Sunday, November 19, 2006

yeahs. so long nv post.. shd post le bahs.. these few days is animes animes after animes den game or wadever.. anytng to keep me occupied.. anytng to kip me nt thinking abt other stuff.. hahas..

oh yeahs.. 17th was yiling's bday.. wished her hapi bday le.. hapi bday terence too.. lols.. though its so late juz post.. everytym i wana post den i can't use d com.. in d end when i can post i forget wad i wan post le..

now all i wan is to get my mind occupied.. occupied of anytng.. so i wun think abt others stupid stuff.. lols.. stupid stuff.. sounds so stupid that its stupid taht i even think about them eh.. kip repeating i dun blieve but im d one hu did.. everytng is stupid. realy stupid..

i realy hate to b online sometyms.. even if i online.. i wan everytng full screen so i wun see msn or wadever.. now i understand why people love d rain.. or watching sad videos.. d only time people wun notice ure sad rite.. lols.. when i see some people online.. feels.. weird.. hahas.. a little weird.. nt bcoz i hate dem.. dun get d wrong idea.. its juz weird feeling.. but juz nt on msn bcoz of this sounds stupid also isn't it..

everytng is darn stupid now la.. stupid life.. stupid thinking.. stupid feelings and a stupid me to round it all up..

well of coz.. tears will someday dry.. wounds will recover.. scars will disappear ^^ all left is juz memories.. memories that seems so stupid looking frm d future.. i go watch anime le.. hahas..

Monday, November 13, 2006

these few days kip watching anime so no time to blog.. hahas.. watch finish mahou sensei negima le.. so now i watching inukami.. nt bad sia.. budden very hard to find.. crunchyroll.com d series incomplete. i tried finding in youtube but no sub ><" lols.. so now stil finding ep 18 lols.. unless nid download la.. budden download very long lehs.. =l lols..

oh yeahs.. n my fone dropped in d sea.. budden d sim card nv spoil la.. budden i put my sim card in my old fone alot contacts cannot see.. so if u all send me msg i might not noe hu u r. so no offence. sry sry. well.. dats all.. byes =D

Thursday, November 09, 2006

since a blog is abt wad my life n thoughts r.. i guess typing what they are isn't wrong rite. so frm today onwards.. i will type wad i realy think n feel.. lols.. even if dey r a little offensive i can only say dat this is wad i feel if u dun feel this way den dun care abt me..

yesterday vic was talking to me abt msn saying u nt angry mehs.. ying snatch him from you lehs.. den i was like after that thinking nah.. im sure ying isn't this kind of a person.. she's a gd ger that thinks of others before herself.. furthermore as my close fwen she also noes that i gt completely no feelings towards him lo.. he just a gd fwen nia bahs.. lols.. mayb some of d tngs he did actually did touched me budden in d end he juz not my type.. well n im glad ying found him ^^ den now i hope dat ying n him can b hapi alwaes xD

to me virtual love doesn't exist.. in my thoughts la.. i feel like its impossible.. u duno d person den u juz mit a few times den u wana stead.. u b hapi for a while but its nt gona last long i feel.. of coz dey wil b some exceptional cases.. i feel that people stead frm people dey mit in games all this bcoz its just a moment of curiosity.. coz u noe d person frm a game n its new.. nv happen to u b4 so u will wana try to stead.. but once ure sick of it den u will juz break.. thats how i feel la.. din mean to offend anyone..

well.. now i juz love my life.. bcoz i guess maple isn't dat huge in my life anymore.. i finally realize wads d gaming world n reality.. last tym i treated d gaming world as my real life which was so wrong.. u can't really b hapi in dere huh.. lols.. now im always going out in d holidays and everytng.. now i've found my life back.. its just great =D though my fone dropped in d sea while we were taking pictures.. well.. nvm la.. i had fun.. hahas.. well financial lost n mental gain is better dan mental lost n financial gain rite.. to me i gained quite alot.. n now my life's gd.. in d future im sure it will get better..

oh yeah.. on monday we went to sentosa to celebrate chi wei's bday.. as usual i was late.. budden sharine n yvonne n chi wei were all later dan me.. poor terence arrived on d right time n waited for us for 25min. lols.. den at sentosa so sad dat dere was no sun.. so no tanning.. lols.. d sad tng happened when we were taking fotos.. it juz flop n dropped in d sea.. den well.. spoil liao la.. den i was depressed the whole day. lols.. when we sit d chair lift.. i was so depressed till i cannot feel d fear.. lols.. when i reach home i juz realized.. wow.. dat was scary juz now sia.. hahas.. den we went to sit d sentosa luge. duno isit liddat spell anot.. i guess my common sense realy sucks.. when i wana turn right i shd turn d tng right also nt turn it left.. in d end i figured it out n had lotsa fun.. lols..

we took lots lots of fotos.. well since my fone is spoiled i think it b quite a few days b4 i upload dem onto my blog.. i stil nid to get some fotos frm terence n adib.. so yeahs..

haas.. to end.. i had to say I LOVE MY LIFE!! thanks to my fwens hu were dere.. when i was depressed for no reason.. even ur presence only made me feel much better.. =D cyas.. love everyone lots <33

Saturday, November 04, 2006

yesterday went to sara house.. then watch ghost game.. which is completely nt scary but very gruesome.. especially d part d ger took duno wad.. was it a filer.. den put at her neck.. den use d brick n shove at d filer hander.. so it d filer went into her neck la.. which is completely omg eew.. lols..

after the movie yiling mindy ying n me went to causeway point n eat long john.. dam nice xD lols.. coz we were too hungry bahs.. nv really eat anytng at sara's hse.. hahas.. den we were talking abt the decreased number of people taking neoprints.. den mindy said yeah coz now everyone gt camera phone also dun nid go le ma.. den ying supported by saying plus d fone gt better megapixel.. den i was like suddenly bursting out laughing.. den dey all think i siao.. lols.. i was actually thinking actually higher megapixel means more zoomed in rite.. den if u wan high megapixel in d neoprint den put ur face nearer to the camera in the neoprint machine la.. darn funi.. hahas.. den we were saying wads the highest megapixel.. den i was saying microscope! can see cell some more lor.. den it was like so 2pid.. ppl take their face you take ur own cell.. imagine in frenster.. ppl waa all very nice.. d pics.. urs is a cell pic.. lmao.. den u hav to say this is my cheek cell.. or wadever.. haas

den after that we went to take neoprint.. so loooong never take le. hahas.. its inside d link in my blog le.. free go see ^^ ok larhs.. i wan go play le =P byes hee

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

today went choir.. as usual late again ><" lols.. missed d bus somehow i guess lols. den went sch everyone was already dere.. lols. den sharine saying i liar say will upload d fotos den nv upload =x hehes.. kays larhs now i go upload d fotos le.. coz now is like online den play game le.. nv really go n post all this.. always alot tngs to say but when at the blog page i gt nth to say le. lols.. kays bahs.. cyas guys! gd luck for o lvl guys.. xD