Thursday, July 10, 2008

tired ..

just realised that this whole week i have been going home really late . reaching home at about 6pm everyday . sometimes i can just fall asleep while looking at the computer screen . i can just close my eyes and fall asleep .

well . didn't blog yesterday . kind of tired and all .. no idea whats happening . guess probably im tied down with too much stuff . but im not really tied down . its just that im feeling a burden somehow even though it doesn't even exist . mental problem ? i think i know how people can get depression so easily now . the brain just works too much .

yesterday i was like daring jolene to go into the guys toilet or something . she really wanted to seriously . but in the end she just stood at the door . then when dar opened the door it shocked not only him but also the people inside . they were really surprised . it was so funny . oh yeahs . thanks jolene for helping me update my graphic calculator (:

today went to school . so tired and all . during assembly i was like on the table . didn't have cca or anything yesterday but i just feel so exhausted somehow . then was pe . circuit training . was going to die or something . im already SO TIRED then still have circuit training . think im going to die x.x after that i could feel the stretch in my muscles . suddenly feel that im so weak physically . better start training or something .

then was chinese . got extra 2 marks because my chinese teacher mark the paper wrongly . chee wee loves to say the statement "you are so stupid" . then i was like daring chee wee to say that to the teacher since he felt that way too . when the teacher came he was like nervous . lame . oh and he said that my blog post everything so long not nice to read . i was like " blog not detailed then nice mehs ? " he was like look at shannon's . short and sweet . i replied " i bet you don't like mine because you can't understand what im saying " . he confessed saying that everything he met a word that he doesn't know he would just close my blog .

then continued by break . ate chicken chop ! love the sauce today . and there was mash potatoes ! i love potatoes . baked mashed or fried . love all of them . except RAW of course . this is getting crappy . played navy battle with ming sheng . thrashed him in one of the modes . then in advanced mode he thrashed me . fine . im just not good with all these skills and stuff . got to practise more or something . its becoming a kind of thursday break activity thing . play naval battle while eating .

break was followed by 2 and a half HOURS OF MATHS ! i hate maths . i hate maths . i hate maths x 100 . actually i don't hate maths . i just hate the lectures . its really boring . lucky dar is always sitting beside me :P

break for 1 and half hours . ate buns . feel that im eating a lot recently . not because im hungry . wonder what is happening . im starting to not understand myself at all .

econs lesson was boring . really boring . i wonder when we are getting back our papers . got back all except economics . i hope the teacher ain't getting pleasure out of this .

then had some maths and science briefing thing . just realised that we are already down for the physics one so we have to get out of the maths one . the hilarious thing was that everyone who signed up for maths are in physics so jeannette and me were like joking that we have to cancel out the entire of 112 from the list . the teacher was really lame when we explained it to her . she was like using mathematical terms to communicate with us . " oh . so the maths volunteers are a subset of science one ? "

now im at home . really want to take a sleep . but i have homework to complete . gp essay and computing assignment . gp essay could take me hours while computing would take away much of my energy . really just want to sleep now . freaking tired . i hope holidays would come soon . or else im just increasing my chance of getting depression .

oh yeahs . just to add on . jolene got this really cool gadget . so 2 earpiece can be attached to the ipod . yeahs . im a country pumpkin . but its really cool i think (:




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