today ate breakfast at ljs with wei qin before going to school for gp block test . saw earnwen and pauline . they were getting their mid-yr results today . don't worry if it sucks ok ! because what matters is the o levels ! good luck for chinese o levels next week =D

after that went to school . was like standing with jeannette and wei qin outside the hall near the squash court . and from the back we look like we are talking to the plants x.x hahas .. because we were like trying squeeze the last bit of gp into our minute brains ! ><"

well . to me i felt that gp was okay . better than the comprehension exercises that we did in class . should be able to pass i think . spent a lot of time daydreaming after the exam . don't know why i finished the paper so fast . just somehow happened .

then was the investiture . the best part was when the 22nd student council blew out their candles and left the 23rd council still with their flame burning bright . i thought that was a really cool moment . symbolizes a lot of stuff . really touching . was feeling sad that the 22nd council was stepping down but when you look at the burning candles you see the hope . omg . i feel that i ain't talking sense . but i really love that part ! and they sang when we hold on together . its the show land before time . i loved the show . its really touching . jeannette and adeline were like happy discussing about it together with me ! childhood memories =D

after that rushed to find ling lan for the pre-U seminar thing . then during that time saw ibrahim and chee wee . ibrahim was really HAPPY . his face lit up and stuff when i told him something about HER . oh well . congratz ibrahim . SHINE yeah ! SHINE ! guess luck is on your side too . so must put in your best . can see that he was putting in a lot of effort because while waiting to draw out blazers i saw him , chee wee salizan and a couple of others playing basketball . he was having trouble with his legs . i mean a soccer guy with basketball ? his legs will just like automatically come up when the ball nears him . but good luck yeah . work hard . sure you can do it :D

lastly, a million thanks to ling lan .

i may not be perfect yet but im trying my best . i hope you would stand by me . im sorry =/

sometimes i just feel like giving up but once i think of how much you've done for me, i realised how little i have given . i may seem selfish .

im still learning .
im not perfect .
im trying my best .
im trying to include u in my life .
im trying my best.
i accept all love languages,
im afraid you can't feel the love im giving,
in the end i feel so tired of thinking so much ..

what should i do really . i hope you would just give me a hand sometimes ..