Moved (:

Moved back to hwee-ified.com (:

Laughter and smiles (:

THIS WOULD BE A SHORT POST. Reason being :

1. I'm frustrated that I can't continue watching my korean drama "I am Sam".

2. I've not finished doing my computing practical

3. I want to continue to watch more Big Bang videos !

Anyways, to round it all up, today was surprisingly fun.

The lessons in the morning totally killed me so I guess they ain't part of the reason. During those lessons, I was practically using up all my energy to keep myself awake and in the end leaving none for absorbing of knowledge. However, I had to say I was in a good mood because yesterday night, I watched Big Bang videos ! And wait, don't be mistaken. Not that PHYSICS stuff. It's the korean male group, Big Bang I'm talking about ! xD

Well, miraculously, I managed to survive till the end of the day with 2 hours of break despite the LONG day. Tomorrow is going to be a long day too . Actually, I should already be used to it. Computing ASP was pretty hilarious thanks to ChenHong and Ibrahim. I guess they have found out the importance of studying and stayed back late to study. Quite shocked actually and started reprimanding myself for being such a bad example THOUGH A levels is just round the corner.

Anyways, what happened was this. Jolene dragged Bra and CH down to the canteen to be her bodyguards. Somehow, fate brought us together so we went down to grab some food. On the way down, Jolene was trying to assign tasks to both of them on who take on the role of a bodyguard and the latter, an entertainer. Bra for some reason was really serious into this matter and demanded to be a bodyguard and even slandered CH for being short so he didn't bore the basic qualities. Jolene was convinced and gave him that job.

In the canteen, we walked pass the drinks store and was looking for food in the Malay stall. Then Bra started cracking up. "Why is the nuggets so big? " He questioned playfully. Curious, I peered over . And you know what he was refering to ? The potato pies. Apparently, the guy did not put the signs properly so now "nuggets" sign is now pointed to potato pies. In addition, Bra did not stop there. He carried on and even ASKED the guy . It was so funny. The guy was trying to explain himself. So Bra joked with the guy "So it's 30 cents then ? " LOL. The price of a potato pie was $1.20. What a huge difference.

When we were leaving, Jolene wanted to see if the potato pie was still warm so she reached out and touched the pie. The guy mistook it and joked with Jolene "Girl arh. You touching the pie or touching his hand? " . LOL. It was seriously funny. Jolene was trying to explain herself . Bra didn't hear it and we explained to him. He was so proud of himself for the rest of the time.

Then we went back up. On the way, we arrived at the staircase leading us to the computer labs. Bra and CH started illustrating to us what happened that day when they accidentally prank the others. They were just released from lessons and it was a break so they went to the canteen. Then, Bra pulled the shutters down to half because he wanted to tease his friend. And so his friend limbo-ed pass. After that his friend asked why he didn't pull it all down. Bra retorted that nobody would do that. Just then, CH came and pulled it all down. LOL .

But the point wasn't this. The main point was that at that time, the bell rang and there were people coming down for break and they came across this staircase with shutters down. One girl was shocked and even exclaimed out loud "What if it's locked ?" Bra and his friends were trying to hide their smiles. LOL . If it was me, I would have just laughed out loud.

Following that, we started laughing and went back upstairs. They did the same thing again, pulled down the shutters. This time it was more hilarious. We just came out of that entrance and then there was this guy who wanted to go down from the staircase. He realised it was locked so he came back up and walked the other way. We started laughing really hard because it was really weird if that guy had thought about it. If it was locked, how could we possibly come up by that way ? LOL . Oh well, we shall just take it that he was tired and wasn't in the right mind to think .

Well, that's what happened in school that brightened my day. LOL . Thinking about it would still bring a smile to my lips. Anyways, the next good thing is that I've got my backup! Yupp, so I'll be moving soon when I've settled everything. Unless you have not realised, both hwee-ified.com and hwee-ified.blogspot.com points to here. So yeah, pretty soon it won't after I direct it to my new habitat. LOL . Habitat -.- I think I'm losing my mind.

Lastly, some songs to share ! :D Just listen to them yeah, it's really good and I guarantee that it won't waste your time (: Big Bang rocks !

All their songs are really good especially if you like hiphop (: They have a total of around 27 awards (credits to wiki) to their names! And the point is, every member is filled with talent and not looks only ! (: Love their style totally and how could you not love them ? They are soooo cute :P Especially TOP ~ xP G-Dragon ~ SeungRi ~ TaeYang ~ DaeSung ~ OOPS. I named them all . LOL .

Big Bang - Sunset Glow



Big Bang - Haru Haru



Big Bang - Lies



Big Bang - My Heaven

Non-stop fun :D

Yawn ~ I just woke up and here I am . The only reason why I'm doing this is that I know I won't do it if I don't do it now. Seriously, I'll be too overwhelmed by other tasks hence blogging is the first time I must do ! Besides, I've not blogged for several days, if I don't do it soon, I'm afraid my memory would fail me ): So here goes 4 days of blogging :D

Firstly, lets start off with the overdue pictures ><

I remembered on 7th July, which was on Tuesday, I was bewildered by how messy my drawer was. I really couldn't believe it. I guess I should kick the bad habit of just dumping everything I see into the drawer without sorting them out at all.

After that, I decided it's time to make it neater ! It's too messy for good. I'm a girl ! Have to be neat ! Gosh, sterotyping again but too bad, the world has already been influenced and that includes me. A girl has to be neat. Fine, I've cleaned and sorted everything out. I remembered my mum was nagging at me and asking me what's the point of giving me containers when it will still turn out so messy. All I could do was to return a sheepish smile :P

Oh well, there. Evidence that it's all neat now :D But, the point was, only one drawer out of so many others is neat. LOL . So there's like *looks around my room* Okay never mind. I'm living in a dumpsite. I admit -.- And it's all my doing.

Let's go on to something more refreshing shall we :X

The next day, on Wednesday was photo taking for our class ! It's a totally NEW experience. Let me elaborate on what I meant by that. Normally, we would stand on benches with the shorter ones at the bottom and the taller ones at the back. But this time, it was different. Totally not what we have expected. This time, we stood at the first floor, without any benches, none ! And the photographer took our picture from the top.

This new way of taking pictures totally blew us off. Most of us were lost and didn't really know what to do. We just followed the photographer's instructions blindly hopefully it will turn out fine. Anyways, some pictures I took while the others were having their pictures taken. Oh wait, I haven't explain some stuff. So after taking the class photo, we had to split ourselves up into groups of five and take a picture each separately. Thanks to Jolene's idea, the girls adopted a Bollywood style. Shall scan it and show you when we get the picture.

For Muthu, CheeWee and Husnain, they adopted the Buddhist way of taking. If you know what I mean, yeah ( below)

They were busy hurrying me up because their legs were tired for staying at the same pose. I guess the only one who was fine was Husnain while the others had to remain in a squatting position or a weird posture.

Candid pictures of the rest ~

Weiqin, finally agreeing to take a picture :D

Jennifer who still thinks she ain't in her best form to take a picture.

Jolene, who didn't had time to escape my camera ! :P

And, the best photo of the year

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CAUGHT RED-HANDED snogging at the side, RenZhi and MingSheng :XX

Now, fast foward to last Friday.

I woke up really early, though on Friday school was going to start late. And hence, what's the SPECIAL occasion ? And so, I dragged my heavy feet and managed to reach Chong Pang with my half open eyes. Met Jolene at the bakery and got a cake that really appealed to me :X Wanted to buy a strawberry one but oh well, there weren't any.

And so, Jolene and I hurried to school while keeping tabs on the birthday girl. Finally reached school safely. We stored the cake with the store auntie and decided to carry on with the day without any signs that we bought the cake. I mean of course, since it was meant as a surprise. There must not be any hiccups like the previous surprises. Jolene's one was the most messed up last year. I mean, there were so many people apologizing to her because they couldn't go when she was NOT SUPPOSED TO KNOW that we are going to her house to surprise her -.- Ahh ! Forget it .

Lessons were as per normal except we copied 209's idea of singing a birthday song for Jeannette for every lesson. Even 209 joined in during computing lesson. It was so hilarious :X Jolene then went off during the break to find Mr Ho. Well, to make the surprise a success, we needed his help desperately. He finally agreed after saying that we are mean ! How can we be mean when we planned so much :P

During the long break, we went to the container classroom to study and did our homework. And from there, Jolene started being random and Jeannette was totally puzzled over her actions. She was trying to get something out of me but all I replied was a blank look and " I have no idea too " . Guess I managed to make her believe that it was Jolene who was a little .. weird and nothing was wrong.

Jolene tried her best to make Jeannette believe that we did not do anything for her. She suddenly said "Jeannette, I'm really sorry. We should get you a cake but .. we have to finish this piece of homework and hand it in. I'm really sorry. " Jeannette replied saying that it was okay. At that time, I was so worried that the cover has blown off because Jolene was SO exaggerating but luckily she didn't doubt at all .

Thank god. If it was me, I would have guessed it already. Did I mention this before ? I remembered during Secondary 4 I think, it was pretty hilarious actually. In the morning, I went to the washroom and then my friend from the other class wished me Happy Birthday. So I was quite surprised that they knew and then they added on "Nice cake" . I was like "hahaha" . And so, I finally found out what Joyce they all were doing . So when I went to class I had the "I have no idea what's going on" face and pretended to be surprised. In the end I told them about everything that happened in the washroom. LOL . It was pretty funny. But oh well, thanks for the effort :D I still love surprises ! :P

Back to the story, Jeannette proceeded to meet Mr Ho after that. Then everyone started to carry out the plan. We took the cake from the auntie and gathered everyone. Went up the stairs and saw Mr Ho still talking to Jeannette. Sang the Happy Birthday song and we just realised she was crying. Jolene and I started accusing Mr Ho . LOL . "What did you do to Jeannette ! " . LOL . I guess it was pretty chaotic. The class started to blame Mr Ho. Poor teacher :X Had to help us and then got this treatment but we were just joking yeah :P

And here are the pictures ~ :D

We ended the celebration with rushing for Physics ASP. LOL . We were so late for goodness sake :P

After school, I hurried home to change and shower. Had a change of clothes and then went out again to meet up with Joyce, JiaYing, Sharine and Yuan Xi.

It's been such a LONG time since I've seen them ><>

Then we bought KFC and managed to squeeze it into YuanXi's and Joyce's bag so we could have our dinner in the theatre :PP Sharine and YuanXi on the other hand bought popcorn. To say the truth, I wasn't really a Harry Potter movies fan though I was a fan of the book . But when I reflected, actually I've read all the books and watched all the movies. LOL . I didn't know. But somehow, people would drag me to watch them . So yeah, somehow I managed to watch all .

We entered the movies late but GV was known for their 20 minutes of commercial. So we settled down and started eating our food. It was a funny scene as Joyce and I were trying to find which banditto had vegetables. All 3 of us bought banditto meal but only one have vegetables which was mine. The reason why theirs didn't have was that the vegetables would dirty their clothes. I accepted that reason for JiaYing and started nagging at Joyce for not eating her greens. Then Joyce wanted to defend herself by using Ying's excuse. COME ON! How long have I known you . LOL. You've never ate any greens and even NOT EAT nasi lemak because it's green in colour. LOL .

When Jiaying was saying that it might dirty her top, I cracked that that was why I brought a napkin with me :X My scarf . LOL :PP They were obviously lamed by me. Oh well -.- We started to watch the movie. Now, the time for hwee's movie review of Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince . For those who have not watched the movie and is interested in catching it in the theatres, please skip the following paragraphs :D

As expected of Harry Potter, the introduction was the best. How they managed to link the "real" world and the magical world together was simply fantastic. How they made use of the clouds to create that feeling that we have arrived in the magical world fascinated me everytime. In this movie, it was a little different from the previous ones because this time, it wasn't totally about fighting against the dark lord. Instead, there were more of romance intertwined. More than half of the show, the audience(including me) were laughing at how they potrayed the romance in the story perfectly. The jealousy between the characters especially Hermione towards Ron and his fling was the climax of the comedic scene.

Not forgetting the most anticipated Qudditch scenes that never fails to amaze all of us. The thrill made us feel like we were one of the spectators. And of course Ron's acting never fails to make us laugh especially the part when he thought Harry used the Felix Felicitus, Pool of Living Gold or in other words called the lucky potion on him. Of course it wasn't true but he proved us opposite when he displayed his potential in the Quidditch match and was ruled the hero or the MVP for the match. And that's how his fling started.

But what really disappointed me was the fighting against the dark lord. No doubt, the death eaters really intrigued me. The ending was really depressing as most of the storyline from the book was cut off. Oh, not forgetting that Malfoy's acting was really good and Luna never fails to crack me up with her unique style of dressing.

Overall, the movie is worth a watch but do not expect too much for the fighting scenes but instead be refreshed by the extra hilarious scenes of romance and jealousy :D

Okay, end of review. Now I shall continue of what happened while we were watching the movie. Although we were sitting at the last row, I bet we disturbed the others greatly :X LOL . Joyce and Jiaying had so much comments ! At first they were debating who was hotter, Harry Potter or Malfoy. Of course it was Malfoy ! :X Joyce supported Harry Potter because Malfoy belonged to the dark side. Near the ending when Dumbledore died, Sharine and Joyce were mourning over his death -.- Sharine suddenly grabbed my hand and started sighing. On the other side, Joyce suddenly laid her head on my shoulder, unable to contain her sadness. LOL. I shut them both up with a "this is just a show".

After the show, we started chatting about how Joyce was trying to prove LingLan and me wrong that Dumbledore is not dead and even talked about the website. But too bad, the author of the book declared that he was dead and the website closed down.

Walked around northpoint after that and took some pictures ! :D

The card that Joyce drew ! xD We were exclaiming at how environment friendly she was :X LOL.

In case you have no idea what I meant, it was made of a foolscap cardboard. Nevertheless, it was really nice :D

Sharine, Jiaying and me ! Joyce was puzzled by why I was the one holding the card. Then in unison, all of us said "Because she's(I'm) in the middle !" -.- LOL . She's so cute sometimes :X

All of the girls without YuanXi ! LOL. He volunteered to take the picture >< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_KdfseifIXNY/SmKuQhBS9sI/AAAAAAAAEYo/zp85zUzo22A/s1600-h/170720092787.jpg">

SHARINE ! :D

YuanXi at the side, who ran to hide when I whipped out my camera x.x

Joyce who couldn't escape ! :X

YuanXi, who PRETENDED that he was looking at something else -.- And look at how happy Joyce is . LOL . She's so cute :XX

Ending off with birthday wishes :D

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JEANNETTE !

Stay cheerful and innocent :P

love ya :D

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY YING ~!!

Stay cute yeah :P Stop mapling so much . LOL .

And gratz about your .. ahem :X hehehe !

LOVE YA LOTS ! xDD

TOP is .. LOVE :P

It's SO difficult to survive with a blog. Everyday I'm having this feeling of whether I will get my backup soon . And till I've settled, it feels weird to type here too. So well, I'm still pondering and pondering. All the posts are getting accumulated in my HEAD and I don't think I will remember them all if I don't start typing soon. But right now, I only want to type about my LATEST addiction ! :P So addicted to ..

BIG BANG, TOP ! :X TOP is LOVE ! Actually, I was actually just surfing through the web, watching videos as usual. Then I started watching Dance Battle 2009. Tadah, I saw TaeYang and SeungRi's performance. Thought they were really good and I was really outdated. I had absolutely NO idea that they were from BigBang because the shallow old me only knew that there's a member called G-Dragon in there. The other members were M.I.A to me.

But till then, I wasn't really THAT fascinated by them yet. Thought they were pretty good and I continued watching MKMF 2008. Saw the entire show. The part that really intrigued me was of course Big Bang. Thought that the collaboration was really good and I love Lee Hyori ! She's so funny and all. Anyways, YES. Like the other Big Bang fans, I was shocked by the kiss between Hyori and TOP. Actually it wasn't a kiss, but just a quick peck on the lips. Well, I read the comments below and saw people talking about Family Outing.

Curious me went to check it out and it was the part where TOP was featured as a guest appearance and Hyori was present too. Seriously, he's so cute and funny. It must be hard for him to surpress himself because he has to keep to his "Charismatic" look. But deep inside, he's really hilarious and loves to goof around. Anyways, those that are still puzzled over who I'm talking about, below is the guy's profile ! xP

TOP

Profile

Position: Rapper / Beat Boxer

Real Name: Choi Seung Hyun (최승현)

Stage Names: Tempo, T.O.P

Date of Birth: November 4,1987

Height: 181 cm

Weight: 65 kg

Blood Type: B

Education: Seoul Art College (Majoring in Musical), Dangook University in Theater & Film ( starting 2008 )

Skills: Rapping, Beat Boxing, Lyrics Making

Debut: BIG BANG

Hobbies: Reading and Swimming

Likes: Theatrical Performances, Musicals, and Fashion Designing

Family Members: Parents & Older Sis

Personality: He speaks well and is extremely stubborn. He likes to be the leader of things and speaks his mind. Shy and he thinks he’s cute.

Musician He Admires: Usher, Omarion, Jay-Z, B2K

Pendent: A hand holding a megaphone with a Superman style diamond behind it meaning “to inspire people with his voice and become big”

credits: BigBangKorean.wordpress

Photos Spamming ! :DD

Okay. Enough of spamming :P those that are interested, I recommend you guys to watch Intimate Note and Family Outing (:

Time for homework ! :X

Friends, they can't be replaced

Seems like chatting with a mature person can make you think more. Well well, thanks to MingSheng I've realized and understood a lot of stuff in the past few hours. Reflecting on everything that I've done, others have and the surroundings, I've learnt many things.

I've realised that I'm really what they've said. A pampered kid, not family-wise though. I've been pampered from young, by my friends. Always not being satisfied and all, but it seems that the insensitive one was me all along. Everyone was there, beside me to help me when I fall, I was the selfish one, not wanting to accept any help from others. I thought that I was the victim, no one wants to be there for me. I thought I was calling out yet no one was there.

I was wrong. I've realised that. I hope it's not too late yet. My friends were always the one who didn't give up, always paying attention to what I say. Because I kept it all in my heart, didn't want to find someone to talk to. When I finally found a source to let it all out, which was blogger, they paid attention to what I posted though I didn't realize in the start. Everything I said, even if they didn't say anything, it meant something to them.

For them, I'm grateful. At least someone hears me. I was the one who didn't realize all along. Insensitive I was, never wanting to trust anyone. Bottling it all up though they have pleaded so much to confide in them. I've really reflected. I won't be so selfish anymore. I bet they felt that I weren't treating them as real friends. It wasn't them all along, it was me.

I apologize for all I've done. They were the ones who accepted me for who I was. They tried to understand all my actions and thoughts even though once and once again I've hurt them. For all that I've done in the past, those mistakes that I can't undo. I won't do them again. Thanks people . I love all of you. You know it, even if I don't say.

That's what makes you special in my life (:

Days without my blog

Okay. I shall clarify once and for all what happened to my blog. Quite a number has been asking me what's wrong and well well. I've received a notice that my blog has abusive content and hence they've decided to suspend it. Right now they are backing up all my stuff and yeah. I will still move back but it'll take some time. So hang on okay (:

Seriously, when my blog is gone then I realised I really miss it. DARN ! I want my blog back! For now, I doubt anyone knows of this place except Jas ? LOL. I was shocked when I saw her comment but oh well, we have telepathy :X Anyways, I'll just use this temporary till my current one is up and going. By then, I'll update all the posts I have here there. So yupp ! :D Let's start with my long awaited post :D

It has been a long time since my family went out together. I remembered on Saturday night, my dad shocked me with the question "Hey. Wana go sing K? " I was like HUH O.O I guess he was really bored at home. It's always sleeping and watching tv. Nothing else to do at all. I suggested Transformers 2 but my brother watched it before already. So in the end we called off the plans after being unable to decide on something.

On Sunday night, we had Thai cuisine at LemonGrass Thai Restaurant ! Suddenly I'm falling in love with it :PP I love the PINEAPPLE RICE. I think I can have it for days straight without feeling bored of it at all =x

Before eating ~

I had my first taste of Tom Yam soup. I guess it wasn't that bad afterall . LOL . Oh well :X Heh ~ Anyways on our plates we had, PINEAPPLE RICE. That's a must. But I have to say I was quite disappointed with it as it wasn't as fragrant as other restaurants. However the other dishes are a MUST HAVE. It's so delicious. Gosh, I feel hungry while I type this out :PP

Pandan leaves chicken was not bad especially good with the sauce. My family members were busy sipping the Tom Yum soup away. They even fought over mine. LOL . This shows how good it was. Kang Kong Sambal. AHH ! I'm so falling in love with it. It rocks. I LOVE THIS DISH :X Hot plate beancurd. I think I'm a beancurd fan. No matter how you cook it, I love it. Steam, grill, fry, whatever ! I LOVE THEM :X I ate a lot of it. Heh. Thai honey chicken was the best of all. The feeling you have when you sink your teeth in is awesome. The smell of the honey from the chicken is totally .. Ahhh -.- I'm swallowing my saliva as I imagine the taste in my mouth :PP

After eating, PLATES ARE EMPTY ! Had such a sumptuous meal.

After that we had dessert at Häagen-Dazs. I ordered Brownie Explosion sharing it with my mum. My dad and brother shared Macademia nut and Vanilla ice cream.

AHH . It looks so good right. I'm already missing it while looking at the picture above while I type. Anyways, the waiter was really hilarious. My brother and I were debating if he was Singaporean. My guess was a NO. He had the american accent and I firmly believed that he was from the Philippines. Anyways he was asking for our feedback and suggested that maybe the ice cream should be of a bigger scoop. LOL . We were laughing like mad. Gosh :P

It was a great night out. Been long since I've had so much fun. When I was on the car back home, my dad said "hwee, next sunday is kbox session" My brother and I started laughing. By the way, I'm really addicted to the game Lemonade Tycoon. I used to play it like crazy on the computer. Now it's available on Ipod touch and I'm always playing it every second. Blehs :X

Over the weekends, I've also caught up with the latest chapter of Naruto which meant I've read 200 chapters straight :P Gosh . I wonder why I didn't read it last time. I even complained that it wasn't good. Sorry ! I know I'm wrong. LOL :PP It's so nice. The plot is amazing and I can't wait for the next chapter of Naruto, Bleach and Fullmetal Alchemist! I think I'm going crazy. My tastes for manga is a little off. I'm starting to like Shounen better than Shoujo. Now, is that a good point ? :X Seems like I prefer fighting mangas better than romance ones. Whee ~

School was great today. Couldn't really wake up in the morning because it was such a good night sleep. Ahh. I didn't want to leave my bed at all. I was pratically fighting with myself. In the end I crawled out of my bed reluctantly. The thought of faking an illness even crossed my mind ><

YJ implemented a fixed seating plan during lessons and I'm stuck with Jennifer. She can't choose ! :X We've been chatting like crazy. She prefers the seating arrangement now because it's more systematic. To me, I didn't really mind at first but now I'm getting a little sick of it. Not because of her but it's like, we're always at the same place during lessons and everything. We should have a change of seat. WeiQin and Jolene are complaining that they are always at the back. Sitting at the front didn't have it's benefits as well. The screen is too near and it's really hard to read off for long periods of time.

During maths lesson, Mr Wen introduced us to the special and interesting programmes that we're be having. And of course I'm in the "special" list. I'm assigned to Jennifer's group. Yay ! The bad part, CheeWee is in too. LOL :P We all agreed that he'll be a good member if he stops talking :X hehehe.

I was pratically stoning during computing lessons. Pinched till my entire hand was red but my eyelids still didn't have the energy to lift itself. Blehs. And throughout the period I was listening to the discussion of Jolene, CheeWee and MingSheng. It was pretty hilarious of how they thought about primary school. MingSheng was accusing Jolene of being heartless as she didn't miss her primary school . On the otherhand, Mingsheng wanted to go back his primary school to thank a school teacher. Jolene then said that he should go appear on Happy Sunday. The show that we've always watched when we were young. We started acting out the entire plot.

Jolene started narrating.

Like any other days, MingSheng went to school happily. Little did he know that that day, everything was going to change for him. When he reached home, his parents broke the news to him.

I joined in, acting as the parents.

MingSheng, we have decided to move to Singapore to live.

Jolene continued the story.

MingSheng was so depressed as he would have no chance to thank his primary school teacher.

And so, if you've watched the show when you're young, you would know what would happen next. LOL.

Anyways, we got back our economics paper today. Flunked it like what the teachers said. I seriously wonder what Ms Kwok has against me. When she was giving out the papers, she passed by Jeannette and Jennifer but she just has to place THEIR papers on my desk. It's so weird. Then I have to pass it to them. They are just in front or behind me. The weird thing is she PASSED them before reaching my desk. During lessons she was asking me questions like crazy. I wonder why. Maybe she hates me or something. Jolene said that she was worried because she might be called next. Seriously, I don't know what's wrong with her. WeiQin suggested that maybe I was falling asleep. Nah. The only lesson I would fall asleep in is computing but I would always stay in the falling asleep phase. Never would I really fall asleep.

Oh well, time to print my computing notes. Had a fun time blogging ! :PP Cyas ~ Tomorrow is phototaking day ! Have to look my best ! :P

i hate this ..

i wish i could just escape from all these

Blogless

DARN. I'm just so gona rant here. YEAH. This blog is supposed to be closed but my current one went down and I have no where to vent my fustrations at. Somehow I got to here. Been waiting for an answer. It's okay if I change my site but I don't want my past posts to be lost. Those memories, I don' think I can recover it from my memory alone. I need them . All I can do now is pray that it'll be good news.

I haven't been a good girl at all. I broke my promise again. Blehs :l Time flies and tomorrow's school opening again. My homework ain't even half done. Too bad huh . Anyways I'm addicted to this song by Hoobastank. It's in the Transformers soundtrack.

I Don't Think I Love You lyrics

I wonder what you'll take from me today
Sanity or just my breath away
It's hard to say
Impossible for me to tell
We're always walking on eggshells
Who you're going to be from day to day today

Chorus:
I wish that we could go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

Wonder why it is that you don't see
What you've changed since we first met
And how much that is killing me
I know that I will always miss
The butterflies of our first kiss
And how you use to smile so easily

Chorus:
I wish that we could go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

Bridge:
It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I never thought that it will come to this
I know we'll never get back
To how we were before
Cuz I know that I don't love you anymore

It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I know that I don't love you anymore, anymore

I'm sorry...

credits : elyrics

Pleas .

It'll do me utmost pleasure for those who are currently using my blogskins to change the credits accordingly to my new blog address (: Thanks in advance.

MOVED .

HELLOS EVERYONE ! I've officially moved to www.hwee-ified.com which means I won't be bloggin here anymore . A little sad . I mean this blog has been with me for so long . I won't close down this blog because it contains all my archives and posts which I've decided not to export to the new blog . So if you ever want to read what happened in the past, you can still come here and visit . Like I would ! :D So yeah people . Relink . Thanks (:

TGIF ! :P

Gosh . Been so long since I've felt this kind of ache . I remember that when I was in secondary school, I loved to play badminton with my friends after school . And it's really those kind of insane type . We play for really long like 4 5 hours ? And after that when you're really thirsty, you're wrist is so tired until you can't even hold a can drink upright . So it's completely "puppet" .

Now, I feel EXACTLY the same . It's a little crazy but yeah . I can't really move my hands much . It's like stuck to the table top ? The ache starts kicking in when I start to control it . Yupp . And the reason for it ? I've been lifting someone up a lot of times . And the person is .. FLIPEE ! I mean ANGHUILING ! :X LOL . So cute yeah ! Flipee ~ I love it . I mean the name :X YingZhu and me were the flippers :P I'm really weak . My arms have no strength . I finally understood how it feels to carry someone . It's totally exhausting . Usually I was the one being lifted x.x well .. 

School was okay I guess . Wasn't as long as yesterday . Managed to endure it all . And the reason is most probably school started later today . So I could get a little more sleep ~ :DD Actually I didn't because I slept later . LOL x.x 

Met up with WeiQin in the morning . We were both late but we came the same time which is like way cool . Then we walked up to SunPlaza's mac . Was queuing when I suddenly felt a white prescence behind me . As in there was someone wearing white behind me . I turned around and saw Melvin . LOL . He was like " WeiQin why did you look here ! " . I was like "I could feel someone behind x.x " . So we cleared up the misunderstanding and WeiQin wasn't the reason why I turned around . It was a little weird as WeiQin smsed Melvin during midnight . And somehow, he woke up around 2 plus and read it . So somehow, we didn't expect him to come but he did . So yeah . WeiQin gave him that pencilbox she had . Perfect for him . On top it wrote "For whole human beings only " . He was like so happy with it and said that he would quickly make the transfer . Hilarious .

Reached school like quite early . Melvin was still worried that we might be late . Well . Can't blame him because he usually takes the bus to school . Oh . And the message that WeiQin sent to Melvin . LOL . So funny :X Shall not blog it out or she'll KILL me :X

PC/CT was a little lame . Didn't do much . Went for maths reflection . Well .. I feel sad for teachers . How hurt they would feel when the students ain't paying attention or don't fare well . Because they would feel that it's their fault that the students get such results . And Muthu was playing PSP under the table ?! x.x

Physics lecture was quite okay . Sat beside YangJie and WeiQin . We were freezing ! And YangJie lent WeiQin his shirt . Guess what did WeiQin say immediately when she got hold of it ? "It stinks" . LOL :X So mean . Hehe ~

Computing . Had practical . Basically I was trying to fix that stupid error . And Mr Ho was so mean to me ! I asked him what's wrong with the program because I seriously couldn't solve it . Okay . I shall type it properly so you all could visualize what happened .

Me : Mr Ho ~ I NEED HELP ! SERIOUS .

Mr Ho : Okay what .

Me : I have no idea what error this is .

Mr Ho : Oh . Read it .

Me : (started reading)

Mr Ho : No . I also can read . You read then figure out on your own (walks away)

Me : What ?! x.x 

Thanks YeowKeng for helping -______- I was like AHHH . Mr Ho is sooo unfriendly :X LOL . After that he was helping Jeannette . She was complaining that he was so mean . I told her that's he was already good to her . Mine was much worse . Jolene added in saying that if it's us . He would just walk away . Which is what happened to me apparently x.x Well . But the practises are making me get the hang of it already . Quite happy :DD

Break . BROKED inside out . I couldn't buy food . Well .. I guess someone did lend me money . Haix ~ :l Oh well . Forget it . Saw XueEr . And I found out that Jeannette is Lynnette's OGL . Lynnette is SO CUTE ! I was telling them that she's always teaching us WonderGirl's dance during our dance practises . And she immediatly perked up after hearing the word "WonderGirls" . I was telling her about what happened yesterday when she was asking Kyung to teach her korean . It was so funny how the others believed that she was half korean .

Did the card for Ms Huang during break too with WeiQin . It was a farewell gift because it was the last day she would be attached to our class . She would be teaching J1s from next week onwards ): Never mind . Shall meet up next time since she only live so near us ! Sembawang ~ :P

Had Physics lesson after that . Was really tired . Then went for dance . Learnt new parts . Lifting people is seriously not an easy job . Disappointment ? What can I say . All I could do is make the best out of it right now . Hold on people because we're in it all together ..

Thanks Daph for the picture ! She took a photo of WenJia and me using her polaroid camera . It was SO COOL . And I'm keeping it :X Sorry WenJia . Heh ~ Shall show it next time . Because WenJia wanted to take home and scan it into the computer . And I realised that WenJia and me look alike when we wear the Canberra house shirt . And also after I went to cut my fringe . LOL :P

After dance, WenJia and me sat at a bench near the mrt . It was dark and windy . Felt really good to sit down and relax while eating subway cookies :P Peanut butter and Macadamia . Talked about stuff . I guess she's the only one that really knows what's going on in my life right now . Because we are like so much alike and all . Thanks :D I need a friend and you're there for me .

Anyways I heard this song just now when I was visiting Jonathan's blog . It was the piano version . It's really good ! I love it :P 

Bright cold silver moon

Tonight alone in my room

You were here just yesterday

Slight turn of the head

Eyes down when you said

I guess I need my life to change

Seems like something's just aren't the same

What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit

Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit

And every time that I try I get tongue tied

I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit

Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet

Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied

I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars

I wonder just where you are

You feel a million miles away

(I wonder just where you are)

Was it something I said?

Or something I never did?

Or was I always in the way?

(Was it something I did?)

Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit

Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit

And every time that I try I get tongue tied

I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit

Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet

Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied

I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end

Don't want to be here again

And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care

We're gonna make it I swear

And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit

Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit

But every time that I try I get tongue tied

I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit

Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet

Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied

I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end

Don't want to be here again

And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care

We're gonna make it I swear

And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again 

credits : lyricsreg.com

Ahh . Before I forget . Two pictures I've taken in the past . MingSheng's new Meiji bottle . He was so happy over it and flaunt how good it was . Then I shot him . Wow .. Good but ..

It leaked ? And his whole bag was wet . LOL .

A little happy . LOL :P Shouldn't say why  . Lala ~

JASPER .

tell me tell me tell me too ~

Well . I'm comfortably on my chair now, waiting for JiaKiang to teach me question 6 of the physics tutorial . So till then, I shall blog ! :D Today is a LONG day and hence I bet the blog post is gona be long too :P

During assembly, there were talks on Floorball's trip to Japan and Band's trip to HongKong . Well . I was quite envious of how they managed to see the snow because they went to the other part of Japan while we stayed in Tokyo for the entire week . And also the homestay . I really wanted to see how it feels to live in a Japanese home . They also showed us a video on cheerleading . Gosh . It's not that kind of cheerleading you're thinking of . I recently just read a manga that featured cheerleading during their school's sportmeet . It was really cool . And looking at the "real" japanese do it was a little funny at first because they were so serious . But as I watched on, I realised how serious they were and how much they value it . They play a huge part in lifting the students' spirit during important events . I guess if we see it in a different perspective and we stop how we view people based on popularity, maybe one day we can do it too . It may seem funny to those who can't comprehend and lack the courage to do what they want . In the end, they just go with the flow and in the end, they can never achieve what they really want .

Okay . Enough with all this . Band's way of presenting was really cute . Brought a lot of laughter and all . Was totally engrossed in it . It was way COOL ! How they managed to perform in HongKong's Disneyland . I mean it's an experience not everyone can get to have . Totally envious ! :P Not to forget, the last part of the presentation when they were showing the video, there was a live performance by Jonathan . He was playing the piano . Gosh . It was so heartwrenching ! The tune was so good . And the melody is still stuck in my head right now . I turned around and told Jolene " Either I learn how to play the piano, or my future boyfriend must be able to play it " :X LOL . I mean .. it's seriously .. yeah . LOL .

And also people, please vote for YJ ! yishunjc.does.it Mr Phang is in it ! And he spoke really fluent Chinese . Way to go ! :P

GP lecture was a little boring I guess . I'm tired of the intense comprehension exercises . Felt like sleeping . My vocab is really bad . I didn't know most of the words . In the end, I only got one mark for it . I guess it's normal in some sense . It's not like I got more than 2 marks for vocab before -___________-

Economics lessons was stoning again . Computing was ahhh x.x I guess Jolene is sick of me already . Because I don't have a single clue what Mdm Myl is saying . I think today's one was the first time I got it . Yeah . The previous ones were x.x Haix . And guess what's the best part ? There's a test on it next monday . All the best to me !

Break was the best . Half an hour only for the entire long day of school plus extra malay lesson and dance . Ate all I could . Finally I came to realize why MingSheng can eat a plate of beehoon and get full . Mine was like 1/3 of his and I couldn't even finish it . Felt really full when I've eaten half portion of it .

Physics lecture, I was "lost" . Maths lesson . There was a test . Guess I fared okay . Starting to get the hang of vectors like finally ? Showed Jolene Wondergirl's music videos . Lynnette is driving me crazy with them and I'm infecting the others . Good job yeah ? I sang "Nobody" and "Tell me" for the entire day . Jolene was exasperated by my actions but she couldn't have a say in whatever I'm doing . So she had to suffer :PP

GP lesson . We had a vocab pop quiz . Couldn't retain any words in my head at all . AHH ! Need to start using the words . If not, I think I would never get to master them .

Computing was Mr Ho's lesson . Everyone was quite high at that time . After that, ate 2 buns and went for Malay lesson . Everyone got a chance to introduce ourselves in Malay and I really sucked in it . RenZhi, YangJie and Cheewee were posing weird questions to everyone . Jeannette's one was who does she like and stuff . CheeWee's one was how many times did .. :X LOL . Better don't type . Later he kill me :X But seriously, they made the lesson more fun . If not it would be a dead one . Talking about dead, YangJie killed an insect and left the corpse on my paper . I was totally freaked out . I was about to tear already and I was telling myself that I can't cry over the fear of a stupid tiny insect in class ! So I was holding on to it . They thought that I was depressed and all . Actually I was trying to breathe properly x.x Jeannette eventually helped me to get rid of it and wrote RIP on it . Oh well .. 

After that was Dance . Practised more . WenJia was really cool . She should join WuShu . When she did the "hah" thing . It was really fierce . And when I tried, it was a COMPLETE failure . Mine was "hah" but it was a little high pitch ? When I raise my voice, it starts to get higher -______- I shall sing instead . This ain't for me . Lynnette was dancing to Wondergirl's song when the security guard auntie saw her . LOL . She was so embarrased and all . But she's really good at it . She's joining talentime . She couldn't get anyone to dance with her so I think she's gona sing . So support her people ! :DD Anyways the juniors really make my day . They are so hiliarious and we had a fun time bullying WenJia :X LOL ~

Went to have dinner with WenJia at northpoint after dance . Showed her all the music videos . I think she might get infected with this "wondergirls" disease soon . Oh yeah . Lynnette lied to the guys that she was half korean and they said that she looked like Kyung . LOL . Funny . And they tried to converse in Korean . It was totally like a korean drama . They were so natural and all . For Kyung, of course . I mean it's his native language . But for Lynnette, she was cool .

Then I went to find my mum and maid at Sembawang Shopping Centre . Walked home after that . It was nice to have the wind hitting gently on your face :DD 

Okay . Time to sleep ~ :DD Bye people . Have a good night !

tired ><"

It's late right now . Oh wait . Is it ? Lately, I've been sleeping earlier and this would be counted as late already . I've realised how important sleep is to ensure that you're awake most of the time during school .

Was really tired in school today because yesterday night I couldn't sleep properly . Kept tossing and turning . Even when I slept, I felt like I was subconciously awake . It was freaky . Been long since I've felt like this .

Shall keep this post short because I want to sleep !

There's these juniors in dance that are really cute . LOL . A korean fan . She was teaching us how to dance Wondergirls songs . Learnt some steps in So hot and Nobody . LOL . It was fun seriously . She was like going crazy over all the dance and stuff . Was happy that there were people like her . She claimed that in secondary school, all her friends didn't want to join in so this time she was really excited about it . She's so cute seriously . The other juniors too . Oh well . Seems like dance is going to be not that boring ...

Lessons were as usual today . Used Jeannette's magical eyedrops when I felt like sleeping . Ash was hiliarious during GP lesson . Every group took turns to present their mindmaps . So HanWee and Ash were together presenting one of them . When it reached the end, HanWee said " stand " to Ash . And he stood up . Actually what he wanted was the stand ot the essay . LOL . It was really funny . We were laughing like crazy and all .

PE was disappointing because I ran slower than last week . Darn . I guess I'm further away from Napfa gold now ): Need to buck up even more !

Chatted with WenJia when we were on our way home after dance . It seems like I'm not the only one feeling this way right now . Our lives are upside down right now . They were peaks and now we were the opposite . So it is so difficult to get over this period . She totally understands how I feel and everything .. Haix ..

Anyways, I was reading the newspaper just now . Saw this short little post . There was this sign with "a couple smooching but with a cross over it "put up in .. Can't remember what country . It was put up in order to prevent from couples from kissing goodbye when their spouses leave for work every morning . It was quite cute I guess .

And MingSheng showed me some pictures of a transparent LCD . So cool ! And it seems that Apple has it xDD

if today was the last day ..

YAY . I got myself screwed all over upside down inside out and I've decided to stay here until I've settled the new website . And I'm not gona waste any more time on it for now because I have school ! No time at all . So I shall leave it to the weekends . Meanwhile, lets start with my ultimate boring post . LOL .

Today was a .. no idea what to comment day . LOL .

GP was kind of hilarious for my group because we are really unprepared ? Or should I say we did a slipshod work, not adding CheeWee's totally -____- presentation . He seriously has no idea what was going on . I applaud him for having the courage and initiative to even go up and present it . Oh well . All's forgiven because other groups were no where better . We were all suffering under the clutches of Ms Mok . So the verdict was to redo all of them until she accepts them . I see more work coming .

Physics practical was a .. Well . How do I explain this ? Today's experiment got to do with circuits, something which I am really WEAK at . You would understand why shortly . So I was a little nervous, fixed everything up with help from the diagram we had . And VIOLA, I've started a small barbeque . The only thing missing was the marshmallows . Yeah . You've got it . Short circuit . Jeannette, Jennifer and ShunYu were laughing at me . Told me to put out the fire and all . I was rooted to the floor, literally . I mean hello ? It's burning and it was a total shock . What could I have done ? Whip out a satay stick with yummy marshmallows and start having the time of my life ? It was totally hilarious . Well . I did put out the fire . Ms Huang helped me a lot . Thanks !

Shall not elaborate on computing and break . Economics lesson was a tug of war between my eyelids and my perseverance . The little voice in my head told me I shouldn't sleep repetitively while my eyelids rebutted that a little sleep won't harm . I tried all kinds of measures such as pinching myself, using my fingers to spread apart my eye lids and all . After that, a tiny little action did the trick . EYEDROPS ! I felt totally refreshed and awake at that moment . Suddenly whatever Ms Kwok says started getting into this little brain of mine .

Maths lecture . I was trying to do the assignment due tomrrow . 4 questions in total and I did like 2 parts . Not a bad accomplishment ? LOL . Okay . I was distracted most of the time and my dry eyes didn't do anything to help . 

After that I rushed to complete my Physics SPA . Though I "rushed", I used more than 1 hour to complete it . And hence, getting the award, slowest girl ever . Everyone finished earlier than me . Oh well . My brain is just not meant for this kind of stuff . Logic ? You can't find it anywhere in me . I'm a random girl . Yeah .

Reached home, meddled with wordpress, gave up and here I am . Gona do my maths homework next and transfer some songs into my itouch . This has been onhold for so long . So I've got to do something . Okay . Time to go . Bye people .

"If today was your last day

Would you make your mark

On ending a broken heart

You know it's never too late

To shoot for the stars

Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes

Cause you can't rewind

A moment in this life

Let nothing stand in your way

Cause the hands of time

Are never on your side"

Hellos people, I'm currently moving to a new site (:

Actually I wanted to export all my posts there but it ended up really messy and yeah . I've decided to leave all the past here and move on to a new place ! :D

So please go to the new site hwee-ified.com .

It's currently still under maintainence . Still fixing it and stuff . Yupp (:

Just thought I should at least mention that this site might be moving soon . Perhaps tommorrow ? I'll see how much time I would need . But it would be in the near future which means like by this week or something :D

A brand new blogging experience .

My mood has still been in the fluctuation mode lately . Thanks everyone for bearing with me .

Yesterday, went to Sembawang Shopping Centre . Didn't buy Subway cookies . AHH ~~ ><" LOL . Oh well . Can't really remember what happened except I was really pissed off with Physics and stuff .

Today was better I guess . School was a good place to relax with all your friends around .

I got AMETHYST colour contact lens ! IT'S COOL . Maybe I'll wear it tomorrow . Depends :P

firstly, i apologize for everything im gona post . if u hate to see vulgarities, den dun read any further ..

i think i can spout like a million expletives right now .

i need a break, a really long break from all of these .

not just school work and dance .

everything . my life . it's crashing down at a freaking high speed .

till i don't even know what is going on . 

i'm too lost . i can't find my way out .

it just keeps on coming and it's not stopping .

it's even difficult to breathe .

and when i tell myself that i should try harder .

or perhaps its me that im too weak .

stop running away and avoiding everything .

it just keeps on crashing down .

one by one . doesn't stop does it ?

when would it happen ?

when im finally dead ?

damn it .

damn you .

damn everything that's happening .

damn all these nonsense that im facing .

damn shit .

freaking hell .

brain dead .

whatever .

ass .

damn .

i hate everything right now .

a thousand hate posts also won't do anything .

im gona be selfish .

so selfish tomorrow .

and i don't freaking care if i hurt anyone around .

'cause that's just too bad .

your too unlucky to be around me .

or should i say you deserve it ?

hah .

freaking shit .

whatever .

you suck .

well . don't worry .

'cause i suck more than you ..

all those voices around,

if you can't be there for me forever,

then don't come near me in the first place .

i don't want any superificial care and concern,

makes me feel worse .

one moment you're there, and then you're not .

it's better if you're not even there at all .

Runaway - Avril lavigne

Got up on the wrong side of life today, yeah

Crash the car and I'm gonna be really late

My phone doesn't work cus it's out of range

Looks like it's just one of those kind of days

You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground

No you can't, but you couldn't catch me anyhow

Blue skies, but the sun isn't coming out, no

Today is like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive

I can't help myself

Don't you realize

[Chorus]

I just wanna scream and lose control

Throw my hands up and let it go

Forget about everything and run away, yeah

I just wanna fall and lose myself

Laughing so hard it hurts like hell

Forget about everything and run away, yeah

So-so's how I'm doing, if you're wondering

I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning

Stay there, come closer it's at your own risk

Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch

And I feel so alive

I can't help myself

Don't you realize

[Chorus]

Run away, run away [Repeat]

[Chorus X2]

keep thinking . thinking of what she said . darn . what's wrong with me . it doesn't matter really . and am i doing all these nonsense . all these unnecssary things that won't make a difference . 

not just insane . dumb is part of the factor . or maybe there are more things around . there won't be just one method of course . many others just waiting for me to implement it . and now i've gotten to the next one . maybe this one would work after all . maybe ..

i hate you ..

i hate you ..

i hate you ..

i hate you ..

i hate you ..

i hate you ..

i hate you ..

i hate you ..

i hate you ..

i hate you ..

i hate this ..

i hate that ..

i hate everything ..

i hate .. hate hate hate hate hate