tiring day and all . had dance after a long day in school . and computing lesson was shifted to today so in the end we only ate at about 1 plus . stomach was grumbling . lucky i don't have gastric pains anymore . if not i doubt i would survive .
could feel the stretch in my muscles while i was walking around in school . got 10/10 for listening comprehension . ming sheng was like saying " eh u . don't copy me la " i was like oO ? then i looked at his answers . identical . means i sure all correct already . i mean his chinese so good . if same as him sure all correct :D
gp lesson was really funny . i feel that i enjoy gp lessons the most . i mean ms mok has a humorous side and really gets along well with us . and during gp lesson we can really relax and joke around . she wouldn't mind it while other teachers would start complaining that we aren't serious and stuff . so well :D and yeahs . we were looking into the topic education . ibrahim's group was talking about the definition of education and the function of it . they said that we are more cultivated after having education and not behaving barbarically when we are kids wearing nothing and running around . i mean true . look at us . if we do that now we would probably end up in jail :P oh . and he said that we learn skills or something and somehow it linked up to the toilet cleaning part . he said that education help us so that we do not use hands to wash the toilet and instead use brush . it was really funny .
during physics mr phang was like joking about husnain's absence because of floorball competition . anyway congratulations to them for emerging victory for the past competitions . ok back to the point . he was like saying " so next time want to sweep floor we know who to ask already " it was like so LOL . i mean floorball and broomsticks . yeahs . links huh . lols .
then was dance . have to brush up on my dancing skills already ! i seriously am declined in this aesthetically thing . i can't feel the rhythm in the music and i have weird body coordination . everyone in dance is really good . either they have dance background or they have talent in this . friends cheering me on and stuff . oh well . have to buck up ! i can't really remember the steps well . guess i have more talent in choir . jessica was like teaching me that you can feel the beats in the song . its just like choir . i was like " really . how come i can't feel it -.- " i mean choir is okay . i can feel the beats though i can't really read the scores but dance .. somehow it just doesn't help in any ways ..
starting to feel this inferior complex thing . feel stupid for not practising what i preach about being more confident of yourself . but seriously .. how can i feel confident when i can't even find any points that im good in ? no academic results . not good in dance and also no talent . no looks . does not have a kind character . what more ? =/
im trying so hard .. till it kinda hurts ..
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