I was supposed to do my computing homework that is due tomorrow ! In the end, I was watching PiLiMIT :X Gosh
And arron is so hot :X LOL . I think that was the only reason I wanted to watch the show in the first place . But now, the show gets interesting .
*SPOILER AHEAD*
I wonder if Ms Cherry is a kind person at all ! Gosh . Starting to get interesting . She's the one leading the detective group . Or maybe, there would be a twist in the end and we would all realise that she's the main mastermind ! Geez . Can't wait for the next episode . What kind of person would she be ?
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Was reading The Sunday Times just now . The first few pages were all about the terror event that happened in Mumbai, India . The way that described how the event took place . How they planned everything . I got so fustrated ! How can they treat human lives so lightly . This is not a game ! I wonder how do they feel when they pull the trigger . Just a couple of shots or even one shot and a life is lost .
How could they even do it . Or maybe they thought that human lives are worth nothing ? The lawyer was just on a work trip and suddenly it happened to her . The chances of her being held hostage and killed were so low . Yet it happened . Sometimes it makes people wonder how fragile human lives are . For a moment, she's alive and then she's dead .
The feeling of her family members . How worried they were . While all they could do was watch the news and await the news of her safety . Not only her . Those that were killed or injured . They were just living like what they used to . Doing their daily chores and suddenly, fate happens . Just because they were there .
It makes me realise how fragile humans are . So easily, we die ..
Perhaps, its time to count our blessings that we are safe . And also start cherishing our loved ones because it could be them or maybe yourself next ..
We can never predict life .
even when i'm saying it , i could feel the contradiction ..
Woke up early again today . Went to northpoint to buy thermal wear . Oh . And PASTA MANIA IN SUN PLAZA IS OPEN ! SMILES ! :D Anyone wana eat there ? Ask me along man :P But not too much okay . Recession :X LOL
Well Bought thermal wear . 2 sets . So expensive . Ate Japanese curry at the Japanese foodcourt for lunch . Not bad I guess . Aunt and mum were complaining about the ramen ><><" And they have to change their way of cooking to Singaporean's style if not how to earn ? x_x
Went to Causeway Point after that . Wanted to buy shoes . In the end my feet size is too huge . Don't have my size . A wasted trip .
After that went to buy STAMPS ! Guess this year, I'm really going to send those christmas cards out . Everyone who would be receiving it, be honored . You're one of the first few who ever received anything from me through post . LOL . Excited ? :P HEHE .
Oh and lastly, Happy Birthday to Jessica and CheeWee . Both of you, stop being so childish ! :X Grow up man :P Hehe xD Stay cheerful people .
Time to do computing homework . Due on monday . Bye :DDDD
Ps . I played maple for so long today . Shocked :P
"Save You" - Simple Plan
Take a breath I pull myself together Just another step till I reach the door You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you I wish that I could tell you something To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you And there're so many things that I want you to know I won't give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice Its drowning in a whisper It's just skin and bones There's nothing left to take And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better If only I could find the answer To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you And there're so many things that I want you to know I wont give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down I'll pick you up off the ground If you lose faith in you I'll give you strength to pull through Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall Oh you know I'll be there for you
(Ahahaha) If only I could find the answer To take it all away
Sometimes i wish i could save you And there're so many things that I want you to know I wont give up till it's over If it takes you forever I want you to know (Oh) I wish I could save you I want you to know (Ohohh) I wish I could save you (oh)
WHEE ! I'm back at home finally . My feet hurts . Blur ? No worries ! Shall start filling you in on what happened today :D
Oh wait . Before that I'm very proud to say that I've organized all my songs in the laptop ! CHEERS ! LOL . Okay . Well . Have to admit . I didn't arrange chinese songs :X I was too lazy . But the others are all well and good ! Very neat . LOVES <33
Today woke up REALLY early which is 10 plus . SO HAPPY . Finally one day I can wake up late . Which is like a total enjoyment . Do you know how nice it feels to wake up without an alarm clock ringing or someone waking you up ? This is like the best thing EVER !
So I arrived in ToaPayoh mrt station and saw ZhiPeng in his formal costume and Jas walking towards me . And ZhiPeng's friend . I remembered his name because it was really special . Kefe . At first when Jas told me I pronunced it in the way "Keith" then I realised its fe . It's a little different I guess . Jas asked me another question regarding the three pictures in the "Priority Seat" . Which was is the tallest assuming they all have the same leg length ? The answer is ..
*DRUMROLLS*
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THE OLD MAN ! Why ? Because he's slouching !
Now now . Don't grab things . No violence here ! :X
We parted ways when we reached Cityhall mrt station . Jas and I left for Marina Square while ZhiPeng and friend went to Expo for the IT fair ! I want a laptop T_T Oh well ><
And so we were trying to spot girls who wore high heels . Checked if they were walking in a straight line . It was a difficult task . We couldn't find any AT ALL . Most of them had only one feet that could do it . As in, the right feet would be placed in front of the left feet when walking but when it was the left feet's turn, it just went vertically outwards immediately . Quite disappointing . We haven't even reached the DISAPPOINTING PARTS YET !
We went into Prints to find christmas cards . Expensive ! And not the type we are looking for . So we moved on to MARINA SQUARE ! For the whole first part, I was complaining that I wanted to eat cake . So we walked and walked around looking for a place that sells cake which looks APPEALING . On the way we found FOX . Wanted to buy the beanie that I saw the previous time . The one that I bet my promotional status with ! It was already OFF the shelf . Which was a complete disappointment . I LOVED IT A LOT . Grey and pink stripes T_T I would do anything to get it ~ Darn .
We walked around Marina Square . Looked through Swensens, Andersons, Gloria Jeans, Hans, Secret Recipe . None appealed to me at all . After like 30 minutes of walk I think ? I spotted this shop in basement one . So we finally arrived in Changing Appetites . Found a cake that FINALLY appealed to me . So we went in . Great atmosphere . Quite dark :X (So you realised that I like it dark . LOL . Kidding :X ) The sofa is really good :X So comfortable . And the cushion is red ! Matching with my red tie that I wore today :P Ordered a Chocolate Truffle Cake . Didn't expect much of it . Thought it was just a normal piece of chocolate cake .
Here it is . Looks normal ?
YOU ARE SO WRONG . Its one of the best thing my tastebuds have ever experienced before . I didn't expect that sensation when I placed it into my mouth . It melted in my mouth . LITERALLY . It was THAT good . Normally, when I eat like half of it, I would get sick of it . But this one was different . When I finished it, I even wanted another serving ! But I had to watch out for my waist size huh :X
We saw the picture of Frankestein Mudpie outside and in the menu . Didn't think that it would be good because the picture looks REALLY unappealing . But I was surfing the web moments ago and read reviews that PRAISED this dish . Darn . Should have tried it . Shall go back sometime on . I'm sure it would be good .
I was really famished . So I ordered more food . Buffalo wings . Gosh . I could still remember the smell of this dish when I ate it in Jerry and Grills . But I wanted something else . So I ordered Texas Fries . Fries with cheese and bacon bits . I didn't really read what it was made of . There were pieces of onions that made their way into my mouth . Yummy . Didn't figure out what was the red stuff but it was really spicy ><
And something else happened . The waiter came over and gave us plates . He wanted to take the plate where my delicious chocolate truffle cake resided earlier which was then in my stomach away but in the end he took the fries plate . When he lifted the sides of the plate, he was baffled about the weight of the plate and just realised he had taken the wrong plate . His collegue near was laughing . At that time, I was also puzzled with what he was going to do with the plate with Texas Fries . Then at the moment when his collegue laughed, I finally realised what happened and laughed . Jas was laughing at my slow reaction :P In the end he was laughing and apologizing . So cute :P LOL . After that we continued laughing for like 5 minutes which was really evil but couldn't help it :X
Then I started looking around and saw something that really FACINATED me . Guess what ? There's student meal . And its much cheaper . Didn't realise it at all . So Jas got the benefit for not ordering earlier . Well . Never mind . I got the positive externality too by getting a taste of the chicken . Jas was really funny . There was this sauce accompanied . She asked what was it . I bet it was barbequed sauce . She tried it and replied that it was tomato sauce that was a little spicy . I was laughing like crazy . That's the first time I heard such description . I tasted it and confirmed that it was bbq sauce . I'm such a smart guesser :P
After that we strolled around . Didn't manage to get any beanie nor scarf that were nice ><" Disappointed . Oh well . Went to Toys "R" Us . I was SO high today for no apparent reason . Started laming Jas :P You rarely see me so GENKI-des okay :P So we went to our FAVOURITE section ! A variety of stuffed toys ! I immediately zoomed to get a stuff penguin . I took it to Jas and lifted the wing of the penguin . At the same time I said " CHOU SI NI ! ( which means stink you to death in chinese ) . She was like totally lamed by me . I started to use the penguin's beak and poked another teddy bear's butt . It was so funny :X Gosh . Then she took a husky . I did the same thing . The lift wing thing . She then made it seem like the husky felt that it was stinky and ran away . So hilarious :X What a fun place to be ><>
We finally found Christmas cards . Bought them ! :DD First thing that was accomplished after so long . Oh and we found this guitar shop at Suntec City . Was complaining to Jas how ugly the Hello Kitty guitar is :X Oh well . Biased comment . I hate Hello Kitty -_- I have no idea why too . But just somehow, it's look does not appeal to me in any way .
Time passes quickly when you enjoy what you're doing . So we walked back to the mrt station . Went to find the dress that I saw that time . It was gone too . So much disappointments . It was really nice . Faded purple off shoulder dress . Haix ~
I was late when I arrived at Yishun mrt . It was already 5.30pm . Went to the toilet and quickly changed into school clothes . Didn't bother to remove my makeup . Tied up my hair . Thanks Jas for the rubberband xD Walked all the way to AISS with my fastest speed ever . When I reached, guess what ? They were still waiting for the bus at YJC . Its like, I walk faster -_- I still had time to go to cheers and buy drink . Should have took my time to remove my makeup . Oh well . Forget it -.-
Everyone started saying that AISS is such a nice school . Beautiful and big . Petunia and I were like amazed by their comments . We never thought of our school that way . So we decided to appreciate it . LOL . Well . The school is quite nice . Hm .. And also they commented that our studio is really big . Petunia and I always thought that its YJC's studio that was small . So AISS's studio was the one that was BIG huh . Okays ><
Saw Jiahui, Krystal and a couple of others . The dance performance in a whole wasn't really bad . The dancers possessed really good dance techniques though I had to say they were quite messy ><
Oh anyways ! AI painted the hall's shutters RED . Changed the curtains to maroon too . Wow . Shocked :P They commented that now it looks like some fire engine thing . Its nicer than before I have to say ><
We had buffet after that . The food was okay . I guess it was good to the others for they had SO MANY servings . Candice shocked me . She ate like 3 to 4 rounds . I mean she's so small size . Well :P Others ate a lot too . We had a candle lit dinner . They switched off the lights suddenly . So I lamed them by saying AI is poor so we had this tradition to off lights in order to save money :X And they believed . Hehe . Kidding :X
We went to the washroom before leaving school . It was 9 plus at that time . Janice came up with this good idea to open the door of Jolene's cubicle . And somehow I became an accomplice . Opened it with my long nails . Petunia was trying to find a coin to open it . But I did the job . I was shocked that it opened so easily :X So I wanted to close it back . But Janice took hold of it . Then I went to use the toilet . Janice told me that she started to jerk the door back and forth . Jolene was so shocked . She was so cute :P She thought that it was her who did not closed the door properly because she was busy smsing . We were teasing her when we finally broke the truth to her that we were the ones who did it outside the gate . Instead of getting mad, she even complimented that it was cool . Gosh . She's really cute .
After that went home . Had a great bath . Cold water . Felt so refreshed when the cold water hit my face .
Oh . Almost forgotten . Pictures I took in the mrt :P
Candid picture of Jas :X Its cute okay ! I didn't post the ugly one up . LOL . She blackmailed me saying if I posted it, she would post my ugly picture up too . This one is really cute .
Well . Time to stop blogging . Exhausted ><
Tomorrow going out to buy stuff for the upcoming Japan trip . And guess what ? I haven't complete the computing assignment due on monday . I'm so dead -.-
Oyasuminasai .
Ps. I learnt new Japanese words thanks to Jessica who lent me the disc . Telephone - Denwa
Left - Hidari
Right - Migi
Water - Mizu
Milk - Gyuunyuu
Coffee - Koohii
no matter what happens . follow your heart and you can never be wrong .
Thursday, November 27, 2008
730th post . Wow . That's a lot .
Guess what . My laptop is lagging like mad now . I closed Windows Media Player like few minutes ago and the music is still playing . Cool right !
Haix .. I hate computing . I mean .. I suck totally at practicals . I can't comprehend them at all . They are like taking over control of me . No matter what I do, there would be errors . So sick of it . Darn zz . And there's not much time left .. AHH ! Why are the holidays so busy ? ><
accentuation . PATHETIC .
not much of a friend i guess .. haix .
why can't i do anything right ? zzz
I didn't do anything today ! Can I don't blog ? Its going to be one boring post seriously .
1. Went for dance
2. Muscle aches
3. Tired
4. Watched TV
5. Ate instant noodles for lunch
6. Used the computer
7. Nothing else ..
Tomorrow going out . YAY ! But the point is .. My wallet is on a diet .
Okay . Yeah . Its late now I know . I mean EARLY -_- I'm insane . I mean HELLO ? The time now is like 1.47am in the morning . How can I possibly think straight ? The only thing is that I'm taking a step nearer to the vampires ! Edward I'm coming ! :P
Well . So what happened yesterday ? Went for dance in the morning . RUSHED out of home . I thought I got the time wrongly and in the end Jessica got it wrong . So yeah . Well . Never mind . So I reached school, saw Stephanie . Passed her Jolene's Engineering Quest Certificate thinking that I might not meet her . Well . Fate got us together and yeah I saw her . Then Steph came along with the certificate " Jolene . Your cert . Just now the whole school announced sia . Then a lot people clap " . Jolene was laughing like mad . Yeah . Because we both knew that IT WAS TOTALLY FALSE . I got away, leaving for dance .
Well . Mr Lak and the art people came in today . Finally, I can get my steps right . And the counts are getting better . I thought I could never figure it out or something . Thank goodness ! :D Now Dapheny says we need more MENTAL training . As in, the only person that is in the SUPERMODEL thing is only Kyung . Sadness ~! But I must be the one most out of it . Thanks to Ms Chua, I've got a new nickname . Druggie . Any reason ? Because I always seem like I'm in a trance . That's too nice . Basically I'm just too blur and unfocused . Oh well ><><
Thanks for Jolene, Shannon and Melvin for waiting . They waited for like an hour plus ? I was really hungry and I guess they were too . I was jumping all around like a kid . I don't know why . But today I'm in a "KID" character . Jumping and skipping around . A little weird in the head perhaps . But tired . Yes . My muscles are aching like crazy . They have a mind of their own already . Trying very hard to walk like a model . Been trying to walk in a straight line . THATS SO DIFFICULT . I mean its crazy . Weird . Any word for it .
Well . So after much DISCUSSION of only SHANNON'S COMMENTS ~ We decided on Subway . He said " anything anything . you most choosey one . you choose bahs . " Thats what he told me . Then everything we propose, he shoot down . In the end, we ate subway AGAIN . Luckily history did not repeat itself . I mean .. 4 of us AGAIN . And we're eating SUBWAY . Weird huh . Lots of funny things happened . I can't remember them somehow . I remember myself laughing and almost choking on the food . Let me recall ..
Oh yeah . Anyways, how do I say this in english ? The sight of Melvin eating is horrible . He over estimates his mouth size, and hence the food keep YEAH . Then he have to push it in with his hands . Hilarious . Regarding the other matters .. The hilarious parts , let me consult Jolene and Shannon first . Because I seriously CAN'T remember . Oh yeah . This is the funniest joke ever . Because there was rubbish . So Melvin told Shannon " Remember ? I taught you . Step on the feet and the mouth opens . " At first I didn't find it funny . After Melvin demostrated it . I laughed like crazy . Its like , step on the feet . Pain . Ahhh . Then the rubbish goes into your mouth . Gosh :P
Shannon was being shot down by Melvin because of the "I can't speak well and hear well" ailment :X No wonder the queue was like stucked for a long period of time . Melvin had to be the translator between the subway people and Shannon . He couldn't hear what they were saying and vice versa for the Subway guys . Oh well . SPEAK LOUDER ! We're trying to listen already ! Help us a little over here okay (: You don't sound bad and yet why do you speak so softly ? ><
Went to Artbox to get stuff . Bought a purple rubberband ! YAY :D Finally .
Popular was fun . Got red shiny starry wrapping paper on impulse . I mean it's really awesome and I bought it and yeah .. I don't know what to do with it . LOL . Okay . I shall wrap some christmas presents with it . Shannon was looking for colour pencils . Jolene insisted that he shouldn't buy it and she will get it for him as a christmas present . Haven't thought of what to get yet for them . Well . I'll think later . Something from Japan ? RECESSION ! ><
Next, helped Jolene to write letters for the Cambodia kids because Melvin is going there to cleanse his soul . I mean he NEEDS it . Why ? A question easy to answer and obvious to see . Guess what he did to Jolene AGAIN . LOL . Changed her profile . Set a really NICE ringtone . And yeah . Made sure she was in AMK hub or in a place with a lot of people zooming across . Then a sms or phone call . TADAH . Millions of eyes glaring at her . He was trying to make me be part of it . NOOO WAY . I opposed till the end . But I didn't know if it succeeded anyways . Oh well . He's going off in like few hours time . Bon Voyage (:
In the evening, got a lot of addresses . For you-know-what reasons . And some people are just too NOT TRUSTING . Didn't want to hand it over . Jeannette was the only one who didn't doubt me at all ! PEOPLE ! People are kind (: Trust everyone around you a LITTLE more okay :D
Midnight, went to Changi Airport . Mum and Aunt came back for Macau . Heard that the air pollution over there is ridiculous . And it wasn't as fun as expected . Oh well . At least you had a different experience :D
To end off .. Thanks to Jaslyn (:
Scorpio Strength Keywords:
- Loyal no idea .. - Passionate eh ? - Resourceful LOL . I'm a dictionary and an entertainer .What more ? - Observant i love to observe around me . everyone is different and unique . its kind of interesting (: - Dynamic when i want to ?
Scorpio Weakness Keywords:
- Jealous this is SO TRUE . And I hate it .. so much . - Obsessive I'M ONE OBSESSIVE GIRL ~ - Suspicious Always .. hate this too . - Manipulative Guess so . tries not to be . But its not working ? - Unyieldingwell .. we have a mind of our own ? :P It always " Unless you convince me, or else GAME OVER :D "
Scorpio and Independence:
Scorpios are fiercely independent. They are able to accomplish anything they put their mind to and they won't give up. They are perfectly suited to being on their own. They are not social butterflies like some other zodiac signs and some actually prefer to live on their own that way there is never any issue of who controls what at home, they like to be in control.
independent ? I love to rely on others. The feeling is good but I still strongly believe that in desperate times, you can only look upon yourself . Sorry ><
well .. accomplish anything .. studies perhaps ? its working i guess ..
perfectly suited to being on their own .. I hate being alone but I guess I'm fine that way too .
I like to be in control . But I love surprises too . I feel that most of everything is in our own hands . either we do it, or .. you DREAM ON . Come on . its not gona happen if you don't fight for it yeah ? ><
Scorpio and Friendship:
Relationships with Scorpio are always complicated, just like the person, their relationships are a series of extremes, they can even be downright moody for no apparent reason. Scorpios are known for their possessiveness and jealousy but on the other hand, they are extremely loyal. Scorpios have an excellent memory and combined with an inability to let things go, they can hold a grudge against someone who did them harm forever, in fact a Scorpio rarely if never forgives and forgets. They will even go as far as get vengeance on the person. On the other hand, they will always remember a kind gesture forever and repay it. Any kind selfless gesture done to a Scorpio will gain trust and respect which is extremely important to them in any relationship, either romantic or not. The best advice is to be honest with a Scorpio friend and in return, you will gain an amazing friend you will never forget and who will be loyal to you and never make false promises. Their truthful and shocking sense of humor if different than that of any other zodiac sign and the Scorpio makes an amazing, powerful interesting friend that can be trusted.
downright moody for NO APPARENT REASON . BINGO ! possessive and jealousy . you never know how much to that extent that is . i try so hard to act like i don't care . but its working . HAHA . but its dumb too -.- can't let things go . that's right . i can't forgive and forget . i believe that others treat me the same way too . some things that i've hurt others .. i can't forgive and forget myself . and i don't expect them to . i mean .. the wound is already inflicted . even if it recovers, the scar remains there forever .kind gesture . DUH . everyone wants to be appreciated . if you treat me nicely, i be nice to you for the rest of your life . Truthful and shocking sense of humor . now if you're refering to my straightforwardness . thats a litle wrong . my humor is a little off sided . i'm always evil . that's the way i am . sorry yeah :P i try to be really nice sometimes but thoughts . i can't control them . mischevious is the right word . but no matter what, they are all teasing only . hurting someone is never my intention AT ALL .
Scorpio and Business:
Scorpios make excellent doctors, surgeons, scientists and leaders, they are perfectly suited to any form of business that makes a difference in the world, greatly impacts people and society and a most importantly, Scorpio has to be in a power position, this is why these careers are suited to the Scorpio, they all demand one person in supreme control giving orders and leading a unit of people/practices. In business, Scorpios tend to easily gather wealth, they make very wise business decisions and they are very conservative about spending their money. Scorpios are known for making money and hiding it, they will not announce it due to to fear that others will take the same route and becoming a possible competitor, or worse try to use the Scorpio to their advantage to use them for their money.
Scorpio and Temperament:
Scorpios are extremely ambitious, persistent and determined which is shown through a power hungry, controlling attitude. Not in a stubborn sense however, because a Scorpio will work for what they want and control will justified reasons. This is obvious to any onlooker. A Scorpio never gives up, they are so determined to reach their goal. The key to this success is their flexibility. They are able to re-survey a situation and take a different approach if necessary. This makes them very adaptable and versatile. Scorpios are fierce competitors, combined with their powers of observation and their excellent memory, they will recall facts and when necessary, bring them to the table at the time of need. They will win justly, with proper facts and arguments to support their thoughts and opinions. Scorpios are excellent at restoring order to a chaotic situation and they are just as capable of manipulating for their own greed and benefit. The un-evolved Scorpio is a very dangerous person because they use their powers to benefit only them and step on other people in order to satisfy their own greed.
Scorpio Deep Inside:
Scorpio is the most misunderstood of all astrology signs. They are all about intensity and contradictions. They like to be aware of a situation and always know what's going on, figuring this out with their probing mind, on the other hand, they are interested in the occult, the paranormal, conspiracy theories and other types of similar unknown mysteries. They are very capable of hiding their true feelings and motivations, they often have ulterior motives or a hidden agenda.
misunderstood . THATS RIGHT . I hate this ! I always want to know the whole situation . not just a little . everything . so that i can be in control .hiding true feelings .. not really hide . i don't want to say it out . thats all . ulterior motives . i feel bad for that . its not really ulterior . its just OBVIOUS but no one sees it and sometimes it becomes a little ...
Scorpios are all about control, they need to be in control at all times. To be out of control is very threatening, even dangerous to the Scorpio's psyche, when they control, they feel safe.
insecure . something that i would never want . i hate the feeling like crazy .
Scorpios are very emotional, their emotions are intensified, both good emotions and bad. Negative emotions of jealousy and resentment are hallmarks of this turbulent astrology sign. On the other side, Scorpios are well known for their forceful and powerful drive to succeed and their amazing dedication. Scorpios are constantly trying to understand their emotions through finding a deeper purpose in life.
the last line . i think maybe sometimes .. i'm thinking too much . way too much .
Scorpios are very intuitive, but not as in a psychic sense, more as intuitive into the human mind, they have a great understanding of the mystery and the power of the human mind. Scorpios have a fear of failure which they keep hidden extremely well, should their confrontation not be successful, or their career fail, they will simply use their adaptive skill to quickly move and and leave the bad experience behind. Do not ever expect them to fess up or share their tale with anyone however because this shows signs of weakness and Scorpio always wins, they are always the self-proclaimed best! One of the reasons they seem like they always accomplish their goals is because they set tangible short-term goals that they know they can accomplish, they know what they are capable of and this is what they go for.
yeah . aiming high . practicalness . is that what people call it ? to me, aim for something u know that you can reach . after that, achieve it and be proud of yourself . signs of weakness . they are just .. a little .. hm ..
Scorpios are very weary about trusting anyone, a person needs to gain their trust and this gets built up over time and once all the 'trust tests' have been passed, Scorpio loves deeply and intensely. Underneath the cool exterior, energies and emotions are constantly flowing but the Scorpio deals with this be channeling this into useful activities, hobbies, relationships or a career. This is never apparent to the outside observer but knowing this fact explains why Scorpios are so passionate about whatever it is that they are undertaking. Scorpios have powerful instincts and they trust their own gut feeling which is another reason why a Scorpio seldom fails. The ongoing lesson in life for those born under the Scorpio zodiac signs, is to channel their powerful energy into positive goals and not succumbing to the darker forces in life such as manipulation and greed, they will then have great success in their life and have a clean, happy conscience and a circle of friends they can trust and hold dear to them.
not your fault . but i really feel that its so hard to trust someone . as in let someone into your world . it takes a lot of time . and if you don't have the patience, you would lose me eventually ..
Scorpio in a Nutshell:
Scorpio is the astrology sign of extremes and intensity. Scorpios are very deep, intense people, there is always more then meets the eye. They present a cool, detached and unemotional air to the world yet lying underneath is tremendous power, extreme strength, intense passion and a strong will and a persistent drive. Scorpios have a very penetrative mind, do not be surprised if they ask questions, they are trying to delve deeper and figure things out and survey the situation. They always want to know why, where and any other possible detail they can possibly know. Scorpio's are very weary of the games that other people try to play and they are very aware of it. Scorpios tend to dominate and control anyone that lets them, or anyone that they find weak. The person that a Scorpio respects and holds close to them is treated with amazing kindness, loyalty and generosity. On the outside, a Scorpio has great secretiveness and mystery. This magnetically draws people to them. They are known to be controlling and too ambitious but only because they need control for this makes them feel safe.
i hate it when i realise that they are playing games around . and sometimes the victims themselves dont realise it . so obvious and yet .. i guess i shouldnt be bothered about other people's lives ? but .. well ><>
What it's Like to Date a Scorpio Woman:
Scorpio woman is very emotional, very demanding and very demonstrative. She is full of flair and intrigue, a fascinating woman that the strong A-type personality male will adore, for she presents the right amount of challenge with the right amount of rewards. The Scorpio woman is the ultimate seductive, flirtatious woman. She won't give a man her heart very easily because she is weary of trusting another person. The man will have to go through a series of 'mental testes' in order for the relationship to get solid and close. She may not show it, but she wants a close committed relationship. Ion order for this, the man has to be trusted, has to be affectionate and never try to control her. She is very possessive but the Scorpio woman is so full of mystery, sensuality and passion that most men do not mind being possessed by her.
... >< ? only the part where " mental closeness thing " is valid i guess . i mean .. well . it takes time for someone to be entirely trusted and hence let into my world . and even we dont trust scorpios entirely too . we may seem so . but this wall .. i need it . a lot . the last line . i have no clue . i think its so FALSE .
How to Attract Scorpio:
Never be fake with a Scorpio, they can see it a mile away. Be genuine with your comments and listen to them attentively, (they always have something interesting to say so this is never a problem!) Do not try to hide things from them or tease them, they always have to know what is going on. Remember, they are the only ones that are allowed to tease and present the mystery and intrigue! They like frankness and honesty, speak your mind they will respect that. Scorpios are interested in almost all activities, so finding something to do should never be a problem. They are unpredictable and could change course of the date mid-way though so take these last minute changes with a smile and try something different. They like people who are not afraid to ditch a plan and try another. In conversation, do not tell them that their opinions are wrong or shoot them down, they are too proud for this and even if it is a joke, they might not take it with the humor that you meant. Never try to control them but do not be the damsel in distress either, they like strong, real people with driving ambitious personality like theirs.
lastly, songs again ! Gosh . I'm falling in love with Hyori Lee . These 2 songs made me feel so .. Its awesome . serious . Please listen to it . And you would realise that you've yet found any song worth hearing .
Scolded - Hyori Lee
Don't Love her - Hyori Lee
i'm such a kid . so easily you lift my spirits .
and so easily, you push me down the cliff then catches me again
Past few days or should I say even now, I've been wondering where are my holidays . Been so busy for dance and stuff because of the Japan trip coming up . Nope I ain't complaining that I don't like dance practises . But the point is, holidays are going to end soon and I still haven't done anything yet . As in, I don't feel relaxed at all . I hope the Japan trip can loosen me all up . I'm so tensed up seriously .
Most of the time I'm tired and irritated . Sorry for all those . And well, didn't really want to spread those depressing stuff but somehow .. it just works that way . Promised WeiQin that when everything ends, we shall have a talk and CRY everything out . I seriously want to get it all out . Its all been accumulating and so .. yeah .
Can't even take a break . With so much homework and dance to cope with, I guess its true when teachers say that the TRUE holidays are after A levels . And guess what ? I'm aiming for all As and Bs . I hope I would live to see that . I mean .. I got a shock when I saw my O levels certificate too . Thought that I would get a couple of Cs and perhaps even fail . Glad that none were there to spoil my entire cert. AND future .
Plus, I've been sick for quite long already . This flu ain't getting away and its getting worse . I miss my mum . She's coming back at midnight today . Or should I say tomorrow ? I suck with time . Yeah . So .. yah . You get what I mean .
Been wondering in these days, who would have a smile that is true . I mean, everyone seems to be having so much problems and I'm one of them . If I could, I wish that all these would fade away and then all I'm left with is laughter . Not possible is it ? At least lighten the load . I'm tired . So tired . Looking around me, everyone's having problems too . Or maybe, they be happy . At least I'll feel better .
I'm so tired of superficial friendships . Darn .. Forget it . I'm getting irritated again . I guess we just don't have time for one another now . Busy with our own stuff and our OWN life . And perhaps I have never been .. Never mind .
Time to get ready for dance practise . Staying back in school to continue my homework with Jessica and Sahira ..
Ciao ~
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The best a girl could ever get .. listen to the song . and you will understand (:
Currently : Going crazy over Wheesung's songs . LOL . Nope . He's not handsome I must say . A little above average but his singing rocks . All his songs are so nice ! I think most of them are love songs . Oh wait . All of them . The first song I went crazy over was Seven Days . A song so sweet that would make anyone melt ! :P <33>
Okay . Shall start on what happened today ! Went school real early . Reached around 8am . Went for physical training ! Sometimes, people give really weird excuses to escape from things they don't want to do . And its really weird . I mean, at least give a better excuse ? Oh well . Ran 2 rounds around YJ . Not really around YJ . Its like far . The border of our school till YSS and JMPS . Quite far . We did walk a little .
After that did cool downs which was MORE CRUNCHES AND PUSHUPS ! YAY ! -.- Okay well . The morning sun was shining brightly on our faces while we did these exercises in the basketball court . YingZhu taught us the correct way of doing crunches . Not really "correct" but the way to do it so our tummies would go FLAT ! And not just do it for the sake of doing it . I also found out that after you do crunches, you have to stretch your adomen muscles, or else you would get 6 pacs ! Now that won't look good on girls would that ? So LETS WORK TOWARDS A FLAT STOMACH ! :P
Okays . After that, felt like I was going to die . Could still feel the muscle aches from dance practises previously . This entire week, I have DANCE ! And GOOD NEWS ! Either my weighing machine got faulty, if not a miracle just happened . I lost weight . Seriously . I think the dance practises are working .
Well . Still trying to get the counts right . Guess I'm not the only one . Overheard the seniors saying the same thing . Lucky I'm not the only one feeling that way . I'm trying so hard . Even tried to find the song we are dancing to, but to no success ! Darn . I wanted to try and listen and then perhaps I could make some improvements . Its kind of all messed up in my minds . We are going to complete the song soon . A really long song . Slow by Kylie Minogue . But its obviously a remix, I mean the original song is not that short .
Trying hard . Just watched "Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2006" yesterday afternoon . Wanted to see how they walk . And its so true . Not all of them are REALLY PRETTY . But once they are out on the walkway . MAN . They are gorgeous . Its the atttitude that counts . I'm trying hard to polish up my movements . Thanks to Ms Chua, for the long naggings :X But well . At least I feel that its getting a whole lot better . Thanks to all the seniors and friends that bothered to help though I'm such a SLOW learner .
Did maths after school with Sahira and Jessica at northpoint's library . Quite a quiet place . And gosh . I've forgotten everything . Time to revise ! I'm like asking Sahira every question possible . For the entire time there, she was helping us and herself did 5 questions while I did NONE . Couldn't even complete one . Just kept skipping and stuff . Jessica was seeking help too . Gosh . Worked too much of our muscles, and now our brain is weakening . Time to strengthen it ! Due date for computing practical is next monday . Got to rush and finish it all up . And Physics worksheet . Have to hand it in soon . Have to dig it out . No idea where it is .
I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO ! I haven't packed my stuff yet . Made me feel all guilty . Jaslyn packed her closet, table and others while I'm at ZERO point . Nothing has been done . Its still a messy room with worksheets stuffed into drawers that are bloated and would puke any moment . Now my english is getting weird . All these dance practises are driving me insane .
Decided to get the beanie at Fox . And also the scarf that goes with it . Going Citylink this friday, after dance . I want to check out the dress that I've been eyeing the last time I went . Wonder if its still there . High chance its not . But its so nice ! Got to bring enough money though . But I'm BROKE . Well . Just see what happens then . In the evening, we're going to AI . Crash their dance . LOL . Kidding -.- Sorry . Really going crazy .
Now lets have a sneak peak in my closet ! I'm curious myself to see what clothes I have ! :D
Yeah . Thats all I have . Not a lot of clothes I know . But not going to expand my collection . Can't be bothered . Sometimes, its so difficult to find something that really looks good on you . I realised I have like 12 that are either events or class or other shirts . More then the number of clothes that I wear out . Scary yeah :X
Okay . Time to do some maths .
Mina-san , oyasuminasai .
i feel that the world is closing in and yet i'm still not being heard . trying so hard for dance and somehow, it doesn't really make a difference . guess it really lies in confidence huh . how to get confident when you can't dance well ? haix ..
3. Watch more supermodel videos on how they do catwalks .
Well well . Its time to be a supermodel . Studying ? Forget it :X Kidding . I need to get this stupid "blur" look off my face and start having attitude ! Ms Chua said that I looked like I'm in a trance most of the time when actually I'm not ! Just somehow I look like I'm daydreaming or something .
CONFIDENCE ! Someone sell me some . How to make yourself feel like you are really good ? Now that's difficult . Or maybe I should learn to walk in heels because Dapheny said that walking in heels would help a lot in the walking posture . WALK WALK WALK . WALK PROPERLY .
Today went to send my aunt and mum off at Changi Airport . Been long since I've stepped foot there . They are going to Macau . Have fun :D
And so we had time so went to Terminal 3 for the first time ! ><" Yeah I know . I'm so outdated but at least I'm there already ><
Hence, we boarded the sky train ! :DD
First thing I saw in Terminal 3 . Its so cute . I didn't pay attention to the Disney characters beside it . Aunt was wondering why I was taking a picture of this instead of the Disney characters . I have no idea too . Just feel that this is more fascinating !
The hotel connected to Terminal 3 .
The real version !
That Japanese message ~! :DD
After that, ate chocolate fudge cake in Terminal 1 ! Well . Ain't as good as I expected . It taste just like a normal cake shop around . So quite disappointed .
Yeah . Kind of a lame post really . Been slacking the whole day seriously . Didn't really do much . Muscle aches and all . I'm so inflexible ><>
YUI - Namidairo
嫌われているような気がしてた 帰り道 見上げた部屋の明かり 今どんな気持ちで居るのだろう kirawarete iro you na ki ga shite ta kaerimichi miageta heya no akari ima donna kimochi de iro no darou
Getting a feeling that I'm being disliked.. on the way home
Looking up at the brightness of the room
I wonder what kind of feelings I'm experiencing now
ケンカになればすぐ謝る 弱くてあなたはずるい人 kenka ni nareba sugu ayamaru yowakute anata wa zurui hito
When we get into a fight I apologise immediately
I'm weak, and you are such a sly person
涙色声が聞こえない夜は 困らせてしまうほど わがままになりたい namidairo koe ga kikoenai yoru wa komarasete shimau hodo wagamama ninaritai
During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to become wilful even if it means being a nuisance
大丈夫 そう言ってみたけど そんなはずないでしょ
daijoubu sou itte mita kedo
sonna hazu nai deshou...
Tried to say I'm alright but
That's not possible isn't it
水溜りに写る悲しい顔 見られている 無理言わないつもり 分かってるから苦しくなるの
mizutamari ni utsuru kanashii kao minarete iru
muri iwanai tsumori wakatteru kara kurushiku naru no
I’m accustomed to seeing my sorrowful face reflected in the puddle
Because I'm fully aware of my intention not to say that I give up/in… I become hurt
優しくされると撫でてくる やっぱりあなたはずるい人 yasashiku sareru to nakete kuru yappari anata wa zurui hito
Whenever I'm treated gently by you I will feel like crying, you’re really such a sly person afterall
涙色声が聞こえない夜は 困らせてしまうほど わがままになりたい
namidairo koe ga kikoenai yoru wa
komarasete shimau hodo wagamama ni naritai
During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to become wilful even if it means being a nuisance
大丈夫 そう言ってみたけど そんなはずないでしょ
daijoubu sou itte mita kedo
sonna hazu nai desho...
Tried to say I'm alright but
That's not possible isn't it
あなたの前じゃ嘘つきを きずいて欲しいと思ってるの そんなに強いわけじゃないからね あたし
anata no mae ja usotsuki o
kizuite hoshii to omotteru no
sonna ni tsuyoi wake janai kara ne atashi
In front of you I’m such a liar you know
Kept thinking “I hope that you would realise this”
Because I’m not in the least that strong at all
涙こぼさない 決めていたのに 困らせてしまうよね わがままになれない
namida kobosanai kimete ita noni
komarasete shimau yo ne wagamama ni narenai
Despite already deciding not to allow my tears to fall
That's what I'm currently feeling right now . Had dance in the morning . Learnt new stuff again . And I've got to start learning how to walk straight . Homework today was to watch FashionTv . Dapheny told us " If your mum ask why you watching tv, tell her . I got a new job and its to be a supermodel " . LOL . As if it would work :P
Well . Went home with the seniors today . They are so high ! I mean their mood are always HYPER . And I seem so .. tired beside them ><
There's this insane man . It was raining heavily one day and he went to the middle of the field and squated down . The psychologist wanted to understand him better so went up to him and did the same thing . After a long period of time, the insane man told the pyschologist " So you're a mushroom too ? " .
Okays . Its not funny . Don't whack me . I mean if you listen to her say it . It would be more funny . She told me another one . I guessed it right and she was so shocked . But the point is, I just randomly gave an answer ><
Well . This is a boring post . Can't help it :l Didn't do much today I guess . My brain's not functioning properly . So can't really recall the nitty gritty details or whatever happened in the morning .
I've been looking around and realised that there are so many people that are so depressed . All their smiles weren't genuine . It seems like they are just trying to put up a strong front . Behind all these smiles, who would have known what their story might be .. ?
Holding on to whatever that is gone . I've seen so many blogs . Bloghopping to randm blogs . Looking at their posts . I could almost feel their grief . They are trying to move on but somehow its not working . But its no one's fault . Humans are born like this isn't it ? We ain't cold blooded animals for no reason .
So many things I want to say but I can't say them out loud . So many emotions buried inside that I just want to let it out . Seems like its not that easy huh ?
My eyes are screaming for the sight of you And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through And I can't hold on to you. So I guess I feel lonely, too. But I'd rather be here with you.
