now in my clique everyone getting a stead.. is a stead dat important? i mean like stead harlow.. what can they do.. its like.. love is important but does it mean that if you see people have stead then it kind of is telling you to find one too? its like people have one so you should have one too.. that is such a stupid thinking.

well it is happy to see that your friends have found a stead, someone to share happiness joy n laughter and of course those sad days when you needs someone to pull you up on your feet again but sometimes it really seems that some people are getting a stead for the sake of it not because they like the person or something.

in the end it hurts other people including yourself at the end of this relationship. people should think twice before going into a relationship and think about can the person care for you or can you care for the person. Do you have time for this relationship?

some people might say this is just a relationship do you have to think so much? Only stupid people think so much. you like the person the person like you the feeling is mutual so just stead. have you ever thought if you do not like the person, you stead with him or her just because you want a stead. it really hurts him or her when they find out actually you are just kind of toying with their feelings.

yesterday had choir so reached home near 7pm. Then i had to do homework and by the time i finished by homework i didn't have time to use the com. yesterday some intresting things happened during the combined practice wif band. as we all know band is really loud as they have really huge huge instruments and its hard for them to be more quiet. then choir was already trying their best singing as loud as possible but it seems we are still too soft ><

during the combine practice halfway through, the band conductor said this which made me feel that he was a little sacrastic with his words :

conductor: band, can you all hear the choir?
band: nooo~
conductor: because you all are playing too LOOUUDDD~

the way i type here maybe don;t sound offensive like i said but if you were there and you hear the tone the conductor used im sure some would probably agree with me. BUT there is also a possibilty that i misunderstood the conductor's intentions.

today after school,when we were getting out of e5 class, yuan xi was closing and locking the door, or should i say trying to lock the door he suddenly said omg the door cannot be locked, is the lock spoilt? he was starting to look worried. xue ting and jun hong both took turns and tried to lock the door but no sucess. we were there talking and thinking what should we do when sharine suddenly asked yuan xi. are you sure thats the correct class key? xue ting looked at the key there wrote 3e1 we were all kinda fustrated and was like dots.. lols

well.. holidays are ending and start of school is just round the corner.. if you ask people if you have exactly enjoyed the holidays they would probably said no.. then talk about all those going back to school during school holidays when they were supposed to be having their holiday and not slog more than what they do during school.

To me its the same too, it supposed to be holdiays right. yet ccas are like taking up more than half of my holidays. Everytime we go back to school the first question they will ask have you enjoyed your holidays? of course not. with so much things going on during the holidays who would have time to enjoy the holidays given. plus they always say that in holidays we should play hard but study hard is also important. so in the end most people end up playing more than studying which it looks like it. but actually if the whole june holiday and you have spend more than half of the holidays going to school. and what you left is like one week of holidays of course everyone would rather spent it on playing.

after slogging for the first half of the year everyone would need a break. how can they expect us to study hard when we were supposed to have holidays and not go to school. then in school they will always say that your holidays are just over now its your time to start slogging for end of the year examination. everyone will groan and think hello? we did not even have a proper holiday.. how do you expect us study again..

if we HAD the full break in holidays im sure we would have enough time to study and relax AND prepare for the last half of the year.

this whole wk no choir ler..so sian..nth to do at home..den whole day parents nagging me to study blah blah sian la.. lols.. choir seems better =pp cannot liddat say hehehs.. den haven do finish hols hmwk yet.. gt physics project which is pair work do finish ler budden most is my partner do..hahas coz she do first den send to me den i see ler nth to add duno how liao..lols

then now very sian with maple liao lo..den kor intro me new game call RBO ragnanok battle offline so nice sia..den all e char so cute de!! xD e monsters also very cute de..lols den i addicted to dat lo.. everytime in maple then bro tell me go play then i close maple go play RBO lols.. means i change my addiction ler.. lols

next wk already sch start lr..budden like nv hols liddat lehs..budden i also nv study yet.. my mum say this wk since no choir shd study! budden i nv hahas.. baddy me..hahas..

juz watch finish superband in channel U.. lucify e drummer so shuai!! xD lols.. last time i dun watch super band de.. budden now.. i watch becoz gt lucify..lols

bb guys =) life is so sian.. ><

well its a miracle when i can post as im kinda tio banned frm e com ._. lols budden now i can post so its a miracle..hahas

now thinking of quitting maple ler.. i can't face all those things happening in maple n im glad dat i canno play it coz now everything is getting complicated and..its just if i go online i nv noe if i er.. will quarel or wadever den get myself into a rough patch all this.. now my mum is nagging.. >< yaya im using my bro laptop hahas.. coz's he's aslp n i wana post b4 i go for choir..

just wana say..everyone cheer up if ure..in a rough patch.. dun wry it b over soon. =)