haha..even passer-by pass by..dun even noe hu is dat..finding all e pictures dat is "all alone"..hah..i didn't mean physically but mentally..i m left out again..hav problems juz tok to my pillows..at least dey wun laugh at me..wad hurts me e most is dat no one remembers me..no one at all..even at e last moment..its not even a teeny me ppl remember...One day..if u dun hear from me anymore..dun get shocked or anything coz its e way u treat me got me to do wad i shld..dats is to give up myself..i dun realy show myself in sch..to everyone i m a cheerful girl..hu hav no problems no troubles and walks around wif a hapi face..i dun realy like to tok bout my problems..i hav a whole bunch of frens..frens dat dun care and everything..to me frens r nt ppl hu tok or see each other everytday..to me..dey r someone hu concern and care..for dere frens..and..those dat will remember to keep in touch..old frens always say dey r busy..its juz and excuse..no matter how busy u r u will hav time to keep in touch..even a small little sms wun hurt..a small little sms might mean nth to u..but it might mean e whole world to dat person..y can't ppl think more for other ppl dan demselves?y can't ppl spare a thought for me?y dey always like hurt her also nvm one..coz i m nt going to b her fren foreva..do u noe wadeva u say would b always in their hear..wadeva u said to hurt dem would leave a scar in their hearts..dun keep saying its nt ur fault..y dun u think and c..c if its ur fault..har..feel like scolding one million bad words at everybody..i juz duno y..no matter where..in sch..i m always e ODD ONE OUT..y..it has to b me?e worst thing dat happen to me is..me being born in this world..it mus b e same to u all..too..e worst thing dat happen to u all..is knowing me..

Can't cry hard enough
I'm gonna live my life
like every days' the last
without a simple goodbye it all goes by so fast

and now that you're gone I can't cry heard enough
I can't cry hard enough
for you to hear me now

gonna open my eyes and see for the first time
I've let go of you like
a child letting go of his kite

There it goes up in the sky
there it goes beyond the clouds
for no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No, I can't cry hard enoug for you to hear me now

gonna look back in vain and see you standing there
when all that remains is just an empty chair
anad now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough, I can't cry hard enough
for you to hear me now

There it goes, up in the sky
there it goes beyond the clouds
for no reason why
I can't cry hard enough, no I can't cry hard enough
for you to hear me now