have time to write again...anyway at 12...i send alot of sms to ppl..and guess what..6ppl received their first sms greeting on christmas day..so dun think small means i have slow fingers..haha...so..wad all of u doing now?enjoying urselves?i hope..i nv go out..in my house all day...nth to do..playing computer..mayb later will go out and eat dinner..so before i go i juz pass by and write a post to tell u all i wanna wish u a merry christmas..and hope tt u will have lotz of joy..laughter and happiness from me next year...bye everyone, enjoy urself..

Well..another post again..well..i m busy these days..not really busy..its my brother hu is busy coz he keep using e com and i can't use..tts it..and now i m playing maple story..quite a fun game...well..if u all r bored u all can download too..nice..yeah..so here i m...writing a blog,chatting,and playing games..haha..can do alot of things at the same time..tmr going to watck kong fu hustle with frens..so very happy..coz everything at home got ntjh to do..can only stare at blank space..tts y...well..nth to say already...k..bye..miss u all..wanna see u all in sch again..

[MeRrY ChrIsTmAs]and[HaPpY nEw YeAr]

yay..finally can use e com le..so sian at home..nth to do..juz keep watching tv and other stuff...tmr going out..window shopping of coz..nth to do at all..and no money..so too bad lor..can only see..canoot buy..me wanna buy shoes..but leg have long yet..so can't change...blog supoose to write wad i did today rite..ok..i say wad i do..slp till 12pm..den i watch me bro play com till...pm den go mama shop buy things to eat..den already plus..so go play with my neighbour's pet..call apple..it is not a dog..is a hamster..very cute..very unique..e unique thing is...it dun lyk to run xcept at nite..so at nite u will hear e "running track"(for hamsters)...squeaking..so i also tot of smth and tell them..(my neighbours i mean).."What if one day u dun have hamsters le den u still keep e cage and everynite still hear e "running track" squeaking??"Then of coz..their face became pale and say"wun de lar..dun anyhow say..i think i will go buy another hamster..so i not scared and think tt it is e new hamster tt i bought running.."haha..scaredy cats...haha..actuali me also lar..nvm..then after tt..we watch tv..den i eat dinner...den see tv till 8..den here i m lor..typing in my blog..dun ask me what happen after tiz..coz i also duno..haha...so lame..ok lar..nth to say le lor..bb...

changed blogskin le...so hope u all like it..anyway i juz came back from camp...so quite tired,...now quite small...e things in my blog..but dun worry..the tagboard is still dere at the left box..juz scroll down and leave ur comments dere k!!okok..enough about toking about my blog le..lets tok about me now...grew taller by 5cm..since the last tym i measured...and e best part is i nv gain weight since e last tym i measured my weight..haha..but dun wory coz e last tym is not juz now...5 mins ago..haha..so happee..i watch the shutter already..quite nice!!those hu have money and dun noe where to spend it..tiz is the tip..go and spend it on e movie tickets of the shutter...a movie not to b missed...hm..well..so long nv online at nite le..so very hapi i can make it today..and tmr i going to watch..the incredibles tmr..i noe its abit late to watch tt..nvm..and another nice movie is movie with the kranks..comedy..really funny..so..haha...ur pockets...well..have a big hole again..sory..did not mean to do tiz to u..okok..g2g bb...

Haha...me changing blogskin soon..u all must be bored always looking at the same old thing...haha...i also duno what type of blogskin i will chAnge to..but i will change..really...never bluff...

sad again lor..feeling insecure again..juz feeling tt everyone dun care bout me..i feel like i m juz a extra person on earth..nobody needs me like a fren liddat..i duno..it seems like only other ppl have right to persuade ppl not me..everybody have to make choices..u have to think bout both sides of each choice..e good and bad side..and it means tt u may gain from e choice or other ppl around u will gain..if u thik tt other ppl r more important then u yourself den make e choice tt other ppl gain from it..but if make both choices..i think u r just trying to runaway from the problem..coz it will surface again after sometime..it is just like being sick..if u eat e medicine of coz u will get well but if u dun wanna eat e medicine just bcoz of it is not tasty or others..u will get worse..ur illness will get worse..so make e real choice tt u want..coz u might regret ur choice..and sometimes u wanna live for others not for urself..when u feel like tiz..dere will b a problem coz u will b ignoring ur wants and ur needs..if u think bout urself onli..dere will also b a problem coz u will start to think that everything u do u should be gaining from it...so u will start to ignore others...and things around u coz u think u r e most important in ur life not others...so u shld just balance it..and make sure that u gain from e choice and e ppl around u gain it too..what u shld do is do wat u reali think shld b right and try to fufill another one next time..tts my advice to ppl hu r troubled at making choices..

Now is holidays le..feeling more and more extra..think tt ppl onli dun need me..i m just living for nth..tiz is call insecure i noe..i m scared tt i will lose my frens...and scared tt i will start losing ppl tt love me..as a fren...i reali duno..i m just confused..i feel that i m not a person tt ppl need to b concened of..i m so sad.. so confused of my own thoughts..it is like i dun need to know what others think or what i think coz it wun make a difference as nobody cares..I feel so left out..tts e thing..left out..its like i m smth tt is left a side for very long as i m not needed..
i reali hope other ppl dun treat me as if i m not dere or ignore me..plz share ur problems if u have..i will surely help u and i reali hope tt u all will help me when i m troubled and need help from u guys...

Today is Chi wei's bday..So juz wanna wish her a happy bday on my blog..um..feel tt alot of ppl r trying to avoid me..duno y..if u noe plz tell me k..wun be angry..promise..

Haiz..

So sian..today nth to do lor..so write a post..also nobody tag my board so sian leh...so waiting for someone to tag lor..no comments so sian..so always go me e blog its e same ting except got many posts tt i made onli..haha..anyway..e frenster ar. after maintenance nobody got testi le..so sad..my 70+ testis all gone..nvm..my last time e pri sch fren found out den tell me immediately and write a testi for me..so happee..and so touched so i wrote one for her also lor..so glad i have a fren like her..hehe
so hope u all will drop by mine and write a testi for me also k..and if u write one for me i will surely write one for u de k..thz..

~Trying not to be sad~

listening to the song graduation day(frens forever) sang by vitamin c..actuali no matter it is leaving our school to another school anot..i mean like we are promoted from one year to another year..we will still miss our happy moments together..those moments that we never regretted doing..those moments or things that cannot be done again..

e lyrics of the song->

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels




1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with a tan
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat 1

La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat 1 (3x)

It was coz of u and me..that was y dey created tiz song...

Flu and cough...

Ah..today got flu and cough..so sick already..haiz..so can't go choir..so..maybe god gave me a day to think bout myself..my life..e year in sec 1 or maybe my whole lifetime..time passes by so fast..it seems so slow yet so fast..it seems like it was only p6 ytd..well,everybody must grow up right..but sometimes i really wish that we will never grow up..never to have more troubles..but actually i tink it isalso a good ting..make us feel that..that..i mean we get another expereince or shld i say a different..a feeling to be sec 1..to be somebody..to be in tiz world..today i wonder wat if i never met all of my frens..wat if i didn't went into tiz school..maybe the things i regretted i would perhaps nv have a chance to regret..or perhaps i would not have so much happy moments..i duno..just hope someone is looking at all e posts i added

Fighting..

I dun understand..how can the best of frens become enemies in just one night..hiaz..
maybe our relationship is just not strong enough..haiz..and now i m e middle man..but actuali i m not reali i mean i noe tt my relationship with them is not strong too..haiz..me and chi wei have a fight den we patch up again den fight again..now its ok..i duno i we will fight again..haiz..i reali duno us now..although yiling dey all like to tok but dey are jus abit talkative..tts all..haiz..but dey seldom fight or shld i say dey nv fight be4..i reali hope that our relationship will be stronger...although we already went through alot of obstacles together..but its no use..our relationship can be broken easily..i wanna patch them up but instead create another fight..i reali dun understand y tiz will happen..i feel like giving up..but i can't coz they are my frens..i can't juz dun care about it..and it is the other frens tt keep me going on tilll now..i hope i can survive..its so complicated now..i reali hope our relationship will get stronger...

Frens...

What exactly r frens?I always wonder bout tiz..we seen so much poems bout frens but have we ever wondered tat the frens we have is exactly like e poems?one tat stands by u when u r in trouble..one hu will share his or her joy wif u...to me no...e answer is no..i haven met any fren tat ever stand by me when i m in trouble or wat..
Frens r actuali e same as true frens and it is just that true frens are closer tahn frens to u...well..since i nv met any frens be4 so wat have i met so far?dey are just ppl tt are one rank above strangers..so ppl..if u reali have frens..plz cherish dem..if not u will regret it..u will..u will..

Wrong or correct..

Everytime we tok to another person..we often tink tt e person noe wat we are toking bout..but actuali we r wrong..we often sent e wrong signal to another person..and we does tt we will say tt another person is so chi dun(means slow in understanding in tiz text)...but have we ever wondered maybe it was over fault?ppl often tin tt dey are rite but dey jus dun care..dey dun bother to tink twice be4 dey say or do smth which often result in many bad tings...we r al ppl hu likes to push e blame on others...we dun like ppl saying tings tt are bad bout us..but we still say other ppl..and we noe tt dey dun like it..when ppl say negative tings bout us..we often tink of smth to say dem back..actaulli..we shld tink bout what e person said and change our mistakes..

How Hard Have I tried?

No matter how hard i have tried to forget them and live my own life..i can't do it..is it becoz tat i did not put in enough effort?i reali dun understand..I hope dere will b someone standing b side me always and help me to clean up my mess..but it seems impossible..its impossible..for so many frens tt i have met..none of dem seems true..all of dem seems so full of demself..e onli time i can reali feel tt i m myself i when i m studying..maybe when i have things to do..i wun tink so much den..
seeing me cheerful is possible..but it might not be a real one..have anyone of u ever tink tt u touch somebody's heart with ur own efforts?Ever help someone by yourself and ever tink tt u have a real true fren?if u have one of e questions answered yes...e fren muz be fortunate to have u as a fren..

Sometimes...

Sometimes i tot if i avoid dem..i will feel beta...i reali m lost i duno wat is happening at all...i dun understand myself..i dun even noe y i do some things..i duno if i wan to do smth anot...it feels like i m lost in a world..a dark world that locks me from the outside world..i just duno..perhaps...i shld juz avoid dem..when i avoid dem..i will find back my happiness...my cheerfulness..now..i can't..i juz can't believe tt i m lost in a world of darkness tt locks me from the outside world..i feel so sry saying i will feel beta but e more i tik i will..the worse i feel...

Haiz...

Now e blog and e tag-board all so lag..so see blog e music also so lone juz come...haha..btw u all muz be lamed by e pop ups i put..but at least if u were feeling bad it did make u a little cheerful rite?i hope it did..coz that was y iput it up..if i did not make u feel better..tag it at my tag board..i delete it rite away..

Feeling Beta coz of u dere for me~~~

Thx..hehe..I reali feel better but i m sure i can do beta than tiz..i will listen to all my mama de advice de..Thx Sindhu mummy and yvonne mummy..Haha..So chi wei yiyi..
U wun be left out de..I felt it..I knew u r trying ur best..I hope i can reali go back to myself..Sometimes in sch wif frens i also feel tt i m too quiet..haha..when i m "cured" i m sure i be more talkative de...Thz everyone..I felt encouraged all becozed of u always dere for me..so remember to link me!!if u wan me to link u juz put it at my tag board..I will CHEER UP!!

My Life is a disaster

Guess after reading other ppl's blogs dey agree with me tt life is a disaster..tt time i met my pri sch frens...I feel so sad..I regretted everything i have done so far..And all the frens i made are so close yet seem so faraway...After reading chi wei's blog i just realise how selfish i was of thinking everything was other ppl's fault..And no matter which frens i made there is smth wrong wif the relationship..
Maybe its reali my fault..In pri sch..I was surrounded my frens of all levels hu were so envious of me as i at tt time have no worries at all till i came to sec sch...Eveyting seem to have changed...Me too..Maybe i was the one who had changed..I once tot tt bottling up feelings is wrong but i just realise u shld not be too truthful in life too...It seems tt everything i did in life was wrong..Every single ting or action i did..I m starting to regret..I tot i was reali one of the cheerful ones among my frens...Well..haha tt was a big mistake..i was the most unfortunate one..My life turned upside down once i went sec sch..I tot i would feel beta if i juz confess my feelings to my frens..Well tt was wrong..I reali starting to regret it..Most of the ppl see me as a happy person..A person tt have no worries at all..
Maybe tt was what they shld noe onli..I shld not have told dem wat i felt..maybe life wun be tt bad for me..I regretted saying how i felt..I regretted everyhing..I think i shld not have chosen such a happy pic..I shld have chose one that i can express my feelings..So here i m looking back at my past..I reali hope tt i can go back to pri sch and stay dere forever..den i will not be here..In such a sorry state..Feeling so lost in the real world...Sad to say frens..I m not the kind of bubbly person u tot i was..I m so sori...

Mayb..Mayb..

This few days..I was thinking about the time i spent with my friends and i just realise what a sorry sate i m in...Everytime i send message to chi wei,she will surely reply the message with charmaine saying this and that..Hu cares what she says?Who i m smsing is u not her...True frens are always beside you..It must be a load of crap..or tt you are not even my friend...Frens stand by each other when they are in trouble...I m always standing by u but u chose not to tell me so what can i do?But why when i m in trouble you are always not there for me?You are always busy or with charmaine..If things turn out liddat i rather be with yiling dey all although they are sometimes a bit talkative..They welcome ppl dey dun make u feel taht u r invisible..Why when u all want to tell someone smth i am always the last to noe?Am i reali a extra or what?And it doesn't even matter that i m there for u anot?
Everytime i have troubles i want to tell u but u were always busy..Even if you are there you would just nod your head and continuing saying your troubles to me and hoping taht i will console u.Then waht about me?Is it taht i don't need anyone to console?I feel so extra everytime i just dun understand..Does the problem lies with me or what?Den u all always say about what a great time u all have at each other houses..I know taht you all are having a great time..But u all shld make me feel better mar..I don't live near u and i can't be with u all at all times and when i m..U all keep saying what u all did together..Sometimes i reali feel like crying..I was thinking taht maybe it was my fault but i reali tried to change but no matter what i did it was no use at all..And y does charmaine always have to break my relationship with another friend?For example tt time me and sharine were great frens den she came in between and made me feel extra so i went to find u..But she like played with sharine and feel tired of playing with her so she come in between me and u..Y does she always want to make me feel so extra?You all dun like me to keep spending time with yiling dey all but u all forced me to..I had no choice as i seem so extra with you all so i have to go and find them..Dey treat me beta..They help me when i m in trouble..I have evidence..Like tt time i 4got to tell the pupils what to brong for their home econs..U all didn't help me at all..And u all just continue toking about other tings..Ya maybe u duno how to help and instead of sharing my troubles u all continue to say about your troubles hoping tt i will think tt u all are so poor and shoul console u...But when i go and find yiling dey all..they immediately console me and end their talk and help me think of A idea..Ya..Maybe i made the wrong choice..of FRENS...

Advice fora guy hu called me to shut my bloody asshole mouth up

My advice for you is not to scold others without thinking about yourself..Don't scold me for interfering in your conversation with someone..So waht if i want to interrupt.If you don't want extra trouble, you better also keep your bloody asshole mouth shut.Whateva we put at our blog is none of your buisness and none of your buisness to scold us.We don't need your idiotic comments and after u read this u better behave yourself.Don't think that you are 2 yrs old older than me then i m scared of you..So waht if you are tall..What matters most is the attitude shown and i want to tell you the truth..Your attitude sux so if you want less enemies yopu better change it and stop contolling other ppl's life.What they do is none of your buisness..And u can't control their friends..You are so childish on telling the friends of a person you don't like about fake stories that they are bad or what. The ppl who believe you deserve my pity.But i want to tell you smth..Bad guys always don't live long..So u better change your stupid attitude and SHUT YOUR BLOODY ASSHOLE MOUTH UP SUCKER!!

Story blog...

Chi Wei and i have created a webby just for the stories we create..It is http://int-stories.blogspot.com...Quite nice..Should take a look if you are free..And i m sorry if we had use your names but we only use part of it and those who are not ivolved in the stories we created please don't be a busybody and KEEP YOUR BLOODY ASSHOLE MOUTH Up!!(the words i scolding refers to a guy and not the others and i m sure if the guy read this he will know it is referring to him)

Words for somebody..

Everytime i m the one left out..C and u all always together..den s and y together...
Onli me..Everytime i odd one out de..So sad..Den u all dun like me to hang out wif yiling dey all rite..coz u all dun wanna be wif me or always left me out mar..Huh..
U think i like to be with dem meh..I had no choice..U all always treat me as invisible...I hate u all..U take me for granted..And e C always object to whatva i say..example go 7-eleven..she object and say she wanna eat in e sch..In e end i have to find yiling dey all lor..

Words for some ppl

Everytime i m the one left out..C and u all always together..den s and y together...
Onli me..Everytime i odd one out de..So sad..Den u all dun like me to hang out wif yiling dey all rite..coz u all dun wanna be wif me or always left me out mar..Huh..
U think i like to be with dem meh..I had no choice..U all always treat me as invisible...I hate u all..U take me for granted..And e C always object to whatva i say..example go 7-eleven..she object and say she wanna eat in e sch..In e end i have to find yiling dey all lor..

Be myself

scared tt u lose ur fren and start to do all kinds of foolish things?u try to be what ur fren likes and instead that person tink tt u r very irritating?Actualli in life u muz enjoy and be who u r..There will be a person taht appreciates u..U wun be alone in tiz world alone..Many times when ur fren starts to ignore u..U start to think tt u r in thw wrong or u have done smth wrong..But maybe the fren tinks tt she is not suitable as a fren..Maybe she dun wan to carry on being wif frens wif u..But never reali think tt it is ur fault when ur fren ignore u..Maybe it is stress..Juz let her be away from u for a few days..I m sure if she tinks tt u r a gd fren..She will come back for u..I think tt if e person ignore u for a few days..It is juz a kind of tests..I have been in tiz type of tests before..Of coz i thought smth was wrong wif me and thought i did smth to make my fren have tiz kind of reaction but after a few days..She told me..tt it was not me taking e test..It was her..She wanted to make sure tt without me as a fren..She will feel weird and smth wrong..
I reali was happy tt she think tt i m a fren tt she needs in life..So i hope she will cherish me as a fren and of coz i will also cherish her as a fren..

Unsecure?

Do u feel jealous when ur best fren treats another person better than u or when another person treats ur best fren better than u?Of coz that is called insecure..U r scared tt ur fren will start to ignore u and dun care bout u anymore..U tink tt person is going to take ur best fren away rite..I mean in this situation before..And tt was what i thought..Actually when u feel tt u r losing that person..The person will reali leave u..Instead u shld work harder and treat ur fren better..What u shld be at tiz tym is to be urself..So u will feel more confident..I felt reali jealous when another fren treat my best fren reali gd..I reali was very scared..And of coz..Nobody want to be without frens rite..tts y we shld cherish wat we have and work hard to get wat u want..Not wait for that day to come..Coz u dun wan to regret..

Consoling dun work

When ur fren is sad..U console them..Of coz..But sometimes no matter what u say the person still seem sad..From that time..U will think that u r so useless coz u can't even console ur fren..But den suddenly u think that the person needs to be alone and think by him or herself..But many times..Have u ever wondered if the person reali wan to be alone?Sometimes we feel reali touched about how ur frens console u how they are so concerned about u..But maybe what u want is attention..More care from the..Becoz u feel unsecure..Many times we get the wrong signal..So we shld always put ourselves in tt person's shoes and think how u will feel if u r him or her den u juz decide wat to do..

The harvest was so disapointing..

Well..They always say how much effort u put in is how much u will get back..Thats not true of coz..I feel that i was so foolish to believe that..i did all i can to be good to a person but in e end the person took u for granted..
Which means that i have been bening frens with a blk of wood..I was the one hu took the initative to tok to her and everything all along..She can dun tok to me for the whole day if i did not tok to her..She is so selfish..She keep saying other ppl but dun tink bout herself..Tts what makes me angry..I reali hate her...So tiz phrase is reali not true..Think bout all ur frens..Is there reali one that dun treat u like a blk of wood..Or is there not even one hu took u as granted?

Sian..

Nth to do so i juz write whateva that comes to my mind..Um,Wanna say smth and tt is..Sharine and liang jie is a perfect match made in heaven!!!!!!!REALI!!!!

My parents

I dun like to talk my parents becoz they dun listen to what i have to say and instead likes to start a fight with me..They are not tt patient tt what ppl like to say..They say tt a parent noe their son or daughter the best..But i disagree..Coz its not true at all..Coz my parents dun even noe what i like to eat wear..And duno my feelings at all..When one time,my mum said smth tt hurt me...I sniffed a little coz i was sad but u noe what my mum responded?she said"I think tmr u better dun go to ur cca tmr becoz u have a flu"....What?!I was so shocked..I was reali very unhappy..I went to my room to cry..But i can't even cry..COz my maid is inside sleeping..So i m like bottling up my feelings all the way..It was unbearable..Reali...I will never forget what that incident..

Its talent?

Well..U see i wrote alot of like...I duno how to say but actually it is because i feel sad and start to think through y i was so sad happy or whateva..I reali wanted to tell my parents about what i feel or anyone..So i like ppl to make comments about what i write..And maybe also write y u agree with me..I love to read blogs..Juz like all of u out there..I want to noe how different ppl feels..And the difference..Of what they write in their blogs..I think someppl are juz wasting their time when they write nonsense in their blog..I think that blogs are like journals..And someone that wants to hear what u say..When u give comments i feel reali happy becoz there is someone out there to listen to me...Thx for reading my blogs and writing comments coz i reali apprecaite tt..

Ling lan of 1E5

You can say she is well known in all levels..She is very open minded she is perfect in personality except...tt ppl think her looks is very er xin(means disgusting)..Tiz comments were got from the guys..I think tt she is ok and she is one of my best frens...She is very gd..And becoz of her hairstyle,everyone call her mushroom..But if you see her photo..It was when she was small..It was so cute..So dun despise her....

A heroic story..

Today in the afternoon,Theingi,me and chi wei was in the canteen when theingi threw the ball in the hole(when u look in,it is at the air rifle)And when we wanted to go and take...It was locked..So..Kelvin went down through the hole and took it up without our help...He did it for his brother's sake rite??Coz his brother borrowed it..What a heroic act..I mean if u r in AISS..U shld go and see the hole..He climb down from the chair,then the tables.DEn he get the ball..Threw it up to us..Then climb up the table and went out of the hole..How did he do it?Too fit..haha..He is a HERO!!!

Not a gentleman->Cheng Ho

Why do gurlz have more advantage?Coz we are gurlz!Haha..Ok here we are toking about how cheng ho and y is he not a gentleman...
1.He beat gurlz..
2.He wun reply msg(out of the point)
3.He duno what is ladies first
4.He bully gurlz
5.He scares them
6.He likes to play basketball(Already in another topic)

okok..These are the reasons..They are facts...He is tall,thin and not gentleman...
tt was the story of him??haha...post ur comments about him too..(tink he scold me if he saw tiz....)

Happy or not?

When u see a smiling face,you assume that the person is happy..But do you know that actually the person is crying in the heart?It is very difficult to understand feelings because humans have this special thing call feelings that makes us special from other things..We can make our face impression happy and convince other people although we know that in our hearts we are decieving ourselves...But many times,evn we ourselves dun understand what we are doing..It just seems like someone had taken ur brain away or shld i say the ability to understand urself.Humans are reali very special..They are some things that robots can never achieve..They are something with a heart that know what is right and wrong.Plz never believe that when someone do wrong things all the time means that the person duno what is right and wrong..But actually the person chose to do it because of some motive or he just do not want to care what he does and how it affects the ppl around him and him himself..

Sometimes we think that we are correct but when you know that you are wrong,you must accept the fact and admit your mistake.Never ever think that everyone is perfect because everybody is not the same..so when you think you are not perfect..ppl might think tt u r the most perfect person in the whole world..So never look down on yourself because everyone have their talent..Only that they have not realise it yet..

Cinderella Story or Snow white?

From fairytales to fairytales,all stories starts with a wicked stepmother and ends with a happy ending.Well,real life is the same but u can't be sure that the ending is the same.In life we experience obstacles,tough events and many other things but they are part of growing up.Reading storybooks like fairytales wun get you anywhere because you will start to believe that in the real worls there is such wonderfull things and endings.Then you will be blind by your own world..Having a world that is unrealistic and wonderful doesn't mean it is totally harmful but you know that too much of it will land you in great trouble because you will start to have impossible dreams like you want to land and live in pluto forever or whateva..I am not here to discourage you of reading storybooks but i hope all of us will face the real world and admit the fact that we are living in a world where there is evil and good..And there are lots of things that you will need to learn..Knowledge cannot be gained overnight.You have to work hard for it..

In Love AnOt??

Guess what..I m....Not..hehe..I dunno..Maybe i m a les or what..But i did have a crush on a guy be4...wait,did i??Can't remember..haha.But if i m not wrong,i dun think i have.So i said tt i have in front to save face..Lol..Well,actually i have been reali wondering if i m les coz of me keep hanging out with girls and all that.
Sometimes i will try to convince myself i m not a les but the answer still turns out to be tt i m..Maybe if i go out more with a mixture of my frens,i will not be les anymore.Tts what i think.But i have reasons why i m not in love..
1.I m a les??
2.not enough gd guys around
3.I want to be single
4.I have no idea..
But sad to say...I as a professer have no idea what love is..From what i hear ppl say,Love is a complicated thing that makes you sad and happy at the same time but it also seems like you and your partner is one soul..Which means you think like one or shld i say u r physic??haha...Well tts what i think..So give me comments bout ur love life..and help this hopeless gurl that have not been in love before in her whole life..

Piercing my ear..

First thing i wanna say and that is..It is very pain..Thought i was going to die..
Haha..just kidding.Well it is painful when the earring goes through your skin but after that,it is not pain at all already.I went to joy clinic to pierce my ear for the first time of my life,which means,i am very nevrous and scared.I don't know how pain it would be but,It means earrings..Well piercing ur ear is a part of growing up.It means taking up challnges and everything..But you heard the saying that it will be hardship first but later,it will be harvest.So piercing your ear is the same logic..When u pierce it is hardship for 1 month coz u r not suppose to take out the earring for obe whole month but after that,you can wear all sorts of earrings which means you will be more confident..Haha..thats what i think.I don't noe what about you so i hope after you read tis post,u will post your comments here.Thz!!

E GoSsIp ClUb...

There is a gossip club in my class..There are 4 members in this club.They r..
(can't say)...,...,... and ...They love to gossip bout boys and everything!!Me juz can't believe and they muz gossip everyday.They can't stop gossiping.So everytime when u see them,they are surely giggling and discussing who like who.I just can't stand them.When we r on a trip to other places,They will shout loudly who like who..
So that everyone on the bus will know.I think that they are so childish.Can't they juz think how the person would feel?Would they like ppl shouting or telling other ppl about u like who and who.Childish gurla they are..I hate them!!

Lina of 3E6

The thing u can say bout her is that she reali very beautiful lor..Big eyes..and tann..wow..but abit look like malay coz of her tann skin..But she very gd to me de lor..my new jie jie..hehe..a gd senior..My choir senior..responsible but abit playful lar..alot ppl aslo say she very beautiful..haha..She like to watch movies..think so lar..like ti sing other ppl's praises..haha..like JJ lin jun jie...and she is very sporty..reali..never bluff u..Very friendly also..If u got any problems then tell her coz she surely will help u and when u r sad she will console u de..A reali gd fren..I reali treasure my frenship with her and she sing songs very nice de..
sing with the mei jing can be my idol le..

Alvin of 1E4

Not fair lor...The alvin of 1E4 got so nice the eyes...But he so bad to me and lina say he very gd de..Whateva lar..i also duno him..dun reali noe him lar..his eyes reali very nice lor..The eyes is very big not like sharine and liang jie coz so small..then the eyelashes so long..the eyes look like gurl like that..maybe his parents also like that lor..haiz..if i reborn again i reali wish to have eyes like him de..thats my wish..i think even if u went for plastic sugery also can't get that type of perfect eyes de..um...Notice his eyes at reforestation that time le..that time i reali think he look like girl lor..if u haven notice that..u shld go and see..Oh my god..INCREDIBLE...!!!

Guard Dogs Of 1e4

wanna kn hu they are?Let me tell u hu they are one by one..
Cheng ho...A tall tall guy,wear specs de...Um..Flirt
Alvin...Look like girl...coz eyes so big then the eyelashes so long..So nice lor..Not fair...
Liang jie...Eyes small small..Black black..
Qineng...Eyes big big...white white de...pants wear till low low de..

Haha...They all big bully coz bully babies...Ok..Not reali noe them but now let me tell u what i noe bout them...

Cheng ho-Loves to joke around,abit flirt lor..
Alvin-Bit vulguar...(Coz that time the web cam he point middle finger)
Liang jie-Very lame and likes to play bball(actually all the guys love to play bball)
Qineng-Same with liang jie lor..like to lame around but the patience is very short de..(That time he block me at msn)

Ok now u all noe some tingy bout them..But maybe i give u more imformation next time lor...
But the only thing i want to say is...they quite ok lor..Not bad..Um..like to play bball???

My "ah ma"

Starting to hate her coz she always abandon me..Not Fair...Not fair at all..She always does that...Not for one time but already alot of times..She abandon me for charmaine...well...thats rite..U can say i m jealous but then hu wun rite?When someone u regard as ur best fren suddenly abandon u for some other gurl..I like charmaine as a fren but sometimes i juz can't help it..i dun noe...Maybe it is all becoz of my ah ma thats y i dun like her..My ah ma is someone hu wait for someone to tok to her to go and be frens with her means she is like a princess liddat and want everyone to go with her rules..I jus dun like what she does..thats all..She is always liddat..She dun care bout other ppl's feelings but want other ppl to care for her..she can't put herself in other ppls' shoes...i and charmaine shared to buy a very big bear of coz it is not cheap..But now i m beginning to regret it coz i dun think she deserves it...She dun deserve my care and everything...SHE DON"T AT ALL!!
And i hate her!!!

Poem Of W_ _ J_ _

She acts like a angel,
Think like a Devil.
She think she i great,
and is full of hate,
She folds her skirt,
and she is dirt,
she combs her hair,
and looks like a bear,
not a cute bear,
a stupid ugly bear.
We all hate her,
we all want to kill her,
coz she s**,s**,s**
and she f****,f****,f****!!

PoEmS

SOME SAY

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you its only seed

It's the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance
And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance

It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only
For the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose

I FOUND YOU
ve searched around the world
from north to south, and east to west.

Day and night, in search of a friend
because I only wanted the best.

This friend must be kind and sincere,
happy and full of cheer.

Someone who knows how to have lots of fun,
and when times get rough, won't run.

Though I've searched the world looking for you,
my friendship wishes finally came true.

W- - J- -

I also have a fren call sakura(not true name).she is very bad...Very very bad.She thinks that all the guys in the sch is in love with her.She folds her skirt 4 times until the skirt so u can see that the skirt is above her knees alot.And she also does not tuck in her shirt.When we tell her to tuck in her shirt,she shouted at us and tell us it is none of our business.She sits in a very disgusting way.Every action that she made make ppl think that she is seducing or shld i say flirting.One incident that made me even hate her more.her cca and mine is the same.It is choir.As u noe,in choir,for gurls there is alto(the lower)section and soprano(the higher)section.So she made everybody belive that her voice can't go down so our conductor have no choice but to change her from alto to soprano.She is a bootlicker.She treat all the seniors like that.And she is very rough towars us but towards seniors and boys,she is so gentle.I hate both of them now...Sakura also in a incident persuade 2 of her frens to accompany her to the toilet.Then when she and yiling finish using the toilet,she told yiling to go away and leave the other gul inside.Sakura even off the toilet lights and did not bother her when she shouted for help as she was very scared.She did that to the other gurl jus becoz she accidentally broke her keychain.She is so petty.Do u think so too?Leave ur comments here to see if u agree with me after u read my post.