why can't everything just go the right way ? the way i want it to be . its so freaking frustrating . i don't even know why i get pissed off so easily now . im so tired of all these stupid crap . i wana return to my secondary school days where i don't fret over even these kind of minor stuff . im tired of moving on . how i wish time would just rewind . all everything would just stop and where it is and hope that it would stop getting worse .
you left me alone again today, i guess you didn't even notice it forget it i can't comprehend my actions and behavior i couldn't help you i couldn't do anything right after all .. sorry
maybe i will change my skin to rainbow colour soon . i guess people would get bored looking at green only right ? well, i will think about it and perhaps change it when i am free. today is a really busy and packed day due to tomorrow so i won't have time to change it tomorrow. i would leave it to saturday then !
mass pe today was kind of refreshing . we learnt thai boxing . which was like way cool . jennifer was in front of me . i could see that she was serious . really serious . jolene behind me was like joking to jennifer " heys . we know . we let you be our leader okays . relax ! " it was hilarious . and alarmingly it was the first time jeannette wished that pe would quickly end . guess she didn't enjoy it . i thought that it was okay . and the person teaching was quite humorous .
after that was chinese . sleepy and tired ! i was dying ! chee wee is so EVIL ! he called me meatball . and i retaliate calling him pocky stick ! he's the chocolate flavor .
ate magi mee during break . was craving for it . these few days i really LOVE magi mee . i could smell it everywhere . i think i am going crazy over it . ming sheng and dar was like advising me not to eat so much as its unhealthy . isn't it ironic ? healthy stuff are not as appealing as unhealthy food .
then went for 2 and half hours of maths lecture and tutorial .
after that was break ! ate again =X i am eating so much lately . jeannette influenced me with her " diet " way ! the amazing thing is my weight is not going up . well, jolene provided another reason why i am eating so much lately . but i shall not post it up ..
then was econs lesson ! the last lesson of the day . time passes so fast today . econs lesson was quite fun as ms kwok divided us into groups . so when we flashed the question, once we know the answer we have to stand up to answer it . my group consists of jeannette jolene and me . we kept changing strategies because we weren't getting points at all ! at first we changed it into me reading option A, jolene B, jeannette C and me again for D . but it didn't work at all . in the end we changed into one that worked . jolene was the " stand up girl " . she was responsible for standing up . jeannette will listen out for what other groups answer while i be the brain . i guess econs is the only subject that i understand . quite disappointed for my exams results because i read the question wrongly . expected too much for it and during exams couldn't perform well as my entire head was thinking that i have to score well . never mind . i would do better this promos !
just did this again . i got a different report . well people change right ? hence its not strange to get a different one as before . but its still as accurate as ever ! You Are An Attentive Curator ! you are a curator. You are straightforward and real, down-to-earth, and have a healthy respect for order and stability. These attributes, complemented by your desire to be surrounded by things of beauty, make you a CURATOR.
You don't feel the need to try everything new that comes along – you know what you like and what you want.
You are a no-nonsense person, not someone who falls for pretensions.
Being strongly grounded in the here-and-now, you are practical and realistic about yourself and your life.
You find comfort and calmness in your habits and routines.
Although others might not know this about you, you strongly appreciate aesthetic qualities, noticing whether something is well-designed and stylish.
You have a refined sense of taste, and you want your environments to reflect your preferred style.
There are times when you feel insecure and vulnerable, even though you know deep down that you are a good person.
You aren't narcissistic – you allow yourself to be realistic about your positive and negative qualities
You are balanced in your approach to problem-solving, not letting your emotions hold you up.
You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute.
You have a strong sense of style and value your personal presentation - friends may even seek your style advice from time to time.
you are attentive. Because you like spending time with others, understand their feelings, and often know what is best for them, you are ATTENTIVE.
Some people are merely concerned about others, but you take action, helping people when you have the opportunity.
Although you care about others, you are hesitant to trust them to act in the best way on their own.
You don't let your concerns with people go unnoticed: if someone has hurt your feelings, that person will hear about it.
People energize and excite you—you are able to have fun and be yourself when you're around others.
You also learn a lot about yourself by talking things out with people, even if you don't always share things that are important to you.
You have a strong sense of right and wrong, and you're not hesitant to express yourself.
Understanding the dynamics of a situation is an important skill that you have, and you often intervene to clarify things for others. statistics Confidence - 0 Openness - 16 Extroversion - 36 Empathy - 82 Trust In Others - 10 Agency - 24 Masculinity - 22 Femininity - 12 Spontaneity - 20 Attention To Style - 84 Authoritarianism - 92 Earthy/Imaginative - 74(Earthy) Aesthetic/Functional - 74(Aesthetic)
credits : personaldna.com
many times you lost me . history repeated itself again today .. i just don't know how to say it out in words
ever realised the fast pace everyone and yourself undertake in the morning? A few days ago while walking to school, i realised that everyone including myself was walking really fast out of house and to the mrt. Everyone was like participating in a brisk-walking marathon and trying to outdo each other. It was kind of hilarious when you slow down and observe everyone around you. Then i found out that when i decreased my walking pace, start to look at your surroundings and take in deep breaths, you would feel more relaxed and happy. You might think that its stupid to do this as by walking slower, you would waste time. Actually, this is a false. When i tried it out, i arrived earlier at the mrt instead. I guess its because you are relaxed, you eventually walk faster without yourself knowing it. And in the end, you feel happy but yet also arrive at the same time at your destination. Isn't that perfect? Another reason that you would feel that its not worth it is everyday you are taking the same route to school so whats there to see? Then, you are wrong. Things may seem the same on the surface, but when you look deeper, actually everything only " looks " the same. In fact, everything is different. Do you walk exactly the same path as yesterday? Do you see the same people while walking like yesterday morning? I am sure you might see some farmiliar faces but do they have the same expressions on their faces? Of course not. So in fact everything is different its just that our life is moving in such a fast pace that we couldn't even catch this nitty gritty details that comes in our way. Hence, once a while its great to slow down, relax and enjoy nature and life around you (:
heard this song when my music player was on random mode . felt that it was really nice ! (: listen to it if you are free ..
I don't have to tell you what it's like Day's with out you by my side They run together Like stormy weather In the Summertime
And I don't have to tell you how it feels To wake up in the night without you here
So wrap your arms around me Show you how you miss me Say you know how I feel
Stay a little longer Move a little closer Stay until you forget to leave Don't think my heart could take it Every time you go and break it The thought of losing you means losing me When goodbye is too hard to say... Stay
You don't have to look into my eyes To know how I feel tonight Smiling on the outside Dying on the inside To keep you here
You don't have to say another word You should know your thoughts can be heard Yeah, every time you kiss me
I know you really want me To help you change your mind
Stay a little longer Move a little closer Stay until you forget to leave Don't think my heart could take it Every time you go and break it The thought of losing you means losing me When goodbye is too hard to say... Stay
today had computing test ! dead . hahas . kind of crapped through or something ><
fixed my blogskin .. apparently when i place the imeem player, the entire code goes haywire . so there be no music till i find another player ! :D
dance was fun ! there were new people . 4 guys and 1 girl . the girl is xue er . now they are on probation period . hope they get in (: learnt new routines today . can't remember if its lyrical jazz or lyrical hiphop . quite cool . but we are still focusing on the techniques first . i need more practice ! i have some weird hand and legs coordination . can't remember steps . at least i can get the music's rhythm now :l last time was really bad . oh yeahs . and the music our dance instructor finds are always so nice ! love them ..
well pictures ! they were supposed to be uploaded last time ..
carrot cake that my ex-maid made . so nice ! the cake is so soft and the hazelnuts are soft and chewy .
the yummy muffins ! jam and chocolate ones . love both kinds !
jolene trying to copy jolin tsai . apparently she failed . hahas ..
thats all for today i guess .. (: got to do homework !
Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping You're in my head like a song on the radio All I know is that I got to get next to you Yeah I got to get next to you Sitting here turning minutes into hours To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone You don't know that I got to get next to you
[Chorus] Maybe were friends Maybe were more Maybe it's just my imagination But I see you stare just a little too long And it makes me start to wonder So baby call me crazy But I think you feel it too Maybe I, Maybe I Just got to get next to you
I asked around and I heard that you were talking Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep 'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh
[Chorus] Maybe were friends Maybe were more Maybe it's just my imagination But I see you stare just a little too long And it makes me start to wonder So baby call me crazy But I think you feel it too Maybe I, Maybe I Just got to get next to you
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do? How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do? How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do? How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do? How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you? Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you
[Chorus] Maybe were friends Maybe were more Maybe it's just my imagination But I see you stare just a little too long And it makes me start to wonder So baby call me crazy But I think you feel it too Baby call me crazy But I know you feel it too Maybe I, Maybe I Just got to get next to you Yeah, yeah, yeah I got to get next to you
spent a lot of time on a new blogskin . i don't know what to do . just some random patterns and all . gotta go study ><" tomorrow there is computing test ! and yeahs ..
FASHION COLOUR FOR NOW ! GREEN IS HOT ! <33
SPENT SO FREAKING LONG DOING THIS SKIN ! then i realised it cannot work in internet explorer . i wonder why . but forget it . i shall solve it next time .
highlight of today : weiqin sang in school . awesome ! best singing i ever heard . now melvin can shut up and believe that there is NO sound software . hahas .. hope she sings more ! all of us appreciate her ! (:
before i type my post . i would like to say this . everyone cherish your love ones because you will never know when they would be gone . credits to ying . who told me to check this blog out . it was of this girl, who had a boyfriend that passed away in army . im sure you've heard of it in the newspapers or television or even from your friends . after reading her blog , i cried . not because im feeling sad for her . but glad that she is trying to move on despite the tragic death of her boyfriend .
to me at that time . when i heard the news . the first thing that came to me was " is my brother safe " ? then, i realised how much my family members mean to me . not only them, but also all the people around me or maybe even the uncle whom you will greet everyday morning when you go to school . the next day, he could just disappear .
so people . please treasure every moment . every loved one . appreciate them and let them know how much they are appreciated . so that even if they go or if they see it from above, they know that they have not lived the past in vain . and if unfortunately, you have to go through this emotional torment, tell yourself to move on . tell yourself that they would be smiling and watching you from above . they would be happy to see you happy . http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
i hope she would carry on living .. happily .
for all that have passed are pleasant memories, even though none could ever be created now. just keep in mind that you've understood the pain of losing a loved one, and now treasure everything that you have had with him, and of course, treasure all your loved ones (:
THANK GOD ITS MONDAY ! and this is i guess . the first time i ever said this ! seriously . today was A FREAKING FUN DAY !! (:
arrived at school with two people bickering =X hahas . joyce and me were audience . hehe :P
had chinese test in the morning . totally flunked it . now all i can do is to await for the results .
ming sheng and chee wee were so high today during chinese lesson . everyone was going crazy . i guess when you are sick you will tend to start doing crazy stuff . ming sheng was using the collar pin as his dangling earring and chee wee was talking in high pitch .
during project work lesson, my group being the most crappy group with all the crappy members . they made me laugh ! they are SO FUNNY ! especially yang jie with all his nonsense . he was like borrowing my newspaper from me and showing everyone the page with this advertisement about slimming centres . so there was this picture of the lady before and after treatment . ash and ming sheng was so evil ! they were like " yang jie . show it to eng hwee " . so mean la !
after that was break . jolene was going crazy acting cute in front of my camera . took a lot of pictures . shall update it later . have to do my homework first . mr wen ate with us . we were like making sarcastic remarks . the good thing about yjc is that we have really friendly teachers and they are like our friends . we can joke around and all . shao wei was like saying he eating pineapples so he can abort his baby . i was like . i thought you're a guy ? he replied " guys cannot be pregnant mehs ? " lame sia !
then was computing ! as usual chee wee was freaking high . i think he's making my day . laughed a lot . his high voice and all . so freaking hilarious ..
during econs, jolene and i were going crazy . i was like exclaiming " hail to the bambis " and all . jolene would understand this =X hehe .. some secret code between us .
physics lesson was more crappy . mr phang was talking about air molecules then yang jie commented " gas molecules move so fast till we can't see them " SO LAME LA . mr phang was like totally frozen . hahas ..
pe lesson was a break for me because i was sick . i was looking at the class photos really in detail noticing every person and all . in informal sample one . all the guys were like having hand poses . i was like asking muthu " heys . you all gang up one arhs ? all have pose sia " muthu was like nodding . ming sheng one best . like some drama serial idol or something . shall not say what happened for guy's pe .
pc/ct was a new experience with husnain talking about national day stuff . melvin, my " mother " was laughing like mad . he was GOING CRAZY ! non-stop with yang jie . the two crappers . worse off, husanin asked both of them to sit together so it got worse . hahas ..
then was break ! and just for you program ! jolene, wei qin and me were high . freakingly high . toturing lucy and all . it was so fun ! so high ! jolene was like so crazy auntie spinning lucy around like some striptease show . i clipped up my fringe and she said that i resembled a village girl -.- hahas .
so today was really a fun day ! (: hope tomorrow would be better !
i love you when you try so hard to make me smile not knowing that im already grinning . i love you when you do funny stuff just to make me laugh . i love you when you feel sad knowing that im not happy . i love you when you smile and say hi to me in the morning when you know that i won't smile back . i love you when you try so hard to cheer me up . i love you when you don't mind my friends hanging around us . i love you when you give in to all my stupid and weird demands . i love you when you hate me saying sorry all the time . i love you when i see you putting in effort to talk and stumbling over your words .
and i love you when i know that you love me too ..
Sunday, July 27, 2008
i want to sleep . i want to sleep x 100 . i have a feeling im going to retain after all . till now i still can't finish my homework . so how can i even have time to study ? haix .. i should manage my time better . stop slacking ! im such a slacker . darn .
weiqin's room mate is so funny . taking control over her phone and smsing me . its not everyday that you get to chat with people from other countries isn't it ? they are just so cute . sad that he's leaving soon because from what i see he's brightening up weiqin's life !! hahas ..
im doing physics now . and wondering what i can do to make my workings turn into answers ! i need doremon !! ahhh ~!! blehs =/ so tired .. yawn . perhaps i should give up and go to sleep =X hahas ..
some things can't be spelt out . therefore its better to observe and find out the answer by yourself .. i realised that time isn't the cure to everything isn't it . seems like every thing is going down .. and i doubt it would ever be better .
im just afraid that in then end, it would just be me .. and nothing else
cough cough cough . when will i get well ? its sucks being sick ! ahhh ~! how can you even focus on your work when you're dying physically . darn . everyone is like eating chocolates, cakes, sweets and ice-cream in front of me . all i can do is WATCH ! i want to get well soon because blood donation drive is approaching and i want to donate !! the previous time i was sick . now history is going to repeat itself ? hence this time . im really good ! i drank lots of water . best of all . i didn't talk at home whole day today . it was full of actions . hahahas :P my family was like trying to understand . if jeannette was here they would not be so tired of guessing . eh weird . i can spell jeannette's name correctly here . but when i write on paper it would be wrong ! ahh ! so weird . haix .. don't know !
tomorrow there is just for you program . going to die ! because the chapter is thermal physics . my worst chapter . oh wait . when was i even good in any physics chapter ? whatever .. boring . dying . ahh . whatever . don't know what im even typing now . too sick to even think straight .
when both sides get tired and give up . it would be time to ..
today my maid woke me up at 5.50am . then i laid down back to sleep and got a shock when it was 6.05 ! LOL . felt so sick and tired ><><"
went around stalls .. ibrahim introducing the physics concepts ..
there's this dance guy in ai team dam gentleman la . sure got a lot people jio next time =X he takes the initiative to open doors not only for his friends but everyone and also asks his friends if they wanted to throw any rubbish . its like very gentleman ! people learn ! he sec3 nia already so gentleman le lor .. =p
then my ex-maid came over to my house to visit us ! last time she came and worked for us when i was K2 .. worked for us 6 years then changed employers to england ones . moved house to condo, then bunglow then now lives in sentosa ! which is freaking cool ! she came to visit us because she going to go to spain to work this november which is double cool ! her english is PERFECT . or should i say it has always been that way . hahas .. she's the one that helped me with my english since young ! :DD baked carrot cake with cheese on top for us .. and some muffins ! SO NICE ! xDDD going to miss her !
then met with jas . ate subway ! yumm ..
OMG ! ITS OLIVES ~~ !!!
then went for tuition . wasn't really paying attention . was feeling dam sick . hahas ><" was like talking to everyone using sign language . my tuition now has 3 yj, 4 ny, 2 sa and 1 aj . which is like omg ! suddenly so many le ! last time is like SOOO little . now suddenly don't know what happen -.- well .. im going to sleep ! so tired . need to rest ! because there is chinese exam on mondy . can't skip =/ hahas ..
i know that you love me . its the understanding part .. always saying the wrong things at the wrong moments . whats up with that ?
DYING ~!! the whole class is I REPEAT . DYING ! we got the virus again ! seems like our class has weak immune system . second time ever . the first time it was me who spread the disease around . now its husnain ! at first we thought it was jia kiang ! but he's innocent . the true culprit is husnain . he owned up . lols .. now im dying ~! and there is maths and science quiz tommorow ><" im the ambassador for my secondary school ahmad ibrahim . hope they are good juniors . i doubt my juniors would join anyways >< hahas . so it should be people that i don't know ..
kinda lazy to type out what happen today . can't think straight now . oh yeahs . jas crashed into our physics class . hahas . * bribed * mr phang . hahas . so cute la . she said that our class is quite clever . i was like you sure . only one pass in physics la . hahas ..
AHH ! THROAT PAIN ! need to sleep early tonight because going to wake up at 5.50am tomorrow . need to wake up and bathe if not i would drag myself to school and ruin's everyone's day . so oh well .
oh yeahs . i drank like 3 litres of water today . plain water only . not including others . DAR ! WATER IS GOOD FOR HEALTH OKAYS ! everyone should drink 2 litres of water everyday . and mine is only * a little * over . but more water doesn't ruin your body at all ! its good to clean out all the toxins in the body .
insecurity ..
Thursday, July 24, 2008
today was kinda a slacky day too . somehow i feel that this few days are slack . weird huh . a moment im struggling with everything and suddenly the teachers decided to give us a break and there's no or little homework . strange .
pe was fun . throwing javelins .. i could get the distance but the freaking stick don't want to pierce through the ground . perhaps wrong technique . but doesn't matter . after that was shotput . i was like telling hidayat " at first its too long . now its too heavy . wonder whats next " he was like laughing . hahas ..
after that we went to japanese cemetery in yio chu kang ! didn't take any pictures . thought that it was quite disrespectful to do that . so just walked around while our chinese teacher furnished us with knowlegde about the identities of the tombstones . from the size and the colour of the tombstones we could infer that some are really high ranked while the others are the common ones .
jolene was so funny today . because we were all occupied so we didn't notice her standing near us . then she was like saying in chinese " welcome .. thanks for coming . please come again " in that eerie voice . she shocked SO MANY PEOPLE . everyone was like shocked . hahas . after that she tried it on ren zhi 10 times . but he ignored her . which was freaking funny . hahas ..
when we arrived back to school we were only left with like 10 minutes for break which was kind of rush !! but its okay la . hahas .. had maths lecture and tutorial ..
break for 1 and half hours . ate again . been eating a lot lately . i ate rice with curry gravy . for people who don't know me . I DON't EAT SPICY FOOD AND I CAN'T TAKE IT . its not i don't want to eat them its just that i would tear when i eat them . other people sweat . i will tear . wei qin was like " omg . why you cry . spicy arhs ? " i was like nodding . jeannette was like " my lips so red . hahas " thats why i avoid eating spicy food because my body can't take it =/
the new canteen is like a incubator seriously . sweating like hell . xue er and dar were drinking hot milo which was out of the world kind of thing . we were like saying " you two are crazy " then they were like but its nice .. after that they were regretting their choice . fanning themselves with their hands .. hahas . so we decided to move to the library, a much cooler place . saw gisela on the way there . when i saw her i was like omg . must walk softly . cannot let her notice me . to my amazement jolene shrieked when she saw her . then all hell broke loose !
gisela rushed over to me and was like pinching my cheeks la ! i was like so stunned . and she is SO STRONG ! though she don't look like it . she's crazy la . i was telling her stop pinching my cheeks . then she told me to slim down . i was like its baby fats . even if i slim down it won't make a difference . she like hm .. why not try out liposuction . i was like -.- WHO USES LIPOSUCTION ON THEIR CHEEKS ! so freaking lame .
then went for econs lesson . bambi =X LOL . jolene would know what i mean . hehe ~
after that went home with wen jia ling lan and jia wei . then we were talking and all . jia wei was like saying " waa . your bf never send you to the mrt you don't feel sad mehs " i was like nvm its ok . he live so near the school nia . lols . ling lan added in saying " next time jia wei d bf ke lian sia . must send her back to her house " i was like " nono . is flat " then mimiking her " nono ! YOU CAN'T GO . OR ELSE WE BREAK ! " . jia wei herself was laughing like crazy . then i said imagine the next day her bf go her house with a lugagge . live with her better . LOL so lame la .. hahas ..
lastly .. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MINDY (:
anyways this site ling lan introduced it to me . news on our school floorball match . sounds so cool ! ahhh ~ sad i couldn't watch it live ! there are several articles there . can look around and check it out (: http://redsports.sg/2008/07/22/rjc-yjc-floorball/
forgotten to type this yesterday . on tuesday morning while walking to school . i took over melvin's role and started narrating .
" now she has thrown the javelin . its flying . omg . its flying so far . now where will it land ? its over the gate ! its moving further ! omg . is that a person i see ? but still a great shot ! ooh .. blood ! "
crap la =x shall not say who we describing . but its a compliment though . when i told jolene this today she was laughing like crazy . tell her jokes so nice . she will laugh d :P hehe ..
so sad today ! couldn't go watch floorball match . our school girls versus meridian jc floorball girls . although we lost . im sure that our school team had tried their best ! congratz on 2nd place (:
after assembly didn't go for extra gp lessons so we went to shoo melvin out of his hideout and took over . weiqin let me listened to her composed songs . and the songs she recorded in the studio . SO NICE ! her singing rocks and she can compose songs ! what more ! she was like asking us to choose one so she can send it as her exam piece . jeannette and me couldn't make a choice . they were so nice ! how can we choose ? ><"
i really admire people who can sing english songs . i mean its difficult ! especially the pronunciation is already a big factor . but her singing really rocks . melvin was like " wa . what programme u use arhs ? photos got photoshop . sounds surely have right ? i want know sia .. " he so evil la . want praise people also must use this kind of ways -.- just praise la ! she sing really nice . its a fact ! she was like saying that when she listen to it she will laugh . i mean kind of weird :X listen to yourself singing . hahas .
and she can sing high too ! although she is in alto in choir . but means that she have a wide range . which is pretty cool . better than me . sop 2 ._. can't sing high can't sing low . even alto i can't reach already . like what the hell . so pathetic ! blehs . call myself a choral girl ! :l
after that took a photo of jolene . she look like dumpling la ! lols ..
oh yeahs . gisela texted me a message saying " don't catch a cold and wrap yourself up like a dumpling . " i replied " isn't that jolene ? " hahas .. :P i mean her jacket colour really looks like a dumpling ! :PP
after that was chinese . was crapping with ming sheng and chee wee . tomorrow going to japanese cemetry ! our chinese teacher told us her encounter with .. hm . yeahs .
" when i was in jc2 . i was walking to school in the morning about 5.15am . because near my house there is this econs minimart so every morning during my journey to school i would pass by it . there is this children ride thing . you have to slot in 20 cents into the machine so it would move . so this morning i was walking as usual . then when i walked passed it . that moment, it started moving . so i was like maybe there was a 20cent coin stucked in the hole or something . but when i turned around i saw then the plug was not connected . i freaked out and ran all the way to the bustop "
so scary la ! if its me i will like can't even run . just walk with that stunned look or something . too stunned to do anything .
after that was break . did some maths .. jeannette was all on fire shooting jolene today . so funny . jolene was like going crazy . clipping her fringe in all kinds of ways .
i was too bored and started disturbing dar . took out his shoelaces . LOL ..
then was computing . its so difficult not to sleep you know ! ><" jolene was whispering to me " no way . i can't withstand the attack from the sleeping demon .. my eyes are closing " hahas . so funny ..
then was break ! again . yeahs . hahas . we have a lot of breaks ! slacked with jolene and jeannette in canteen . huiyu came over and we were like suan-ing jolene . melvin heard it . LOL .. and was like damn happy saying what eng hwee you have came over to the correct side . keep it up . like what the hell sia =X lols ..
after that went for dance . SLACKED ! walked with wen jia around the school . showed her the cotton plant !
so cool right ! hahas .. then we went to the hits for sports day ! so high ! with hakim as the DJ and stuff . dam lame la . kushank was like dedicating the song to his loved ones . hahas . yvonne popped by ! hakim was like " hi yvonne " x 5 . " you look good today " . yvonne was like hahahah . so funny . i wonder how she came in la ! she's wearing the JJC shirt so big . rofl ..
saw alvin doing CIP . LOL . no la . he house ex-co so need help out .. wen jia was like trying out . shoving up the soil in the long jump area . alvin claimed that the soil would become softer so when we land its not that pain . when wen jia was trying i was like " wa . foreign worker sia . practise from young . good " alvin was like adding oil to fire . hahas ..
video of alvin teaching her . rofl .. both of them . perfect foreign workers =X except alvin is singaporean only . LOL .. after that went to find jia wei and ling lan . jia wei dam pro la . jump high jump like nothing liddat ! MY IDOL ! LOL .. and tracey . dam pro . she run till the pole . she stop then she jump over . and she can do it . SHE CAN LIFT HER LEGS DAM HIGH SIA ! GO CANBERRA ! LOL =X mentally support . hahas =X
quite a lot people participated . good job guys (:
then went for dance . we tricked the seniors by giving them sweets wrapped in layers of newspapers first . they were kind of shocked . LOL . suwi was like " waaa .. so SWEET sia " literally la . LOL .. sharon was like telling us " WHO's IDEA IS THIS . I WILL STUFF IT DOWN HIS OR HER MOUTH " rofl .. so funny . then we had botak jones for dinner (: yummy !
after that jc1s went in and prepared the real farewell gift . a really nice DIY notebook . so nice ! they were touched and all ! (: hahaas .. after that took group pictures . petunia me and wen jia went to clean up the mess we made during dinner . kyung hoon was like joking with us because we were talking about spirits and all .
wen jia was saying that when she was young she can sense these things and said that to chase them away just scold vulgar . i was like i thought it will attract them more or something . she said when she was young her mum would scold . then she won't feel them anymore . kyung hoon was like freaking lame . he was like doing the " fcuk " sign and trying to mimic the scene when we see the spirit . so funny .
he was like making his own ways . ways to scare off spirits
1. do vulgar signs . like put your right hand in front of your left hand . then like secretive and all . then show the middle finger . DAM LAME LA . he really dam crappy . we were laughing till our stomachs hurt . he was like saying maybe we can like take our handphone and shine on our faces and scare the spirits away .
2. let them smell our armpits . DAM FUNNY . he was like mimic-ing the spirits fainting and all . omg . he really makes us laugh like crazy . if you were there you would have literally rolled on the floor laughing .
he was like teaching weiting because she was so scared . so funny . hahas .. he's really a funny guy . made our day . LOL .
after that wen jia and me were like finding places to throw away leftovers . then found out there were extra packets of botak jones . gave it to jiawei and some other people in basketball or something . they were hungry and we can't possibly waste food so gave it to them . we were like santa clause ! LOL .. funny sia :P
after that went home ! hehe . today is such a fun day ! :DD
no . i ain't selling shoes . you DID NOT go to the wrong web . yupp ! featuring .. ASH'S SHOES ! his new converse shoes in fact . very attractive . we were walking to the physics lab in the morning . jeannette and me were like walking and walking then suddenly his shoes caught our eye ! seriously ! green and red . CLOWN SHOES ! first time i see it i was like " gross " . then after that actually its quite ok . quite nice isn't it . hahas . special in its own way somehow .
then was physics practical . husnain stole the ball bearing from the lab . well . he denied it saying it was yang jie . so oh well . they were playing floorball with this . jolene was like saying she want to join floorball too because its like damn cool . i was like " sure . you can be the ball ! " =X hehe !
one and half hour of break ! did my physics definition corrections . i proved the theory again that only 2 friends and teachers can read my handwriting . first person is ling lan . i think she sit beside me for too long already . she can read my handwriting perfectly . next is jolene . i was so shocked because my handwriting really SUCKS ! its scribble . and its really pathetic . its almost going to become a straight line already but she still can read it . great minds think alike don't they (: and of course teachers . i guess they went for some handwriting workshop before . the best thing was that once the teacher told me " eng hwee . don't worry . i have seen worse " i was like omg . who is that poor fella . mine is already CMI !
followed by physics lecture, computing lesson and then econs lesson . as usual jolene never fails to make me smile . she's like so funny . during lesson i passed her my bear hair clip . she was like looking at it and clipped it to her hair . so funny ! then i passed her another one . she split her fringe into half and clipped it up . so its like middle parting . so hilarious ! i was like daring her to turn around and show muthu ibrahim . she was like no way . why should i let them laugh at me . hahas . so crap ! =p
then was maths lecture . kinda boring ...
after that was gp lesson . sat beside melvin and yang jie . was like the best period of the whole day . on par with econs lesson . yang jie was dam crap . he really can make us laugh with all his idiotic comments . syaf and i were laughing non-stop . because we were talking about this passage about adults that never grow up mentally . then he refered children as " cute little young bastards " . dam lame la ! and when ms mok ask han wee to answer the question .
han wee : what am i supposed to do ? yang jie : say your name, a little introuduction about yourself and ask her a question .
freaking funny la . the thing about him is when he jokes he doesn't smile . dam lame . he was like crapping like crazy . oh yeahs . peter pan , the boy who never grows up . because one of the sentence in d passage was saying that tokyo, london and uh .. what country was it ? =/ can't remember .. OH ! new york ! yeah ..
ms mok : they are full of entertainment and ? syaf : girls .
we were like laughing la . i mean those near him . then he was like " oh shit . did i just say it out loud ? " so funny .
then yang jie was like playing with the post its . i wrote " im a kappa " and pasted it on melvin . he was like giving me the disgusted face =x then i wrote " im a cute water bottle " and pasted on to my water bottle . yang jie was like " EEE ! " snatched away and pasted it on his . so lame . hahas ..
thanks (: you're always helping me and all . i guess you don't want your name to be mentioned here since you have never tagged my board . oh wait . i think u did before . hahas . but still thanks a lot (: sun + rain = rainbow .. you should tag though xP so i can feel all better when i see it again ! hahas .. thanks again (: aren't you honored ! hahas .. this section just for you lehs ! :P
i guess im going to close down my blog soon . since there's nothing to write . and everyone should be sick of all these already . who wants to read a blog full of sadness ..
everyday i tell myself that today would be a happy post but i just realised how easy you affect my life . should i scold myself pathetic or wad ?being so easily affected by people around me . it was a great day today actually . you pushed me down . and now its so hard to get up . im tired of even trying so hard . i don't have that much energy to make sure all parts of my life are going well .
i want to get back to the past . though i have never showed much concern to others . i have never felt this before . everyday all i have is a heavy heart . whats the point .
i can't make you smile . it kills me to see you sad . i can't believe how easy other people make you smile so easily . perhaps we aren't for each other . maybe its all a misunderstanding . i can't do enough . i am just not good enough for you . if i can't make you happy and im suffering . i guess there's no reason to carry on isn't it ? since at the end of the day . all i can say is im sorry ..
i repeated " cheer up " to myself more than 10 times a day, convinced myself that im really happy when i smile or laugh, told myself that im ok, im alright , im not that worse off, tried so hard to be concerned about others, put in my best effort to open up more, even trying to cheer others up when im sad myself .
ironic . how can someone sad cheer others up ? isn't it stupid trying to convince yourself that you are happy . trying so hard to look at the bright side . trying to stop your tears from falling . how can someone suck at so much areas ? everyone preached that no matter what happens you are at least good at an aspect . what a lie ..
its all going the wrong way . i ask myself what had i achieved in this year . why is it going down and down . when will all these be over . i thought that it had ended yet it never was . it was an abyss of darkness i had plunged into and there's no way out ..
im sorry that i wasn't there for you when you need me , im sorry that i wasn't good enough , im sorry to my parents for letting them down with these kind of pathetic results, i guess i never had made them proud , im sorry for letting myself down, sorry that i couldn't do anything to help myself up ..
Monday, July 21, 2008
melvin !!
Kappa are mischievous troublemakers. Their pranks range from the relatively innocent, such as loudly passing gas or looking up women's kimonos, to the more troublesome, such as stealing crops, kidnapping children, or raping women. In fact, small children are one of the gluttonous kappa's favorite meals, though they will eat adults as well.
when you are bored .. you will start to do lame things . i downloaded macromedia flash . and i played with it for like 1 hour . look at my piece of crap (: hahas !
it doesn't look nice with my blog background . but oh well . its supposed to be a white background . hahas . kind of crappy and cute at the same time xD
maybe my next skin would be this . time for a change . no more dull or dark backgrounds . instead bright colour ones (:
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Light. A tiny bright spot that was so minuscule, faraway from me. The never ending looming darkness towards the end of this tunnel dashed all the reassurancei originally had. Should i stay at the same spot or instead brace up and take a step into the darkness with hope that i would get out of this place eventually .. ?
slept till really late today ! 1pm ! a long time since i am able to sleep until i wake up or even get the minimum required number of hours which is 8 . there's a lot of homework to be completed today ! ><" physics only there are 4 ! which is scary ! because i really suck at physics till when i do questions i need a long time to even understand it . so hope that i am able to finish it . i still have eom to do .. blehs ..
Namiuchigiwa wo aruku kimi wo zutto mitsumeteita Tooku kara nee waratte chotto niteru dareka ni Last summer sou ano hi aishi hajimeteita yo You have a boyfriend shittete mo shisen ga hanasenai mama de Sonna fuu ni kanjiatte kitto kimi mo onaji de Mou sukoshi shinjitai kono natsu
Kimi ga soba ni iru nara nani mo iranai my love Sagashiteta boku no treasure Box in the ship yurenagara
oh-e-oh-e-oh e-oh-e-oh box in the ship
Ame ga kyuu ni furidashite kasa mo naku nureru kata wo Doushiyou mo nai kurai ni sotto dakishimeteita Mou nani mo iwanai de kono mama
Kimi to ikiru tame nara subete kanaeru your dream Tada hitotsu dake no treasure Box in the ship kienai de
oh-e-oh-e-oh e-oh-e-oh box in the ship Tadayou natsu no naka de mitsuketa takara mono
Kimi ga soba ni iru nara nani mo iranai my love Sagashiteta boku no treasure Box in the ship yurenagara Kimi to ikiru tame nara subete kanaeru your dream Tada hitotsu dake no treasure Box in the ship kienai de
Walking on the beach I’m looking at you the entire time From faraway, your smile resembles someone a little last summer, it seem like on that day love had begun
You have a boyfriend I know I haven’t stop looking, up until now like that, my feelings are the same as yours truly just a little, I want to believe, this summer
*If I go to you (You) don’t need anything my love searching for my treasure box in the ship while (the ship is) swaying
When it suddenly begins to rain the umbrella and my shoulders gets wet It can’t be help, in the dark, I secretly embrace you There’s nothing to say as it is
**If I’m with you I will grant all your wishes your dream there’s only one treasure box in the ship it won’t disappear
Drifting in the summer I found my treasure
*If I go to you (You) don’t need anything my love (baby my everlasting love) searching for my treasure box in the ship while (the ship is) swaying **If I’m with you (yea~) I will grant all your wishes your dream (baby my summer for your dream) there’s only one treasure (yea~) box in the ship it won’t disappear (yea~)
oh-e-oh-e-oh e-oh-e-oh box in the ship oh-e-oh-e-oh e-oh-e-oh box in the ship baby baby I love you oh-e-oh-e-oh e-oh-e-oh box in the ship baby baby only love oh-e-oh-e-oh e-oh-e-oh box in the ship oh-e-oh-e-oh e-oh-e-oh box in the ship
Credits: quynhk1 @ soompi
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Crimson blood stained the first snow in ages. Memories created from the past decade were still vividly in my mind, unable to be forgotten. The previous winter was cold, in fact, freezing. This winter, brightly lighted stars furnished the city with warmth. Yet somehow, my heart was as cold as the weather. Was it like this from the beginning? Or have something happened ..?
went to school early today to do project work . as usual the guys were late . have society evolved till the point where girls are expected to wait for guys ? i don't get it seriously . i wonder what they are really thinking . im already tired of nagging and all . sometimes i ponder over this matter, wondering if there is a need to even get frustrated over this kind of minor issue which should not even have happened from the start . i hate people that are late for important stuff, these actions should not even be tolerated .
after project work did some computing . was feeling too restless so gave up on it and waited for jolene to complete her . then we went to have lunch togther in northpoint's foodcourt . we discovered this new stall . they had dishes that were really creative and refreshing . it appealed to us, especially jolene so she went to try out some of their food . she bought rice with cheese on top with the thought that it would be something like baked rice . but somehow it didn't turn out to be as good as expected as the cheese was too little . hence the cheese's fragrance was not tasted at all .
then went home . took a nap . and went to meet jaslyn before tuition . ate baked rice in pasta mania . i love the baked rice there . totally crazy over it . im super addicted to baked rice now . in my opinion its better than the other western restuarants around . oh . i tried out chocolate mousse too . the serving was kind of small but its really nice . jaslyn and chee wee complimented it too . try it out sometime (:
went for tuition . our teacher started on a new topic, oscillation . it was kind of .. boring i guess . ain't really interested in physics anymore .
after that i went home ..
been thinking a lot lately . regretting about the choice i made which is to take up science stream . i have always thought that i was just lucky during o levels thats why i got better for languages than my maths and science . but after so much tests and all . i am really sure that im too weak in all of these . my mind is too slow in reacting . it really stresses me out a lot . sometimes when i look around, i realised that everyone can do the questions easily without any help . yet im getting stuck at every question and is getting help from friends around me . really sorry for bothering them . but i just can't do it .
all these stress were adding up . yesterday during ptm i just couldn't hold back any longer when my mum was talking to mr phang . guess i was too weak and all . im so tired suddenly . im not really made for jc education . i guess i just can't take the stress . i doubt anyone can understand how i feel . of being stranded at the back while others are moving on without any difficulty while im struggling so hard to even make sure i don't get single digits for tests .
it just goes over and over again .. it just builds higher and higher . gets heavier and heavier . then when i can't take it, it would just make me fall ..
i need someone there, i guess .. ?
i finally could understand what it means by so close yet so far .. everything seemed so perfect on the surface . yet who could have understood what was underneath . just like a tip of the ice berg, if you only look at the surface you could never have known the difference underneath .
every single person is like an iceberg . on the surface everyone looks the same but when you look underneath you will realise everyone has different depths, different thinking and different character . everyone is unique in their own way and also appreciated . you might not be appreciated now but somehow god makes it fair . there must be other areas you are better in .
so close yet so far .. i never could have understood what you were thinking i guess you would have never realised what i was like .. deep underneath
today was exhausting .. only had 4 n half hours of sleep . had pe in the morning then dance after school . little breaks today and only ate 2 buns for the entire day . great . and the thing is i don't even feel hungry . think im too stressed or something . kinda tired . just want to relax and all . i need a holiday !
physics test paper was given back . got some really crappy score . don't really want to talk about it .
dance was great . managed to cheer up . after that went to find my mum for parent teacher meeting . well .. never mind .
shall go do my homework or something . today's post is really short . not that i can't remember but just that i choose not to ..
im starting to feel everyone's kindness . perhaps when you look from the other point of view then you will start to appreciate the warmth that everyone is giving out . the kindness, care and concern, friends give to each other . im grateful . thanks ..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEANNETTE ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! :DD
there was a guest speaker today ! chief dietitian of Alexandra hospital .. she was so friendly and all . really enjoyed her talk ! well . learnt a lot of food nutrition knowledge from her . i learnt that fats around our abdomen area is caused by fats wrapping the liver . and the liver creates cholesterol and asian bodies are smaller in size as compared to caucasians in nature so our bmi chart has to be adjusted . oh and im in the healthy range ! wahahas :P okays .
and magarine is full of fats so don't eat them ! realised its good to be lazy =X im too lazy to spread magarine on to my bread . lols =p so i have a lesser intake of fats . and studies have shown that children that eat breakfast somehow score better than children that don't takes them . no wonder i always score better some how . i thought it was luck .. actually its breakfast ! wow (: breakfast miracles !
she also talked a lot about sugar and stuff . eatings fruits and vegetables . since i don't eat vegetables i have to eat extra servings of fruits per day to make it up . 4 servings of fruits ! omg oO i eat about 2 servings of fruits at home .. so i need another 2 at home (: lets work hard . hahas . to a healthy diet ! eat good and look good !
OH ANOTHER THING . i never knew pastries contain transfat !! i love them like hell . and she said something that people who have a sweet tooth would eat more than someone that doesn't have it in buffets . i proved that theory wrong ! i have a sweet tooth and i don't go for buffets not because i don't want its because my friends recommend me not to . they said i was wasting my money . hahas .. well . i go because i want to spend time and chill out with them ! so the money is worth it ! (:
the talk cut away my pe ! today was a sunny day FOR TENNIS ! and .. haix .. =l oh well . they going to make it up tomorrow i hope that it would be a great day too ! then i can try out tennis ~!
went for chinese lesson . our teacher showed us art works from " 向左走，向右走" and " 地下铁" as our textbook context is kinda related to it . i have to say they are beautiful ! and perfect for people who likes to read .. pictures ? oh gosh . what am i saying . well nevermind . thats why they say that picture speaks a thousand words isn't it ? :D i love the last picture from " 向左走，向右走" .. did they end up together ? it depicts two umbrellas . a green one and a red one which belongs to the guy and the lady respectively. but i guessed they did because the umbrellas were kind of leaning on to each other . so they must have ended up together ! (:
after that did maths homework .. seriously i feel that we don't have enough time to do our homework . its like we spend so much time in school . like today i reached home at 10.30pm . and after settling down and stuff . it would be 12.30am . so .. am i supposed to sacrifice my sleep when they preach that sleeping is important because our brains needs to rest . and so .. what happens to the homework ? seriously . teachers contradict themselves . some time we nid a breather too ..
then we gave jeannette her " birthday present " a really cute bear . we took like 45 minutes to buy it ! to choose the perfect one ! the picture would be shown later (: you would know how cute it is ! and its blue in colour ! one of jean's favourite colour ! xD she was quite shocked . hahas ..
after that went for maths lecture and tutorial . then ate lunch with jolene jeannette and dar . finally we gave jeannette her real birthday present .. everyone that paid for it if you don't know what we are giving . this is it .. a beautiful present that i wanted to buy it for myself actually . LOL ..
beautiful box ! =X
jeannette wearing the watch !
this is the bear that we bought . cute right =X hahas ..
then went for chinese listening compre . but first went to auditorium to mark our attendance ..
jolene have this adaptor thing that enables two earpieces to be connected to the ipod at once . those who are frequent readers to my blog would know this . jolene gave this caption " music connects us together " by earpieces of course . but i think its cute xD hahas .. and it really fits the picture and all . credits to jiakiang . thanks for helping us take the picture !
during listening compre i nearly doze off . the music played by 94.2fm is really .. nice . LOL . seriously i slept for like 5 minutes . that woke up in a shock thinking that it had started . so this cycle repeats until 3pm .. and seriously i was urgent . i mean needed to answer nature call . but by going to the toilet i would not be able to listen to the information required to answer the questions . so i just have to tolerate .. overall i felt that it was quite ok (: since my oral was horrendous .. i have to score for this one to make up for my A grade !
went to find wei qin and dar after that ! played with wei qin's bear .. lucy . hahas xD oh yeahs . i took a video of us playing with it . shall upload it a seperate post later as i would not want to risk it . blogger is giving me problems lately . i would not want to re-type all of this . would waste a lot of effort to re-think and stuff .
never mind . shall upload it now ! (: enjoy it . starring lucy, and wei qin's hand . laughter from jeannette and me =x
after that met up with ling lan and all of us went to study in the library . did physics questions . physics KILLS ME ! ><" so tough . im like asking all of the questions in the end .. well . practise makes perfect so i just have to try harder ! was quite bored so started taking pictures and all ..
then gisela came along . i heard someone saying " is this eng hwee ? is this really eng hwee ? " at first i was still thinking who was it . before i managed to successfully turn my head around she pinched my cheeks ! she treats me as a kid seriously . hahas .. she then started asking if we were free on saturday to go and celebrate with her, her lunar birthday . we were like full of doubts . nobody believes her . she's like melvin la . everything she says sounds convincing and not at the same time . well . in the end its true i think since dawn vouched for it . they made a lot of noise in the library before going off .
oh yeahs . she dew on my hand . and i drew back on hers ! now she belongs to me ! xDD
7pm . just for you programme commenced . did physics worksheet . was getting pretty pissed off and all . special thanks to MING SHENG , JIA KIANG , ASH , CHEE WEE AND DAR for helping me . and of course LING LAN ! :DD patience does the work ! hahas ..
after that went for dinner with bi kappa =X bi stands for bisexual . LOL . have melvin a new name . he's jolene's slave suddenly . lols . had fun in burger king . laughed it out . melvin was his usual self suan-ing us without pulling back AT ALL ! which was kind of .. dots . LOL . and funny of course . seriously when you need to destress all you need is him . hahas ..
oh yeahs . alvin became jolene's pet panda . we were like imagining melvin as jolene's slave saying " yes master " while holding on to a leash for alvin and all =x so mean and .. hilarious =x
we saw chen hong in burger king . i made a prank call .
me : hellos chen hong . where are you ? ch : huh ? me : there's project work today and all of us are waiting for you ! ch : THERE IS ? me : what ? YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW ! we have been waiting long ! ch : oh crap .. me : where are you now ? ch : home .. me : sure ? ch : okays . actually im catching a movie . the dark knight . me : i see .. with ? ch : uh .. my sis . me : really ? ch : YEAHS .. me : oh okays .. hahaahahhas .. anyways enjoy . there's no project work =X ch : YOU'RE AN ASS !
hahas . so funny . he was like so funny and all . we were having so much fun pranking him . he was so uptight and all . and it was his sister . they looked a like but we just wanted to make sure =X hahas ..
then my dad came and drove me home ! and here im . nicely settled down and going to start on my homework soon ! (:
Futari wo tsunagu ito ga mietara ii ne to Me wo tojita hohoemi wo ima mo oboeteru
Katachi no nai mono nara koware wa shinai to Dakishimeta nukumori ga nokoru yo
Anata no kaze ni natte subete wo tsutsunde agetai Haruka toki wo koete sore wa towa ni koko kara
Mou nido to hanarenai dakiai chikatta Ano yoru no amaoto ga kikoeta
Anata no kaze ni natte subete wo tsutsunde agetai Mune ni hibiku koe ga sore wa towa ni toki ga tomaru made
Aitakute aenai yoru omoi wo sora ni hirogete Tonde yuku yo soba ni iru yo Onaji kimochi de iru nara
Anata no kaze ni natte subete wo tsutsunde agetai Tooku haruka tooku sore wa towa ni todoku yo
Anata no kaze ni natte subete wo tsutsunde agetai Itsumo itsu no hi ni mo sore ga boku no kotae sa
Anata no soba de (ima anata no soba ni) Kaze ni natte (tada anata no tame ni) Tsutsunde agetai (zutto futari no ai wo ) (Dakishimeraretara) Tooku (mou hanasanai ) Anata dake wo (anata wo sore wa towa ni) Towa ni (saa itoshii hito yo)
Ima anata no soba ni Tada anata no tame ni Zutto futari no ai wo Dakishimeraretara mou hanasanai Anata wo sore wa towa ni Saa itoshii hito yo Itoshii hito yo...
Credits: caryncyh @ bww2 for romanization --------------------------------------------------
TRANSLATION
Eternally aka(Towani) by the Gospellers
(Spoken) Girl, without you here I can't eat, I can't sleep I can't even breathe without you I need you, I need to be close to you dear To have you home more gee I just wanna be where you are, let me love you
I still remember the time When you closed your eyes and said this with a smile "I wish we could see the connecting red thread Between you and me just like the legend"
The warmth when I embraced you, saying "We know something immaterial never breaks" Still linges on
(Hook) I want to be the wind around you To wrap your everything for you Through all the flow of time It's gonna last eternally Starting from here
"We will never be apart" We swore arms in arms I just heard the raining sounds of that night
(Hook) I want to be the wind around you To wrap your everything for you The voice echoing is gonna last Until the end of time
On the nights I miss you but I just can't see you I will spread my love in the sky To fly to where you are I'll be right by your side If you feel the same
(Hook) I want to be the wind around you To wrap your everything for you Longer, far longer We're gonna be together eternally
I want to be the wind around you To wrap your everything for you Any day, any single day That's my answer for you
(Chorus) By your side (Now I'm by your side) I become the wind (I'm here just for you) Just want to wrap you (Our love will always stay) (Once I got our love in my arms) To the distance (Never let you go) I embrace only you in my arms (It's gonna last eternally) Eternally (Come on my dear)
Now I'm by your side only for you Our love will always stay Once I got our love in my arms And I never let you go It's gonna last eternally Come on my dear
My dear...
Credits to FreeSpongebob and Melo20 and http://Sunboiled.tripod.com/gosepellers/towani.html
