good lets just get something cooking,
Coz i really wanna rock with you,
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do,
(you do, you do).

I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I don't know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
(you just make me wanna play).

I like the way your movin' (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
I just get into the groove and then (you just make me wanna play),
If you just put pen to paper (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Got that feeling i'll see you later.

Make your move, can we get a little closer,
You rock it just like you're supposed to,
Hey boy i ain't got nothing more to say,
Coz you just make me wanna play,

i don't know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
i don't know,
Gotta be, gotta be a superstar,
All eyes on you.

[Chorus x2]

okok...bye..=)

guess i was so stupid..trying break some record of writing many testis for my frens in a day..somtyms i really dun understand myself at all..so stupid..doing stupid things..feel like i m those kind of ppl dat u teach dem a hundred times i m still dat stupid..and guessw hat..i m feeling nth now..yea..nth is the word..i m so bored nth to do..nobody to chat to..do u blieve it?dere are 15pp online on msn but dere's no one to chat to..lets list them..hm..e first contact is liyi,peiting,zining,eileen,sara,qineng,killer,cherry_lurve,jun wei,eldwin,ailing,han wei,jasmine,sindhu,terence and han wei...haiz..dun feel like chattin to anyone..no games to play..any suggestions?wad i m feeling now..is juz live till i die...sianx!life is so boring without frens..but i feel even wif frens..y is it still so boring..haiz..very sianx leh..go play tetrinet le..bb..haha..still remember introduce tiz game to jun hong den didn't hav time to play with him den kena scolded..wahaha..sianx..haha..hahaha...haiz...zzzzz...i realy need some ppl dat can light up my boring life..how can ppl b busy when i m so bored???huh?can anyone answer tiz simple yet difficult qn?anyone..toking to the com..talking to space..sianz...eek..smth is on my com screen..duno wad is dat..so small only small dan tiz small little fullstop -> . ee..so gross..how?i dun wan to kill it but i also scared.....help..anyone?i m scared of a bug dat is smaller dan a fullstop..wah...hellp......eh..duno fly to where already..dun care la..wahaha..y m i laughing lidat?so nt girlish..make me think of liang jie,.muz b him influence me de..muz tok to others..others hu laugh is haha only..nt some kind of funny laughter..haha...great..back to normal le..go play game first..back..sobb..i lost..haha..me still noob la..haha..rarely play dat game ma..so here i m..trying to built myself up..so i ply very gd lor..hehe..haha..den tiz guy here..only he wants to play so he is playing by himself..hm..so stupid ehz..tmr..teacher gonna gib back result le..so scared..all the subjects..scared ...later i get heart attack..or what so ever...haha...ok..dun write le..anyway..today gonna introduce tiz song..air one..very nice..i mean e anime air,..e song is call aozora...nice song really..

Ano umi dokomademo aokatta tokumade
Ano michi dokomademo tsuzuiteta massuguni

Ichiban hayaku sunaoni warattamono gachi
Ichiban sukina anohito waratteru

Dare yorimo toku e ittemo koko kara mata waratte kureru?
Hitomi wo tojireba futto natsu no nioi

Ano kawa asonderu futari kiri doro darake
Ano kumo otteiru todoitara shiawase to

Ichiban hayaku kono saka nobotta mono gachi
Ichiban sukina ano basho mezashite

Takusan no omoide ga aru hoka niha nani mo iranai kurai
Hitomi wo tojireba sugu ano umi no nioi

Mata natsu ga kuru giniro ni hikaru
Minamo ni utsusu futaribun no kage

Dare yorimo toku he ittemo kokokara mata waratte kureru?

hm..sry..can't find the english translation..sry..if hav den i post again...
Hitomi wo tojireba futto ano hi no aozora

juz came back from swimming!!Today went swimming with yiling...and mindy lorzz...haha..and found out smth dat realy hurt me..my pri sch fren say e meeting was canceled..i mean outing..den my another fren saw dem on bus..if dey mind me going dey shld juz say lor..it hurts u noe..sad man..sobb...wah..haha..ok la..yeah..juz now went swimming..saw a frog..haha..we were so scared..den...e mindy and yiling so stupid..a twig drop on them dey tot it was a stick insect or whatever..it was just a twig..lol..okok la..lets see..now making another blogskin...haha..nothing to do..thats why..i can't figure out the code for the navigates!!so angry..so tired of everything..haiz..wana juz drift off and sleep..and never wake up..mayb all my problems will end of wadeva..i was realy very sad..aiya..suan le la..too bad..haiz..ya..juz reemember smth..e burton and e eric..especially e burton..loves to fight with me during msn..den e burton keep calling me a bitch..i realy duno y..i only fight with dem..e other guys no way..they not gentleman at all..so wad..hate them...hha..haiz...tmr goin to search for job..during the school holidays..if not school holidays nth to do...and i might as well earn some money..den can buy what i wan tand everything...haha...i love the song "fly"...very nice..and "so yesterday" and "anywhere but here" all by hilary duff...e lyrics are nice..okok..gtg..bye..and to do my blogskin...buaix..

Sianx..

Exams end already...finally!!yay!haha...okok..but abit sad though..bcoz some ppl tell others dun hang out with who..feel like telling him to shut up..stupid ww4..(world war 4)...they are so childish..telling people this telling people that..i can't stand them..actually not them..him only..propenganda ppl..nth to do..always tell ppl to side who..hate him..ah!!!they like that..the victimes are the ppl around them..not them..so childish..so old already..i mean that guy only la..hey..don't be friends with blah blah..nth to do..dun feel like talking bout them any more..siao one..i write other things better..anyway..yesterday i use the computer for whole 10hrs..haha..break record already..wahaha..hehe..siao ar me..then yesterday my eyes so pain..haha..nevermind..anyway..i change blogskin already..nice right?hehe..i love it..especially the song call...fall to pieces..very nice by avril lavign..haha..nice man..it rox..okok..praise myself..haha..
okok..anyway..yesterday..i went jia ying house having the intention...to swim..but..yesterday is black friday..so cannot..sobb..so sad..her ,mum dun let..i dun mind..coz i dun blieve..haha..anyway i m so angry..now all the horror movies NC16..how to watch..sobb..i underage until like that..haiz..since..don;t have horror movies then i don't want to watch already..haha..go play tetrinet le..bb..

i'm just tired..

I m..tired of all this..all this that is happening..tired of keeping everyhting to myself..why can't i just say the things i want to say..i guess i'm afraid..afraid that ppl will start making fun of whatever they will say or gossip about..yeah..i m very tired..really very tired of bottling everything to myself..i just want to let it all out in one breath..just want to get out of all this..all..of THIS...well..but i guess i can't..i can't..cause i do no have the courage..the courage to..say it all out..i don't want anyone to talk about it..haha...i really wana say..but i don't dare..how..who will give me the courage?the friends that say they are?its because i m scared of them..its friends that take out the truth change it and anyhow say it..i m so tired of all thi nonsense..y can't everyone juz b mature and think of other ppl before they talk..before things go out of their mouth?i can't..can't believe it..i..just wish that i b taken away..make me think of avril song..take me away..kind of describe my feelings..haha..yeah..this make me think of syeh ying..she hates songs that describe the situation she is in..of cause she hate it..who will want to listen to them?listen to their own..life..and how bad it is..i m afraid..afraid that i will always be like that..haha..be what?be forever here..where i have no one that can be trusted to talk to..sianx..thats the truth people thats the truth..ppl..r selfish..dun think how some words can hurt some ppl..and do u noe once u said it..u canot take it back?even if it heals..it leave scars..and nobody's heart will be perfect with no scars..no way..haha...its true..sad isn't it..i can't see my haert but i noe my heart has lots of scars now..and its going to burst soon..with all the things inside..all the things inside that has never be let out... I feel like I am all alone,
All by myself I need to get around this,My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you,If I show you, I don't think you'd understand,Cause no one understands,the black aprt is the lyrics..haha..its true..nobody understand..ppl always say..if i were in ur shoes..If i were..u never b..coz u r not be all these r just IMPOSSIBLE...i realy want to stop all these..i m so confuse..my world is in a confusion..dun say that u understand how i feel..coz u will never..nobody will understand..no one..forever..no one understands..except me..i dun even think i understand myself..what i really want..i have no idea..i have no idea at all what i want...i dun want to know..i guess...thats the truth..the situation i m in..is the worst thing...that happen to me..its a major thing..i m just scared i can't get over it..this is the worst thing i have encountered..anyway..whateva u read here..plz..do not tok to me in person..coz i noe i will feel very uneasy...i dun wan to tok about it..juz say i m avoiding it..but i duno hwo to face it..no one can teach me how..except myself..but right now..i guess i can just..avoid it till i know what to do with it..how to solve it..wad i can do is..just to avoid it..bye..

I wana say wad i realy wana say

well..i was thinking if i was truthful enough...and the truth is..i have never been truthful..i keep everything to myself..then whats the point of havin a blog?just to have fun or what..what i really wan to say.. that..i try to say the..but if i say it..everybody will keep saying this and that..so i don't really know..haha..i m in this state of mind that i should just keep things to myself..cause once i post it..once ppl know it..they will say..so..i really duno anyway..exams coming..so hm..gd luck to my frens..girls guys..and...wadever..haha...hm..i telling everybody to work hard but i m still here writing posts..tmr is..geo and maths...exam..so must work hard...must...must...work hard..yeah..haha..well..bye..people..bye..

intresting post..

well..i was reading tru my last tym posts..bcoz i wan find inspiration...for art project...when i came across tiz post dat i have wrote...so i decided to post it again here...
When u see a smiling face,you assume that the person is happy..But do you know that actually the person is crying in the heart?It is very difficult to understand feelings because humans have this special thing call feelings that makes us special from other things..We can make our face impression happy and convince other people although we know that in our hearts we are decieving ourselves...But many times,evn we ourselves dun understand what we are doing..It just seems like someone had taken ur brain away or shld i say the ability to understand urself.Humans are reali very special..They are some things that robots can never achieve..They are something with a heart that know what is right and wrong.Plz never believe that when someone do wrong things all the time means that the person duno what is right and wrong..But actually the person chose to do it because of some motive or he just do not want to care what he does and how it affects the ppl around him and him himself..

Sometimes we think that we are correct but when you know that you are wrong,you must accept the fact and admit your mistake.Never ever think that everyone is perfect because everybody is not the same..so when you think you are not perfect..ppl might think tt u r the most perfect person in the whole world..So never look down on yourself because everyone have their talent..Only that they have not realise it yet..


Cinderella Story or Snow white?

From fairytales to fairytales,all stories starts with a wicked stepmother and ends with a happy ending.Well,real life is the same but u can't be sure that the ending is the same.In life we experience obstacles,tough events and many other things but they are part of growing up.Reading storybooks like fairytales wun get you anywhere because you will start to believe that in the real worls there is such wonderfull things and endings.Then you will be blind by your own world..Having a world that is unrealistic and wonderful doesn't mean it is totally harmful but you know that too much of it will land you in great trouble because you will start to have impossible dreams like you want to land and live in pluto forever or whateva..I am not here to discourage you of reading storybooks but i hope all of us will face the real world and admit the fact that we are living in a world where there is evil and good..And there are lots of things that you will need to learn..Knowledge cannot be gained overnight.You have to work hard for it..

Well...thought again...

E thing i wana say is dat ppl shld not look at the surface of things only because there might b a deeper meaning inside and once we miss it...we might never get it back again....like when u lose a opportunity...u nv come back again..so ppl shld cherish everyting in their life and think positive..coz life is short so y dun we enjoy it instead of wasting our time thinking dat ppl's life is more intresting and waste our chances of being happy...well...i m tokn further and further away from the topic..i realy duno wad to do for my art..haiz..any ideas?tel me if u hav..thanks arh..haha...

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sianz..i hate my blogskin..so i gona find one again..but cannot connect to blogskins.com..sianx..nvm..change next tym..today went ctz hse to study..geo,sci and maths...s,wb and me went..at first is i and sharine go first den study...den..bout 4 smth wb juz come..haiz...slowpoke la him..use 2 hrs to comb his hair and bathe..can u blieve it?slower than girls and vainer than girls..haha...sianx..nth to do nw..muz go study le..but dun feel like studying lehz..so how ar..haiz..also duno..i duno anything..i feel so sianx everyday..i feel that tym passes so fast yet so slow...its like..in a blink of eye its 2 years..but everyday..e tym passes so slow..when will b tmr?
i hope my life ends soon..haha..so i can have more tym to rest and dun need to think bout..other things..and worry wad i need to do..haiz..WorldWar4 started..luckily i not invovled..my frens are in a mess..xcept me..nth actuali happens in my life...nt life my frens..dere's are far more intresting..haiz..gtg...and duno do wad..bye..

sianx..still gt hmwk haven do..haven eat dinner yet..so bad ar me..ok la..i come back from dinner surely do hmwk de ok..no online write post den later go hm lorz...and do hmwk..so sian..nth to do..no game to play..play wad..no one chat wif me also..dats wad dat is more boring..well..i very slack le..very bad hor..exam coming..beta buck up..okok..ppl..plz..write a testi from me k..thanks alot..in frester i mean..if u haven add me..plz do it..thanks..my nic is baby hwee..i m sure u can find it one...ok..dats all..bye...

lalala..feeling better le..senior step down today...i didn't cry..duno y..all my frens say..aren't u sad dat e seniors r going and tiz is e last prac?i juz feel like..i can't imagine it so next wk during choir mayb i will cry..sob..crying in my heart..haha..well...i m reali sad..i can't imagine how e choir ill b without e seniors..everything..was dem..dey r e ones..dat deserve all these...come on plz..how can choir b like tiz without them?but..i noe..dat dey will come back and visit us right..and..ya..i wana take neoprints wif dem..plz set a date..and invite me..so we can take neoprint together..haha..i so hapi thinking of tiz..mayb can watch muwee den take neoprint..yeah..nice..so seniors plz tell me when u free..k..haha..go eat lunch now first...beh...i mean dinner..back..yeah..yummy..haha...go watch tv..bye

haha..now all my openigs r haha...aactuali i m very sad..juz nw tution maths test so bad..so sad..get very lan..realy..can't blieve it..but i also haven study yet..haven even memorize e formula..so how to do haha..its algebra la..die..expansion and contraction..chee..i mean factorisation..i luv science..i hate maths..so tough..luv science...lala..my score haiz..so sad again..sobb..realy very bad lehz..dun tel u all..only me cassandra and me tution teacher now..hahaz...muhahahaha..ee..become monster le..coz me bro bside me..influence me to bcome monster..hehe..haha..hoho..huhu.. whee...anyone..hu say i m an idiot..breathe...hahahahahahahaha..i m an IDIOT...my brother say one..can u blieve it..he so evil hor..haha..evil pig...hope he get slaughtered by e butches..u noe how dey kill pigs?dey hang it up den slash...u see e intestine flying out..cool huh..my bother one wun..coz fats too much..so fats keep flowing out and flooded e whole room and e butcher drown in my bro's oil..wahahaha..nice story..okok..me go do hmwk le...bb...('' ,)

haha..even passer-by pass by..dun even noe hu is dat..finding all e pictures dat is "all alone"..hah..i didn't mean physically but mentally..i m left out again..hav problems juz tok to my pillows..at least dey wun laugh at me..wad hurts me e most is dat no one remembers me..no one at all..even at e last moment..its not even a teeny me ppl remember...One day..if u dun hear from me anymore..dun get shocked or anything coz its e way u treat me got me to do wad i shld..dats is to give up myself..i dun realy show myself in sch..to everyone i m a cheerful girl..hu hav no problems no troubles and walks around wif a hapi face..i dun realy like to tok bout my problems..i hav a whole bunch of frens..frens dat dun care and everything..to me frens r nt ppl hu tok or see each other everytday..to me..dey r someone hu concern and care..for dere frens..and..those dat will remember to keep in touch..old frens always say dey r busy..its juz and excuse..no matter how busy u r u will hav time to keep in touch..even a small little sms wun hurt..a small little sms might mean nth to u..but it might mean e whole world to dat person..y can't ppl think more for other ppl dan demselves?y can't ppl spare a thought for me?y dey always like hurt her also nvm one..coz i m nt going to b her fren foreva..do u noe wadeva u say would b always in their hear..wadeva u said to hurt dem would leave a scar in their hearts..dun keep saying its nt ur fault..y dun u think and c..c if its ur fault..har..feel like scolding one million bad words at everybody..i juz duno y..no matter where..in sch..i m always e ODD ONE OUT..y..it has to b me?e worst thing dat happen to me is..me being born in this world..it mus b e same to u all..too..e worst thing dat happen to u all..is knowing me..

Can't cry hard enough
I'm gonna live my life
like every days' the last
without a simple goodbye it all goes by so fast

and now that you're gone I can't cry heard enough
I can't cry hard enough
for you to hear me now

gonna open my eyes and see for the first time
I've let go of you like
a child letting go of his kite

There it goes up in the sky
there it goes beyond the clouds
for no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enoug for you to hear me now

gonna look back in vain and see you standing there
when all that remains is just an empty chair
anad now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough, I can't cry hard enough
for you to hear me now

There it goes, up in the sky
there it goes beyond the clouds
for no reason why
I can't cry hard enough, no I can't cry hard enough
for you to hear me now

Luv my blog's song..so sad..juz kind o describe my feelings..haha..wad e hell m i..whr is e eng hwee dat always cheers ppl up when dey r sad..i can't blieve i change so much..i was actually someone hu..is always hapi..u nv see me sad..i m e one consoling ppl and a light hu brighten up ppl's life..i can nv b e one hu brighten up and brin laughter to ur life anymore coz..i m kind of at e losing end..and now i m startin to believe dat ppl being bored to e world is juz to b totureed by nature..and dying is juz e way to end e suffering..e suffering of everything..everything....y everything has to b like dat..i m alr trying my best..i struggled as hard as i can..but juz seems like i m still drowning..when i can b e one i used to b..givin up seem like e only choice..say gd bye to e cheerful eng hwee..haha..wad e hell..i wun stop strugglin..i blieve dat if i try..one day i will reach e shore..though wad i c now is only a water all around me..i m sure someone will b..b..e float dat lead me to shore..i blieve dat would hapen...

lala...haha..today achievement day le..end le..at hm usin com..listening to angela song again..asking around again..hu hav e song..wad ar..wads e title..wait i go check..oh ya..look what you have done by jet..if u all hav..plz..send me ar..thanks hor..haha..so tired but still wan go online coz very sian..so here am i lorz..sianx..facin at tiz screen..thinking of wad to write..wanna add my junior at msn one..but forgot her e-mail again..yeah..i think is jace_nutty@hotmailcom..check first..duno corect nort..yay!ii got gd memory..corect addres..tokin to no one nw..and no one wans to tok to me..hahaz..no la..lazy o doubleclick someone and tok to dat person..wad i realy wan do now..is snuggle up my bed with my pillows and hav a gd nite slp..yet i m nt doing dat..wad m i exactl doin..duno..tiz few days i funi funi de..feel so left out..i m juz an extra..like e saying gos..2 is company 3 is a crowd..so everytime pair work no one wans to pair wih me..i m always e one hu takes e leftovers..so sad..sianx..wana cry..and..seniors steppin down le..wad wil happen to choir?
where will e happy memories go?whr will it b kept..willl dey b forgotten once dey live choir..wana giv dem smth but duno giv wad..ar..so sad..if i think too much i willl cry den think of many things..haha..funi me..imagining things again lorz..haha..dun care bout me larz..later ok again..

haha..listening to yi shi de mei hao now by angela..anlog a bit lorz..and juz kind of change my blog by abit lorz..and..ppl..if u can't see e words change ur encoding to universal..yeah..den u can see e words..e english words r juz translated from chinese..
yeah..so..well..tag my blog more often k..anyway..lol..my brother being bullied by me..dun care..lalala..ah..he poke me..sob..big bully..i hate him..wah..only i can poke him..he canot poke me..so huai ar him..noti boi..so childish..haha..u all like e song?so sad rite..haiz..nice song seh..i luv it alot..hehe..its a sad song from e anime..Air..tiz anime air is very touching..toks bout a girl hu wants to fly in the sky..and well..dats all i can say..coz its too complex..ut if u hav e chance to watch it..watch k..coz u wun regret it..=P...hehe...sian..i like promoting anime lidat..haha..E other information bout it u can find it at..wait..it is in jap language..tink some places hav eng subtitles ba..

Here is the BitTorrent link @ AIR 1-13 + Prelude

Use BitTornado to download :D ~ When it starts downloading hor, Press Advanced, then spam the "Manual Announce" button many times to get a higher speed. ya.. anyway ar. here's a link of intro on what AIR TV is lar, HERE

cya soon :D

Sianx..exam coming le..mum dun let me use com le..write blog post also canot..so sad..haiz..too bad la..gotta go study le..but dun feel like..and ya..anyone hu hav e song"look what you've done"plz..send..me...thanks ar..haiz..today go run lor..den wan to skip but also canot..so very scared me..sian..today no hmwk..wad suject shld i choose to study today..yeah..history..nice choice..only 3 chapters and i always got pay attention in class so very fast can finish one..den can online again..yay..haha..hm.. listin to tong hua by guang liang...put e lyrics here for u all..hehe..aiya dun wan la. hm..mayb other song lyrics..to end my post..lets see..wad song..yeah..e song i want..look what you have done..ppl..if u hav e song plz send me..and another question..how to upload a song in blog?coz iwebmusic got spyware..so if u hav suggestions..plz plz..tag me blog..thanks alot!!hope u all get solve my problems..my headache probs...

Look what you have done

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

yay!!we won a silver..well..but tiz silver caused many tngs to happen coz of rumours dat band r saying dat if we such a lousy choir can get silver dey can easily get gold..well..i dun care if tiz is true anot..coz we put in our effort and i noe dat we deserved tiz silver like u sow what u reap..its true ok..e silver might b low silver..but its a huge improvement..so here in my blog i wana say"THANK YOU MISS ONG!"thanks for guiding us though i m well..always nt diciplined..and always very noisy causing u to stop everytime and waste lots of time..but i m sure dat i m trying to change so i can make myself better and can prove to the sch dat we got wad we r supposed to have and not of other reasons..and i wana tell others plz do not look down on choir..u all think dat choir is very easier but have u ever sing a song and let others judge it?u think it is very easy?actuali it is very hard to hit all the notes and most of all we have to blend together like all for one..and we sing songs dat r not realy nice..come on..we r a choir..nt a pop group or wad..no matter how ugly u think it is do u have e courage to stand in front of the stage and sing it in front of your frens?yes..u will think but once u step onto e stage..do u dare to sing it?u will think dat is e very embarrasing..and lastly wad i wan to say is..i will b trying my best and prove to u dat choir is not just a easy cca where u sit in a air-con room singing and relxing better dan e other ccas..we tried so hard juz to reach this standard if u tell other ccas to sing together do u think u can b better dan us?every cca has its own difficulties..since i join choir..i will put our hearts into it and make sure wad i present to u is e best of myself..and i m proud to say loudly dat i m from choir.Even though choir's syf is over but i m going to work even harder..to make myself better..and of coz..GD LUCK to e other ccas for ur syf and hope dat u all will also put ur heart into it and bring glory to the school!! well..(all e things i say is based on my opinion..if u feel u r offended plz do not blame e others)

At my cousin hse now..writing blog..hopin ppl will tag me blog..haha..coz no one tags my blog de!!ah..anyone plz...if u read my blog give comments..thanks..sian..my brother tokin nonsense bside me..saw wad i wrote and tickle me..so itchy..haiz..nth to do leh..chatting wif syeh..and nth to do except dat..listening to music now..e song is mirror mirror by m2m..ice song..haha..write wrong..shld b nice song..nt ice song..sianx..

Sinax..stupid blog..post a post also canot..now muz type a gain..so fed up with everyting on earth...y m i even born..wad e stupid..haiz..i dun wana type e same ting again..e thing i hate most is repeating myself..juz blame tiz stupid BLOG!!!

haha..gt back from sch le..sian..actuali very long le..haiz..quarrel wif cassie..she aiya..very wad lor..sms her den everytym she will reply wad u mean i dun understand?wad e hack..its nt only 1 or 2 tyms lor..is alot alr..i m alr sick oNow i listening to avril's song..take me away..juz change..now is my happy ending..both r nice songs.. haha..siao me..quarrel wif ppl still hapi..anyway lotz of frens join talentime..wow..
haha..if dey go finals i will surely buy flowers for them..haha..gd luck to them..hm..well..lets see..yeah..me legs r aching..so tired..haiz..ytd..morning and recess play bball..den hav e run..den go swimming..today play bball also..gona die le..so tired,,lol..dats wad i did..its my choice..hm..ok lor..nth to say le..bye

Today..played bball as usual..in e afternoon match yiling kena her nose and nose bleed..poor her..hope she get well soon..hm..lets see wad intresting tingy happen today..now smsin..to a fat guy..=P haha..And yeah..today i tyco ball..go in 2 times..hehe..so hapi..den i too short..e wen jia shoot always use netball style which means she will raise her arms very high up..so sad..so insulted..can't even touch..i mean can't block e ball..her arms too high..sobb.everytym muz jump till siao juz can..lol..dun laugh at me!i noe u r laughing..but hey i grew alot alr k..i grew 2cm since jan2005..nt 2004 ok..dun tink i duno u laughin at me k..haha..okok..gtg..bb..

in the end i got to watch e muwee after all wif chi wei..i watched "Jian Gui Shi"..nice show..so funi i laugh till my stomach very pain..e most funniest part is when they want to see hungry ghosts den..they have to sit in a row and keep tappin e bowls wif their chopsticks if not e ghosts will posses them..den got one guy saw den was so scared so he tap faster and faster harder and harder till his bowl break..so he tap his fren one den e same ting happen..his fren tap another fren one..as for him he put e chopsticks in btween his teeth and tap his teeth..haha..so funi..actuali tiz story is bout a group of ppl came to thailand to visit blah blah(forgot his name)den they tok bout ghost stories so e thailand guy took out a book he had bought..from an eerie bkstore..e bk had ten methods that you can do to see ghosts..e tappin of e book juz now is one of e methods..e first method they used was to play bei(cup)xian like die(dish)xian...some of them some didn't so they tried another method which was to put dishes at a shi zi lu gou(a intersection)and tap their bowls and e hungry ghosts will come out and eat e food..one girl didn't see it so they tried another method and that was to play hide and seek with e ghosts..e last person will nto b found as he will b covered by a ghost so e others found will have to let go of a black cat dat a person was holding to from e start of e game..but e misfotune was dat e cat was killed and dey can't find e guy which was e last person..they were very scared so two cousins went back to hong kong and decided to forget tiz incient while another girl decided to saty with tiz thailand guy first as she wanted to find e person that dey canot find..coz dat guy was her bf..so she tried e other methods which was digging up e grave of a tomb and smear e soil on your eyes..she failed so ahe tried another method which was to comb her hair at night..she did not suceed so she was very sad and killed herself..while e cousins at hong kong saw alot of ghosts as they were cursed by e book..and e thailand guy called them and call them to go back to thailand to solve e problem..e last method was "pretend to die" what dey had to do was wear a set of funeral clothes den lit gloss sticks and sleep.When e gloss sticks finish burning and dey have not come back dey would b trapped forever at e "ghosts world"..and so the cousins went to the "ghosts world" found e last person and e girlfriend but e girlfriend was dead so her bf hu was e last person stayed in e ghost world to acompany her dead gf..e cousins den went back to e human world but dey were too late so they trapped in the ghosts world and which means in the human world dey r dead..dats e story..nice??haha..okok..gtg bb...

Haiz..actuali tmr i goin to watch muwee de..den me dad change his mind..nt fair de..y me bro can watch i canot..whr got lidat one lo..bias me bro..alays lidat de..me canot me bro can..wah lao..feel like cryin lor..its nt fair..y lyk dat de..den i rather dun b born..born to suffer..wad is e meanin of life..such a stupid ting..have so many qns in my head dat no one can answer..haiz..and i hav another example..like e one lo..my hp plan..mine so lame..can't call can't do anyting not like my bro's..wad e heck..y lidat de..y guys receieve better things?huh?y is human lidat..everyone is equal..tiz is e worst lie i ever heard..my life sux..i hate tiz and dat..everyting..ah..i m drowning in a life dat hav no happiness..a life which i do not hav e rights to do wad i wan..Tiz is life..hah..wad life is tiz..i m also left out..e one dat have no partners when we r supposed to do project in pairs..and e last one to b tot of to b with when in danger..
haha..too bad my life is lidat..i can't complain..can't tok..no one wans to listen..wad i can do is jus to type my feelings here..which means tokin to tiz dumb com..lyk siao siao lidat..so angry..dun feel like living anymore..nobody dere to console me..nobody dat listen to me..no one at all..in my world dere is only myself..yeah..me and myself..haha...

yay!!juz got my new laptop..so hapi..tiz is my new laptop..bleh..i mean tiz is my first post using my new laptop..now waiting for my bro to help me..haha..coz i m a computer noob..well..i juz change my blogskin today..i mean finalise it..haven download msn yet so can't chat..i m watching tv while i looking at..i mean tping tiz post dats y i keep typin errors..i m so hapi..haha..got my laptop..now going to install many things..can't believe it..my own laptop..my bro wun compete with me t use it..can u believe it?use it any tm i wan to..well..unless e laptop no more batt..wow..my laptop is so warm now.. will it explode?haha..me toking crap...okok..no tym already..got to do other things..bye..

yay..yesterday i bought a notebook..but haven receive it yet..i bought it coz my brother always dun let me use com..so well..dats e reason..hehe..well...lets see wad intresting tngs happen in my life today..i went for choir..my dad drove me and i didn't noe dat there was bball prac today so i was a bit amazed den i didn't care coz it was none of buisness..den cassandra and me went to study area to pass up our english file..well..played bball..after choir..i fell down..got blood..den..no more le..went hm..miss bus..so unlucky..reach hm mom help me make my wound..dats all..and now i m writing my blog..and ya..i going to change my blogskin coz dey said at tiz blogskin got spyware..and all e links dun work..dats wad dey said so i going to change..and tiz blogskin is nt realy nice..so yeah..i going to change it..=D

haha...hihi...today get back all e results alr..so sad..got so low marks..i got juz pass for lit..luckily teacher didn't count wrongly..if not i fail alr..haiz..finally can use now..haha..so happy..yay..now also log into msn but looks like nobody wants to tok to me..so sad..tmr is cross country me taking part in non-competitive so dun need to run very fast..my frens poor them need to participate in competitive run coz they were forced to..my class tink only me and a few others never...join in e competitive run...haiz...so sian..nth to do..and no one tok to me..also nobody tag me blog one..so sad..hm..got wat intresting tngs happen in sch..lets c..yay..tot of one already..today CH gave wj a bottle of stars and two figures inside representing him and her..ee..so gross..haha...wish them gd luck..and ya...D keep sticking to CTZ for the whole day...haha..like lover birds liddat...so many couples in my sch..but hope they will b together in e end and i wish them happiness..and..now i toking to my bro's fren..call yiling..not e yling in aiss..is e yiling in phs..well..haha..i also duno her but tok tok nvm one..and also nobody toking to me also..so i very bored and she here tok to me..juz now me accept a testi from godgranddaughter..so funi..she wrote about all kinds of testi and how much they cost..den in e end she wrote dat i dun need to pay coz i hr ah ma..so long nv see her alr..miss her..duno how she look lika alr..muz b very tall..lol..everybody is tall to me coz i m short..hehe..so sad..
and today our chinese teacher looked at our legs and say who will still grow and she say i will still grow lotz..yaya..so hapi..hehe..but mayb not true one..hope its true..some of my frens see i keep play bball tiz few days is coz of 1 reason and dat is coz i wan grow tall..lol..okok..dats all..nth to write alr..ya...and tiz sat i going wif cassie to jia yin's hse to swim and play badminton..ok..bye..

yayay...today early go home coz o-level result gd..not me i ment..is my sch..so hav choir till 12.30den went home to have my beauty slp..den went to take my specs coz break again..haha..frameless always break..me getting a framed one soon coz me wana use it while play bball...den other times wear frameless...lol..sound like money lotz rite..anyway today actuali wana go swimming wif jia ying at her hse one..but sian..wana slp..so nv..ytd alr at her hse swim alr..swin tell my hand so funny..haha..nth to write already..bye bye..and those we came and looked at my blog..plz tag!!

today...got back 3subjects..so sad..haiz..everybody scored well in my class except me..
haiz..there is sci paper..i got 72/100 only..can u believe it?so bad..some in my class got 89...sob..maths paper..70/100...there r ppl in my class hu got 96...can u believe it?it is not a typo error..yes its true..and i repeat it again its 96 they r getting..and me 70only...sob...and...chinese paper..i got 77.5 and dere r ppl hu got 92...yes..92 there is no typo error here too..can u believe it?i got so bad..omg..i m one of e worst in my clas i guess..feel like kjumping down e river and die..so ppl hu noe me plz wrap dumplings and throw it down e river so i wun b eaten by fishes thanks..e river i going to jump into is Singapore river...i abit scared i wun die coz i noe how to swim..and i got gold u noe...dats y..me very e sad...haiz...coz if u r drowning ur instinct is to struggle and me noe how to swim..more worse coz i will swim up to shore...so too bad...haha...

mnfnfnddkidnldbkn(sry..my bro went on e keyboard)haha..my funi opening line actuali if my bro went on the keyboard..e keyboard will b torn into 2 pieces and..haha...okok..
later going see hide and seek..yay..wif jia ying and chi wei..so hapi..yeah..watch 1.30pm one..at causeway...ya..us only..and we alr plan till very nice..if not later no tym to do e tings we gonna do..haha..

so long nv write alr...me went genting durin cny holidays..sat the spinner,corkscrew, cyclone and many other things...try out e flying coaster!!so fun..haha..nice!haha..
well..exams is next wk..so muz study..me never study..haha..so bad..dun care..so gd luck everybody!study hard..and score well!!

haha...hape cny everyone...me in cousin's hse again...well holiday and sunday surely here de lar..hehe...duno u all got tag my blog nort..coz duno y cannot see...mayb my blog got error or smth...so sorry...hope someone can tell me wads wrong coz i nt using internet explorer...dats y can't see...so sry!!!but..nvm lar..if i noe e mistake...den i change k...hm..now so sian...so mayb play maple story and wads worst is dere is only 2 ppl ONLINE!!!!lol..okok...u all muz b doing smth very happy now..bbyyee

change smth bout my blog again..juz realise my blog got archive..haha...me so stupid...nvm..tiz few days play bball till sunburn...didn't notice till my maid told me ytd..haha...i so blur...nvm lar...today got choir audition...scared to death but luckily i in...for SYF!!!So happy...but feel sorry for e pppl dat didn't went in...well next wk going genting!so happy...hehe...but dere so cold...luckily i bought a new jacket dat is thick if not i cold to deathb dere and u nv see eng hwee again...haha... hope u all like me blog k...and comngratz bball gurlz...work hard!!i m right behind u!!

So long nv write post...haha..too many things to do..so busy...haiz..very stress...everyday come home so late..monday and sunday i got tution..tuesday got wad fitness thing adn rest of the days which is wed,thu,fri i got choir...so tough...so tired..really miss my slp..e only day i can slp late is sat so i m going to cherih it..but tmr got tution also..so tiz wk can't rest..too bad..chinese new year coming already..but mi hse still no deco..haha..to lazy to put up..and today e class deco just put only coz kena scolded by form teacher..haha..and we even sacrifice our cca leh..see we so gd..no lar..haha...sec 2 so stress..more worse dan sec 1 alot leh..jump too much already...well..nth to write le..hope u like tiz blogskin...coz i change le..haha...obvious rite??okie..dun say le..u all got tym tag me blog k...bye...

yay...at my cousin hse now..downloading msn..using her lat tym de com lor..she now got laptop mar..but my bro use mar...so too bad lor..have to use de nt very gd one...nvm lar coz it quite fast also..
den nw waiting for it to load finish...99%already...yay..finish le...
finish le duno do wad..den my stupid bro tell me to close it den say open again..its installing now...yay..install finish le...so hapi...
so sian...z...zZ...

Whoohoo...internet back already..now using starhub one..last tym use pac net one..hehe..so happy..miss msn and everything leh..haiz..i too happy le..duno wad to write in blog...i waited so long..sob..nobody can understand my feelings except my bro..haha..coz he no net also mar..so finally i think ppl will start to read my blog..but i duno leh..hehe...now see webcam..yiling inside..see chio bu leh..she wear tie so cute seh..u all should go and see..hehe..haha..think most of e ppl on msn think i delete them on their msn contact list coz me nv online so long le...haha..yipee..i m so happy..so remember tag my blog leh..coz evertime see e same thing..think i going to change blogskin soon..if u all wan me to link u back tag at my blog k..especially mindy...coz i noe u creat blog le..so...nth to say le..hehehheheheh...buaix..