Sometimes...

Sometimes i tot if i avoid dem..i will feel beta...i reali m lost i duno wat is happening at all...i dun understand myself..i dun even noe y i do some things..i duno if i wan to do smth anot...it feels like i m lost in a world..a dark world that locks me from the outside world..i just duno..perhaps...i shld juz avoid dem..when i avoid dem..i will find back my happiness...my cheerfulness..now..i can't..i juz can't believe tt i m lost in a world of darkness tt locks me from the outside world..i feel so sry saying i will feel beta but e more i tik i will..the worse i feel...