Monday, June 30, 2008

today went to school with a heavy heart afraid that i might not survive till the next day but somehow .. god wanted me to live longer . so results were not out x.x lols ..

went through a little of the physics paper . mcq part . for those answers that i remembered i scored only 6/20 . what the x.x die already ! haix .

during econs thanks to jolene i get to sit . =x because got one part ms kwok ask us question then if we say yes then stand up no then sit down . at first i sit one . then jolene say my test paper the answer is yes so ask me stand . thanks to her . answer yes is correct . so get to sit . hahas xPP

well . today was a okok day ._.

just now was chatting with sy jie on msn ! so long never talk to her le la ! also never bump to her in northpoint d . don't know why everyone keep getting to see each other only me . one day i must crash NYP ! and see all my secondary school friends (:

anyways she is taking this really cool course in NYP . one of my choices in o levels . but didn't take it because i feel that i will struggle due to lack of talent ._. hahas . well the course she is taking is Motion graphics and broadcast design. is about advertisement designing . hahas .

examples of her work ! i think its so cute ! :DD

CLAY ! so cute la . eswhy productions . hahas ! she said that her hands were seen in some frames . but it was the first one she made . so it was ok . and it wasn't that obvious anyways . lols . and to remove the hands she had to photoshop it away . and yupp ! ONE BY ONE ! which is like omg x.x hahas . but cool la :DD it looks really like a commercial !



next is MTV ones !

First version . i think this one is really cool . especially the first part . kinds of appeal you into it . i liked the parts when there were overlaps . and the part when .. oh was it her ? hahas . doodling on the sketch book . that part was cool :D looks professional ! xDD



Second version . i felt that the first one was better because the words kind of didn't made an impact here but nevertheless still a great job ! :D



so cool and nice ! love it sia :DD jiayous jie ~ make better and better ones (: and show me when the time comes ! xDD

okays gotta continue to do project work le ><"

Sunday, June 29, 2008

sometimes i wonder what's the point of treating people better . even when you treat them better they do not appreciate it and even take advantage of it . seriously it disgusts me . i remembered that we were taught to repay people's kindness and never to take advantage of it . why aren't we even practicing what we preach ? aren't we just completely contradicting ourselves ?

when you treat someone better, they should then appreciate it . the person giving out would then feel happy that he or she is even appreciated . then they would in the end still continue to do this . if instead of appreciating it, you still take it for granted it would seriously depress the person making the effort .

why can't some people just put themselves in the shoes of the person ? would you feel good if your actions aren't appreciated and even being taken for granted ? how would you feel deep inside ? then you would even think " whats the point of doing this ? i might as well be mean and not be taken advantage of " ..
i just made a survey for my project work and seriously . i get a lot of entertainment value from it . sad to say . all these are my friends . i wonder which INTERESTING friend . realised im in computing and thought that i have a really good brain and can decipher code well . check this out :

" fsrit it ddnepes on the knid of rdie, if it is initseretng or snihtemog lkie rellor cetsaor, tehn i mhgit go. sldnocey it ddnepes on the aoissimdn fee or the pcire of the rdie, it msut be rlbanosaee to me or cepaehr tahn waht i feel its vulae is. tldirhy it ddnepes on the stirucey. flhtruoy it ddnepes on the plpoee annuord you, wehtehr the cnemmots on the rdie is pvitisoe or nvitagee "

omg ? lols . EH WHICH FRIEND IS THAT . YOU BETTER OWN UP NOW I TELL YOU ! make my brain tangle . LOL . i know your spelling is bad .. but at least the responses you gave are good (: hahas ..

got some more funny . i asked if there is tax would you still patronize it . some people responded " OF COURSE ! IM A BIG FAN OF FAST FOOD ! " lols . so funny ! =x

i have to say all my friends are creative . the last question on how it can appeal to you . some really funny and cute answers ..

Veggie rollercoaster .
Making it on a schoolday

hahas . really cute and funny answers ! xDD but still THANKS A LOT PEOPLE !! (: YOUR HELP IS GREATLY APPRECIATED !

anyways anyone who have not done it please help me !! THANKS (:

http://www.eSurveysPro.com/Survey.aspx?id=5eb5323a-e99d-4b5b-a38c-923e25a60f52


dar i love you lots (:

Saturday, June 28, 2008

woke up today tired . so so tired and felt like slacking !

then came a bang of reality . haven't done my holiday assignments yet . oh my gosh . and there are just so much ><" darn . when are our breaks ! exams are just over isn't it ! ><" well ..

went to meet jaslyn after her gp tuition . she said there was a newcomer from yjc and from class 128 . wonder who is it . ling lan ! go check it out . he says he knows you . so go to your class on monday and ask who go for gp tuition at bishan xD hehe .

wanted to buy shoes . in the end couldn't really make up my mind . i want to cut my hair shorter ! ><" hate it x.x .. well . ate pasta for .. tea ? hahas xD



jas and me shared it . sold in junction 8 foodcourt . 7/10 . for me . im a cheese lover and i just kind of couldn't take it that this pasta has no cheese ! =x but oh well . hahas . its actually tastes great with garlic and all . and as the time goes by you will get addicted to it somehow . i wonder why . i think its the garlic or something :DD hahas ..

then went for physics tuition . nearly slept ><" too tired =x hahas ..

dad drove me to have dinner . then went home ..

now im gona do project work ..
LONG POST AHEAD . PREPARE YOURSELF WITH NACHOS ! =X ( popcorn removed as cs guessed it ! so i decided to change it something else . hehe xD )

TODAY WAS A GREAT AND TIRING DAY ! (:

firstly . last paper ! morning went to school with this " hope " . hoping that i won't fail too badly . at least i would fail two h2 and at least pass this one ! and .. the good news is i GOT A COMBO . the bad news is the combo is 3 H2 fails ! yay ! buy 2 get 1 free ! x.x lols ..

before exams had a really bad stomach ache . then when the paper start . i look at first mcq question . i was like " what the .. " forget it . then i raised my hand and asked the invigilator for permission to the washroom . the invigilator was like giving me that " oO " face . i was like " haha " .. during the paper . couldn't focus at all . didn't dare to ask the teacher to let me go to washroom anymore . scared later they thought i cheating or something x.x haix . but .. forget it .

after that wait for wen jia and went to eat lunch together with ling lan also . because i was BROKE . so i had to go and withdraw money ( i look at the balance . i feel so sad ><" ) well then we sat the escalator up . had this craving for long john . then on the escalator i turn around and talk to ling lan . got a shock of my life . saw yuan xi ! LOL . i was like . why the hell are you here ! apparently he lives in woodlands and his school is no where near northpoint . so i was kind of surprised ..

so we went to eat long john together ! saw a lot of yj people ! mini yjc gathering or something . met jessica by fate in the long john . she was like so " high " when she saw yuan xi . she was like " OMG YUAN XI !!! WHY YOU HERE ! " lols . we made like so much noise in long john ! jessica came to sit with us . and we were like laughing the entire session . firstly jess and yx were like squabbling ! like kids ! ><" hahas . i forgot what wen jia said which made jess say " aiya . u gao ji hua yu still say ure chi lan . then im wad " yx was like " wo jiang gao ji hua yu ! " rofl .. then i was like " wo jiang di ji hua yu ! " so lame la . jess was like totally giving us the LAME face .

oh yeahs not forgetting to mention, heard from her that canberra came in as the best house ! woots ! GOGO CANBERRA ! WE ROCK !

ok back to it . then jess threw a fry to yx plate . he was like throwing back at her . then she exclaimed " how can you waste food ! " then another funny thing happened . wen jia was eating salad . she overturned wen jia's salad ! LOL . then it was all on the floor . we were like laughing like mad . then yuan xi gave her, her own medicine " WHY YOU WASTE FOOD " we all laugh like mad la ! it was so funny ! another point . wen jia was like saying she eating vegetarian for this whole month because she wanted to lose weight . but she ordered salad and a LARGE packet of FRIES . lols ? talking about losing weight yeah ? :P

after that jess shared seat with wen jia . the third thing occurred . she screamed and fell off the chair . LOL . because we sat on a platform . so she didn't know and lost her footing . it was so funny =x made us laugh like crazy . in the end my stomach was hurting like hell . yuan xi was like going crazy . wen jia couldn't contain any of her laughter at all . jess was like complaining saying we bully her =x hahas . but she's just too cute . oh yeahs . ( dar, she said that you're gentleman wor :D better thank her next time . LOL )

then rushed back home . 1pm went back home . 2pm reached school . don't ask how i did it . somehow i did it . LOL !

oh yeahs ! jolene bought doughnuts from doughnut factory for us ! <33 ! i love double chocolate ! its so nice ! coated with white chocolate on the top and filled with dark chocolate inside ! dar said it was too sweet x.x its nice ! hahas . i ate till my whole hands were filled with chocolate xP





she bought 2 boxes to share with her friends ! so nice ! :DD thanks !

we had this career seminar talk . again we were cheated by our computing teacher . LOL . he said it was a computing talk and it was compulsory . in the end its career seminar talk . speakers from the singapore tourism board and mediacorp came and introduced different jobs perspectives .



when we were going home jolene was so high ! recorded this few seconds long clip . its really funny . check it out at the top ! :DD

after that met up with sharine joyce and yx for movie at amk hub ! decided to watch " Get Smart " at the last minute . 5.30pm show . bought popcorn and drinks .

before the show .. hahas .

yx : heys . the guy beside me looks like liang yi .
joyce : liang yi ? WHERE ?
yx : beside me !
joyce : OMG LIANG YI ! ( shouted at the person )
" liang yi " smiled back ..

in the end .. it wasn't him . LOL . it was so HILARIOUS . should have looked at yuan xi's and joyce's embarrassed faces . but i have to admit that the guy really looks like him . hahas .. it was so similar except liang yi is way thinner . hahas ..

anyways . the show was great . comedy mixed in with thriller ! loved it ! would give it a 9/10 rating ! at the start it was really hilarious already . oh yeahs . people who watched heroes . the guy who turned time . Masi Oka is starring inside this movie too ! he is SO funny inside .

some of the scenes i remember . this guy stapled a paper on his colleague because he was angry and pissed at him . it was so funny =x i couldn't really remember the show well . but it was great . and it ended with the song 4minutes . hahas . nice song ! :DD

for dinner we went to have pizza hut for dinner !



yummy ! mushroom cream soup ! hehe . ok . fine . i took out all the mushrooms ! LOL ..



camera shy ! i asked joyce why she didn't like taking photos . she replied saying that " since i take also not nice .. better don't take better x.x " lols . so true eh ? i take also not nice ><" not photogenic at all ! blehs . sometimes im amazed at those people who have billions of pictures on friendster . its kind of difficult to even take a nice picture ! =/



scary eye bags ! ><" blehs .



sharine and joyce !



=pp



WORSE EYEBAGS ! shows that i HAVE been studying yeah ! IM NOT SLACKING OFF ! =x



sharine and joyce ! :DD



the mushrooms remaining .. from the mushroom soup xP



sharine happily eating her pan pizza !



my pasta ! cheese !!!! :DD and we found out that yx HATES cheese . so people . wana prank him ? cheese ~ lala ~



joyce caught ! she was removing mushrooms one by one from her pasta . but i did the same thing too =x hehe ~! spent like 20 bucks on this meal . thought it was worth it because of the people ! friends ! :DD

oh yeahs ! sharine is so proud of me ! i ran 14 plus minutes for napha ! and the reason why i got this timing though i was a freaking athletic declined girl in the past was because of SHARINE ! when i was running i would always think of sharine ! she was always there encouraging me telling me to carry on ! yupp ! and i did it ! all because of her influence ! hehe :DD she would always pull me along and run . now that she's in clutches and all . but when she recovers ! lets go running together ! :DD rest well yeah !

oh plus . I WANA GO SHOPPING ! blehs =pp

okays . naruto time ! =X

Thursday, June 26, 2008

whee whee . saw this from jas blog and copied it here =x sorry if its copyrighted cause i don't care ! lala =x

1.Loves to chat. - hahas . who don't ? xD
2.Loves those who loves them. - of course ! :D
3.Loves to take things at the center. - don't understand . * checking *
4.Inner and physical beauty. - yay ! im flattered :D
5.Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. - hahas . very true !
6.Treats friends importantly. - duh ! who can live without friends ? x.x
7.Always making friends. - maybe being lame attract people ? :P
8.Easily hurt but recovers easily. - well . its difficult to get hurt in d first place ..
9.Daydreamer. - nah ! im too realistic for good !
10.Opinionated. - everyone needs to have a mind of their own !
11.Does not care of what others think. - hehe =x
12.Emotional. - kind of .
13.Decisive. - yupp !
14.Strong clairvoyance. "The supposed power to see objects or events that cannot be perceived by the senses." - .. whats this . hahas . 6th sense ? perhaps :DD i can read your mind ! haha . juz say that october babies are more observant !
15.Loves to travel, the arts and literature. - travel ! yays ! japan !
18.Touchy and easily jealous. - obvious . make me angry and you get it .
19.Concerned. - no comments ..
20.Loves outdoors. - yeah yeah ! OUTDOORS ! sometimes =x
21.Just and fair. - if you cheat . then whats the point ?
22.Spendthrift. - yeahs . this yr started this bad habit ! ><"
23.Easily influenced. - doubt so .
24.Easily loses confidence. -there aren't any to start with ..
25.Loves children. - i hate them .. =x

this is for october babies okays ! the others don't bother =x you're not part of the elites =x hehe ~
today woke up at around 12pm .. so tired ><" finally its the last hurdle . physics paper tomorrow . then relax ! better relax first . if not when results are out . going to go through hell ! quite tired now . studied for the whole afternoon . now reading naruto =p chapter 239 already ! going to catch up soon xP rocks sia . so nice . hahas .. good distressing medium ._. later shall continue studying .. tomorrow gona meet my clique at 4.15 amk hub :D miss them so much ! hahas . so tomorrow after paper . go home slack or something . rot at home just go out .. ><" .. continue study ..

jas .. revival of HshengXD and XshengXD ? :P hehe ..

instead of always asking why don't u understand me . mayb the problem lies with myself ..

Wednesday, June 25, 2008





幸福背后 - 王心凌 - Cyndi Begin

那么暖你的温度
安静的依偎着那
短暂幸福
爱就算满足
却是个未知数
如果有天长地久
有多遥远让我看见
越是幸福越害怕
怕它会结束
越拥抱却越是孤独
没人了解的寂寞
我自己照顾
不想让你发现我
凌乱的脚步
我努力跟上你的速度
不再独自感受
那幸福背后藏的辛苦
那么快你的甜苦
应该让我的灰色
快乐全部
爱让人喜悦
就算会有变数
只要能拥有一秒
有多辛苦我愿付出
越是幸福越害怕
怕它会结束
越拥抱却越是孤独
没人了解的寂寞
我自己照顾
不想让你发现我
凌乱的脚步
我努力跟上你的速度
不再独自感受
那幸福背后藏的辛苦

seriously . i don't understand unless you spell it out for me .. or am i just thinking too much ? some times i wonder whats d point . but u've never clarified it ..
today .. haix . flunked both tests . wake up call lerhs ! after block tests must start to study for promos already . if not sure retain liao ..

maths . hope can pass .

computing . die liao . LOL . we used this room with the art students . the entire exam . art students were continuously writing . computing students = daydreaming . seriously la . i spend one hour already finish paper le . then gt 2 more hours slack . tried to get something out . really couldn't . jennifer beside me write so much sia . i look in front melvin write like can't finish liddat . i see myself . wa die liao . lols ..

i a lot blanks .. can't blame anyone la . i didn't study . after exams i show jeannette my paper . all blanks d . she was like " u rly didn't study arhs ? " i was like duh ! so lame . this kind of things still want bluff d mehs . rofl . she say she didn't . but her paper was like filled with words la . these need 2 pieces of paper some more for the last section . mine is like .. rofl . can't even fill the first page i think . because in front gt cancellation . so in the end write behind . if not can't even fill up 1 page .

after the computing exam jolene was like telling me " ehs . i think hor . we bring calculator in is to count how much marks we've gained d . " i was like " nono . is how much we lost . cause if count gain too fast finish liao . count lost more work to do . rofl .. "

friday last day of exams le . physics ! must study hard liao . if not all 3 H2 fail then die le . maths and computing already gone case . physics must at least pass or something . darn ><" i think i can't even achieve my aim of all get E ..

after school went to bishan to exchange the shoes . too small for my mum le x.x shun was going home . so went together ..

then went home le . slacked whole day till now .. haix .. haix . ok la .. go study hao le ..

good luck dar for exams tmr :DD

am i supposed to still hold on or .. ?

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

I LOVE THIS SONG ! i couldn't find the title for it for so long and has been like hanging there for weeks and weeks . finally found it ><" somehow i just feel that the song is very cheerful and yupp :DD

I'm a new soul - Yael Naim

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

La, la, la, la (21x)
La, la, la, la (21x)

See I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout what is true and fake
But why all this hate? try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make

La, la, la, la (21x)
La, la, la, la (21x)

This is a happy end
Cause you don't understand
Everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong

This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take you far away

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout how to give and take
But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

New soul... (la, la, la, la,...)
In this very strange world...
Every possible mistake
Possible mistake
Every possible mistake
Mistakes, mistakes, mistakes...
im feeling that i deserve it . seriously . its like . i didn't touch computing at all . i just mass downloaded all the computing notes for the first time ><" i feel so dead . im like looking at them .. 9 files . wahaha . stuff it into my brain somehow . i want doraemon ! i need your bread ! =x

darn ~~~ and im struggling in maths too . haix . apgp gone case . binomial always careless . functions dying . don't know transformation at all . not sure about inequalities also .. oh wait . how many chapters are left ? huh ? 1 only ? mathematical induction ! >.>" thats the only one that i know la . haix ..

well .. why can't they move the rest of the exams to next week or something ! =/ more time ! since im gona flunk the exam . my aim for blocks is . don't flunk till too ugly la . at least don't get all U la . maybe get all S also nicer to see ._.

okays . gotta go continue studying now . if not can't even get s .. * pouts *
today was chinese paper . composition totally sucks ! comprehension was okay .. tomorrow is computing and maths paper ! >< darn . one is enough . now both together . i haven't even started on computing yet .

now reading naruto =p i think that the little toads are so cute . especially when they say " hi dad " LOL . dam cute la ! xDD okays . start studying at 3pm ~! for now relax xDD

keep holding on ..

Monday, June 23, 2008

just found out something from wen bin . lols . YUAN XI YOU ARE SO DEAD ! =x lols . dam funny la . why is everyone meeting each other ? im like missing out all these " fated " moments ! haven't been seeing any of my secondary school mates at all ! wonder where are they ! darn .

after block tests i vowed to meet up with siling and of course joyce is coming along . she was like saying " I MISS SILING ! LETS MEET UP WITH HER SOON ! " hahas . and yupp ! must meet up with yvonne and sharine ! missed them lots . been a long time since i saw yvonne . hope she's getting on well . and we have a common topic to talk about now xD hehe .. YUPP ! jas and i once said that " LETS HAVE A KBOX SESSION AGAIN ! AFTER BLOCKS ! (: " hope she remembers it ( even if she didn't .. I BLOGGED IT BIG HERE ! CAN'T FORGET IT NOW ! ) * smirks * ..

today was chatting with ling lan and yeahs . agreed ! I MISS AI SO MUCH ! our fun days ! suddenly we seemed like we are so old ~! haix . wonder what happened .. time passes so quickly ! now i finally realised what it means by time waits for no man ! thus .. cherish what you have now people !

hahas . during dinner time . my maid told me i looked better in specs . i was so shocked . LOL . first time someone said that to me la . hm .. hahas .

its getting complicated .. getting all wrong .

turn the present to history .. ?

love this song lately ..

Little Miss Obsessive - Ashlee Simpson

Little Miss Obsessive - Ashlee Simpson

Woah, Woah, (the side of your bed is still mine)
Woah, Woah, (the side of your bed is still mine)

Am I the reason why you tossed and turned last night?
Everything's such a blur, it didn't come out right.
All of the sudden it's cold and we're falling apart.
No this can't be, please don't leave me alone in the dark.

And I guess we're really over, so come over, i'm not over it.
And I guess we're really over, so come over, i'm not over it.
Late night you make me feel like i'm desperate, I'm not desperate.
Oh, a little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it.

Woah, Woah,(the side of your bed is still mine)
Woah, Woah,(the side of your bed is still mine)

I've never been a fan of long good-byes.
I'm at the finish line and you're just way too far behind.
In the morning I got in a fight with myself, I got the bruises to prove it.
Then I swallowed your words and spit them right back out.

And I guess we're really over, so come over, i'm not over it.
And I guess we're really over, so come over, i'm not over it.
Late night you make me feel like i'm desperate, I'm not desperate.
Oh, a little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it.
No.

It's like a fairy tale without a happy ending (happy ending).
But then again maybe we are just pretending.
Why does it have to be so unfair?
Tell me that you care.

And I guess we're really over, but come over, i'm not over it.
And I guess we're really over, so come over, i'm not over it, oh.

Little miss (Woah), little miss (Woah), little miss Woah), little miss obsessive.
Little miss (Woah), little miss (Woah), little miss Woah), little miss obsessive.

Late night you make me feel like i'm desperate, I'm not desperate.
Oh, a little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it.


Woah, Woah, (the side of your bed is still mine)
Woah, Woah, (the side of your bed is still mine)



and the song in my blog ^^

Only One- Yellowcard

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
on the journey to school realised that i forgot to bring my collar pin ._. thanks dar for lending me :DD

upon reaching school i went to find jean and jo . melvin and alvin were with them . its so funny la . hearing both of them shooting jolene . hahas ..

then went for economics paper.. it was quite ok >< hahas ..

after that went back to ai with ling lan to get testimonial . ms ilysa really short cut sia >.>" so short nia . i think my class one all dam short d la x.x forget it . some information in it still wrong . seriously want to laugh till siao la . forget it la >.>" don't know what to say . lols ..

then sat at the bus stop with ling lan eating takoyaki . chatted :D and went home ! ^^
woke up at 9am today because joyce coming to my house after going to popular to buy economics model essay book . but in the end she realisd it haven't open yet . so she thought it opens at 10am . so she stayed in sun plaza for like 1 hr . then she just realised it opens at 11am . like wth la . she so blur !

so she came my house and studied . h2 econs like a lot of things sia . lucky h1 only got one topic for exam . wahahahs xDD

oh yeahs and she " promoted this song " to me .. x.x

song of elasticity . yupp . the economic subject ._.



later is economics exam already ! dam scared la . hope i can score . fail h1 = retain ! ahhh ~!! okays . i shall relax now . since i kind of studied " finish " already . continue reading my naruto manga =pp hehe ~ chapter 138 le ! few hundred more chapters to catch up . LOL ..

Sunday, June 22, 2008

today is my mum's birthday ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! love ya lots ! =DD




FEATURING ~ CAKES FROM ANGIE THE CHOICE !

both cakes are my mum's =x because i only eat chocolate cake . so they had to buy 2 . hehe =p







mum and bro ! xDD decided to ask my brother to join in because 16th june was his birthday but because he was in NS . so couldn't celebrate ! happy belated birthday ~ :D





wishes ! :DDD hope they come true ! :D



cutting of cakes ~



the chocolate one :D



the fruit one :D

both cakes are quite nice . hahas .

in the afternoon went to bk and disturb jean and dar's er ren shi jie =X lols .. jean was asking dar to teach her maths qns . so oh well . i went . didn't really study a lot . found out that i didn't know a lot of stuff . ate apple pie in bk =x hehe ..

then went home . oh yeah . saw qineng in bk . hahas . shocked to see him . 'cause i haven't been seeing most of my secondary school friends in northpoint .

yupp . and now im at home . just now i was " blind " . took out my contact lens and realised i couldn't find my specs x.x oh well . now i found it with the help of my maid . hahas . blur me . morale of the story . find your specs before taking out your contact lens .

think for the whole exam period im going to wear specs to school . these few days with contact lens i couldn't see really clearly . no idea why =/ so wear specs better ! :DD so people don't ask me why i wear specs . just treat it as hwee's twin =X hehe ~

okok . going to eat dinner , read naruto . then revise the last bit of economics ! tomorrow is exam already ><

everyone good luck ! :DD

oh . forgot to mention . dar got weird listening skills . LOL . he listen to the earphones so loud yet he can still hear what we are saying . just like joyce ! omg . just realised how similar they are . lols .. okays . ciao ~

Saturday, June 21, 2008

2 MORE DAYS TO BLOCK TESTS!

so fast ! can't say im prepared . econs is okok . going to revise through again tomorrow . don't talk about the other subjects =x hahas .

okays . so today woke up . revised my remaining economic notes . then continued reading naruto . yupp . you didn't read wrongly . i was reading naruto . hahas . last time i was thinking whats so nice about it . why so many people like it ? after watching the first episode of it ( dar asked me to watch ) it was great . ( thanks to him im addicted now ) .. lols . now im reading the manga . somehow i like manga better than anime . just my preference or something .

so now im at chapter 63 . just started reading yesterday . i still have a long way ahead of me x.x but oh well . hahas >< i would leave it for after block tests .

today went to meet jas just before tuition at bishan mac . dar came and find me for awhile xD was happy to see him =p hehe . and yeahs . cw popped by too as . apparently dar and him were studying in bishan library . but both of them didn't know x.x well .. he was there saying how good his physics is . he score lower than me for the latest physics test la =x okays . don't talk about it . nothing great to say too . since my marks sucked . hahas ..

after that went for physics tuition . the teacher is great . asked him about a question in my physics paper . 2 lines and tadah ~ the answer is out . he's really good .

then went gift hunting . tomorrow is my mum's birthday . thanks jas for her patience . because i had fussy taste and was like walking so many rounds around junction 8 . but oh well . finally got a present . hope she likes it xD surprise her tomorrow . she thought that im not getting anything . aww . never ! i will never forget my family members' birthday presents :DD

after that went home . hahas ..

ps. jas, hweebrand peanuts .. hahas . yummy yeah =p

was really happy :DD

Friday, June 20, 2008

today went to school early in the morning ! blur me forgot to bring economics notes to school though i was gona consult ms kwok ! darn . i was studying .. then i forgot .. hahas =pp

during consultation, there was a freaking cockroach climbing around . i only needed one second and i shrieked and jumped onto the bench . LOL . ms kwok was giving me the what the hell face . husnain " teleported " away from it . so the one ended up attracting the most attention was husnain . hello ? a guy being afraid of a cockroach ? LOL . he was like trying to explain himself " nono . muthu screamed . i was just shocked " and he slowly staggered back to the table . jolene was giving the kill me look because it was just under her . near her foot . jeannette was calm .. ibrahim and muthu were laughing like mad at husnain . lols ><"

after consultation i escaped into the library and studied with sahira =x i have to GET AWAY from it . or else i might just die from SHOCK ! then dar came . seriously . HOW COME YOU KNOW SO MUCH ! blehs ><" sahira and i were like .. exchanging glances .

after that went to northpoint to have lunch with melvin, jo , jean and dar . melvin was dam funny la . insulting jo all the way there and back . seriously . if melvin doesn't speak . he is a great and gentleman guy . but once he starts insulting . you can't see the end of it . but his actions and behavior are really gentleman-like . hahas xDD

after that went back to school . had consultation with mr wen . again . more insults to jolene from mr wen . mr wen was like saying " byebye " to several times during the consultation . it was really funny . byebye as in . bye to her block tests . so cute .

then went home .

went to fetch my brother back from ns . hahas .. well . he didn't get thinner but he got real tanned ! guys should be tan la ! =x he was complaining about his hair and all . but seriously .. its not worse than someone in the photo i saw yesterday night =x hehe ~

went to eat western food ! YUMMY ! finally . LOL .. at jalan kayu .. Jerry's Barbeque and Grill . overall the food there was great . it was the appetizers that was really delicious . the main dishes were average . and i love the tiramisu ! i ate A LOT today . seriously . about 8 times what i normally eat . LOL ..

i ate buffalo wings ( actually its chicken wings . except that .. uh . i can't remember why it got its name .. >.>" ) , potato skin ( cheese in potato . FREAKING NICE ! best combination =x ) and salad . serious . SALAD . my brother forced it down my throat . lols . its ok la ><" hahas .. they ate uh .. fried mushrooms too . no way . no mushrooms ! lols .. then my main dish was spaghetti . uh . had to say that the chicken wasn't really nice . the sauce was ok . but the chicken .. well =/ hahas .. brother ate dory fish . tried a little . quite ok . dad ate mutton steak . mum and maid ate beef steak . my brother and me were like telling my mum " ORDER WELL DONE ! LOL .. then you will taste the real rubber ~! " hahas .. in the end when it came . though it was medium well done . it still tasted like rubber x.x oh well .. hahas .. yupp . and for desert i had tiramisu ! hehe .. the first bite was .. blehs . 2nd bite was yum . 3rd bite and onwards was i want more . hahas . really nice xDD

in the meantime we were guessing the total price again . our regular game . my brother guessed 180 bucks . i guessed 170 bucks . WRONG ! it was 210 bucks .. scary . darn ex . well . but it was to celebrate my mum and bro's birthday xD so oh well =p its worth it . the appetizers and dessert is nice . main dish okok . overall its nice la xDD lols .. might go again and try their specialty which is the grilled stuff .

okays . gotta go study econs ! finish it by today . at least when people ask i still have the face to say . oh i completed one . econs . LOL . better than saying nothing right =x okays ! cyas ~

Thursday, June 19, 2008

if only ...

HOLIDAYS CAN EXTEND FOR ONE MORE WEEK !!!

darn ... its like so fast !! ><" holidays are ending soon . and its time to question yourself ..

" are you prepared for the upcoming block tests ? "
" have you put in effort to make sure you are prepared ? "
or worse still ..
" what have you completed studying ? "

if your answers are all " uhh .. " , congratz ! YOU'RE THE SAME AS ME ! LOL . darn . even if i chiong studies for the remaining days also no use ! my rate of doing work is too slow T_T one day can't even do a lot . keep getting distracted by computer and food . can't blame these stuff . its me ! THERE'S NO DETERMINATION ! and i can imagine myself taking my results with a " i knew i would fail " face .

the only thing i can hope now is ... ... ... don't fail too much =x must at least WIN CHEE WEE ! =x hehe . easy task eh ? =p as if >.>" im so pathetic in my studies .

im freaking worried for my exams la . especially maths . and not to mention physics . physics is like omg to me . i don't even understand what we are supposed to do when i see the question but everyone around knows immediately and can start writing . im starting to regret . should have taken science stream or something ..

tomorrow going to school to consult teachers .. haix ><" the last hope !! i see the light ~~ >.>"

ok well . have to at least read through the economic notes .. its the first exam yet i have not started yet . so .. well . hehe =pp

cyas all . good luck ! and wish me luck too . i need it DESPERATELY ! lols ..

ilu ..

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Just did this personal dna test . have to say its accurate . and whats more it enables you to know more about yourself and stuff that you have never knew about yourself :DD

im a Free-Wheeling Realist ..( this is my report . if you do it, you might get different results from this even if you're the same type as me )

want to know yourself ? do the test too at PersonalDna

have fun knowing yourself :DD



lately .. i feel that im at it again . keeping everything to myself aint really unexpected yeah . since i was like this from the start . but somehow its making me feel really tired and lost .

lost as in starting to become weird . as in .. i feel that all my reactions towards things are going haywire . its complete craziness . i get angry or frustrated at little stuff . i can get high and become sad in another second . its getting really frequent . its so easy to get pissed off nowadays .

i can't understand myself .. and too .. couldn't feel for you . im sorry ..

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

whee ! today met up with dar, jas, chee wee and shun . ahhas !! " study " at amk drive through ..

arrived REALLY early today because i swore that i would NOT be late this time . lols =DD

ate hotcakes for breakfast . <33 hotcakes ! hehe .. looked at the butter and thought of mindy . lols ..

well . ate the brownie there . very sweet x.x haix . never mind . lols . dar went off at 1pm plus .. ( abandon me go find some ger dat come back frm jap =PP ) hehe ..

didn't really study a lot . crapped a lot !



shun's artistic talent on fries x.x LOL ..



the brownie ~



jas ~ LOL . our childhood memories yeah !



if u ask why my expression is so weird . its because im scared of swings x.x i don't know when this freaking weird phobia developed but i just noticed it today ..



jaslyn . flying off already . rofl ..

after that we were dam dizzy la . felt like puking seriously . then in the end couldn't study at all .

then ate hot fudge sundae . long since i ate that . normally its MACFLURRY !

oh yeahs . saw laoren ( guo dong ) in mac . LOL .. shocking sia . then he was asking us some integration question . well .. we cmi le ! a maths all gone . rofl . couldn't figure out at all . sorry yeahs xDD hehe ~

after that went to shop for presents ..



after much thinking and suggestions from the rest bought this for my brother as his birthday present . =DD smiles ! hope kor kor slimmed down . though i heard that he gained weight in the first few days >.>" which is like uh .. rofl .. never mind . he's coming home on friday ! yeahs !! missed his noise at home . LOL =DD love ya kor !! :DD ( even though you always bully me =X ) hehe ..

OKAYS ! gona go slack and start studying at night . need to start on economics already ! OR IM SO DEAD ! its the first exam for blocks . and .. anyone knows when is a lvls chinese oral ? tell me please !!

psst to jas .. yupp . some guys are just better =P if only he could enlighten sha =X OOPS ! hehe xDD kidding .

love dar for who you are .. but sometimes i just hope .. oh well ~ xDD

Monday, June 16, 2008

just counted down and yepp ! (: 6 more days to block test . and you know what ? im pretty sure im gona flunk it totally . ask what have i finish studying ? nothing . yupp . nothing AT ALL ! seriously . but somehow im not frantic at all about it . this is just me huh ? before exams nothing . during exams nothing . after exams frantic . whats the use !? but well .. stress and stress . whats the point xD hehe ..

was reading newspapers just now when i came across this article . police cars are allowed on walkways in beaches . first thing that came to me was HUH ? i never knew it . it was implemented long ago and i never knew that it even existed . its said to facilitate patrolling and stuff . but in my view . this is a no-no . i mean like come on . parks . there would be countless of children playing around and i doubt they even recognize cars . they are like so small so even if they dash in front of the cars i doubt the policeman can see ! but regarding the effectiveness of patrolling . that i can't comment .

hm .. what did i study today ? nothing . was like making notes for physics but ended up chatting with dar on msn and reading manga . gosh x.x i think im gona seriously flunk my blocks . darn . so i shall vow to study over night today . its more conducive at night i guess . quiet and yupp . less distraction . and less food temptations . most of the time i distracted by food . then whee . im out of my room and eating in the kitchen . but the main point is i never get back to my studies once im strayed from it . im easily distracted ._. that i have to agree .

and I DECLARE to start getting out of the house . nowadays my mum and dad ain't that strict anymore . so actually i can just go out any time i want once the call comes in . so . most of the time im just lazy to even move out of the house . the appeal of my home is overwhelming . hahas . crap =x but now i shall STOP ! no more laziness ! i have to be more of an outside girl . whats the point of staying at home ! complete boredness . but this week i gave myself a " no going out " rule and grounded myself at home . basically exams are next week and to accentuate on it, i haven't even completed a subject .

so well .. maybe i should switch off the computer too . but without music i might just die . i don't really like the sound quality of my handphone and im too lazy to add my songs into my itouch . so well .. the com has to remain there ( excuses .. excuses .. )

okays ! i have to continue and force myself to study .. and last of all . miss dar lots ><"

kor .. though you are in NS now and you can't see this . but still :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~!! :DD
yesterday was a freaking slacking day ! LOL . did not study at all ..

went out for lunch and bought a hotpink daisy back ! ITS MY HOTPINK DAISY ! gona give it a name .. haven't really thought of it yet =/ any suggestions ? i love my daisy ~!! its so .. uh cute ? LOL . don't know how to describe it at all .. pictures of it ! :DD



nice right =DD







my lovely hotpink daisy ~!! xD

then the whole afternoon and night i was reading manga .. i read finish a lot of short mangas .. today gona start studying le ! ><" a lot of things to study ! =/

Saturday, June 14, 2008

firstly .. like to say SUCCESS on BIRTHDAY CRASH on jolene ! =DD yays !

today met quite early with joyce . apparently she was late ! so i had breakfast at bk alone =( oh well never mind . when you are alone you will tend to observe more ! =DD

after meeting her we went amk mrt to wait for everyone ! gather ! we looked like illegal gathering or something =X hehe ~ waited for everyone ~ ibrahim was the latest with ming xiang ! x.x



at the interchange ~ first up we have joyce's slippers ! next up is sang's ! then its ting hui's ! selling cheap =X lols ! ting hui was like showing me her tan from cambodia . when she removed her slippers there was a really obvious tan .. hahas xDD



next is mine ! then jeannette's sneakers and jas's sportshoes ! selling cheap ~ LOL =X

seriously we didn't know how to go her house at all . and some people =X ( refering to ibrahim and yang jie ) they are mayflower-ians ! and we forgot all about it ! should have asked them how to go ! but i doubt they really know the way but at least have a little idea right ? ><" hahas . but oh well . so we arrived at jolene's block safely ! joyce and i were so worried because we spent quite a long time going her house . we thought that the cake has melted or something . then jolene gave us her door number with a digit missing so spent quite some time going to her house . when jolene opened the door . she was dam cute . because she only saw joyce so she thought that the surprise was that there was no surprise . ( shall not say WHO leaked out the secret >.>" ) then all of us came out with the cake singing happy birthday song ! =DD

could see that she was really happy and surprised ! we scared her off and she was running into her room before coming to open the door for us xD LOL !



the cake ! ( looks kinda familiar eh joyce ~ =X hehe . don't leak the secret ! LOL )



JOLENE ! cutting the cake ~!









this ISN'T a museum ! its her house . i love these ! i think that its really nice and it gives the whole house a really .. how do i say ><" deep feeling or something ! <33 style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_KdfseifIXNY/SFPeGAVAvdI/AAAAAAAAB5U/uQgiDwpElh8/s320/140620081024.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5211753388546506194" border="0">

jolene when she was young . took a lot of effort to take this photo ! jas had to pull jolene off the photo portrait ! LOL =pP



the 2 Js ! well . a lot of 'J's ><" sobbs ~ sad im not part of it . but never mind =DD

girls aside and guys the other side . joyce was like saying why are the guys and girls sitting so far away from each other ? lols ..

after that we opened balloons that joyce brought ! not sure what they are called . but shall call them balloons then ! =DD



joyce really happy and high with them . LOL !





the guys playing cards . lols . oh yeahs remembered someone saying what " the guys are like appreciating music " .. then jolene was like " where got ? only one la . the others all playing cards .. " LOL ..



jas and jean ! musically inclined ! not like me x.x shall learn the piano someday ! i don't care ! LOL ..





the "molecule" we created ~



ibrahim holding that REALLY BIG balloon . then he was like saying the size of the balloon reflects the size of ure brain . then i told him nope ! its inversely proportional . chee wee was suaning me la . please la cw . im waiting for my swensens ! LOL =P



all crazy with balloons ! yang jie was blowing incredibly big ones .. i think i no childhood . the ones i blow are like so small ! zZ



a DUCK !







they made the duck sit on the chair ! so cute ! oh yeahs . jean was like saying " why are the guys making a duck and girls making rubbish ? should be the other way round la ! " lols .. so true ..



the ducky was dam cute . i was like mesmerized by it for like 1 minute plus =X hehe !



a pig trying to sit on the duck ! LOL XDD jas and me lame-ing around . lols :DD

after that the others went home while joyce jean me and shannon stayed back . cleaned up the mess and they started working on the notebooks while some slacked ..

jolene was like dam high and telling me the dbsk " scandal " with girls generation . they chio sia . and the mv was sooo cute ! LOL .. xDD <33 jaejoong ! kawaii ! jun su was SOO CUTE . the last part where he was taking pictures of them . hahas ! and he still take the umbrella and ran though it was spoilt . seriously dam cute :DD

after that went to meet jas for tuition ! the teacher is okay ! from italy . taught in australia before . and is currently working as a physicists in NUS . its just that because he doesn't teach with a book so he like . teaches the big picture and some irrelevant stuff but i think its ok as long as he covers the relevant ones . he's really friendly . hahas .. i was like saying hi to the other people in class =X apparently there's only four people including me and jas ><" small class .. well . now going to start on my project work !! xDD had a fun day ! :DD

<33 dar :DD