Thursday, November 27, 2008

what goes around comes around ..

Okay . Yeah . Its late now I know . I mean EARLY -_- I'm insane . I mean HELLO ? The time now is like 1.47am in the morning . How can I possibly think straight ? The only thing is that I'm taking a step nearer to the vampires ! Edward I'm coming ! :P

Well . So what happened yesterday ? Went for dance in the morning . RUSHED out of home . I thought I got the time wrongly and in the end Jessica got it wrong . So yeah . Well . Never mind . So I reached school, saw Stephanie . Passed her Jolene's Engineering Quest Certificate thinking that I might not meet her . Well . Fate got us together and yeah I saw her . Then Steph came along with the certificate " Jolene . Your cert . Just now the whole school announced sia . Then a lot people clap " . Jolene was laughing like mad . Yeah . Because we both knew that IT WAS TOTALLY FALSE . I got away, leaving for dance .

Well . Mr Lak and the art people came in today . Finally, I can get my steps right . And the counts are getting better . I thought I could never figure it out or something . Thank goodness ! :D Now Dapheny says we need more MENTAL training . As in, the only person that is in the SUPERMODEL thing is only Kyung . Sadness ~! But I must be the one most out of it . Thanks to Ms Chua, I've got a new nickname . Druggie . Any reason ? Because I always seem like I'm in a trance . That's too nice . Basically I'm just too blur and unfocused . Oh well ><><

Thanks for Jolene, Shannon and Melvin for waiting . They waited for like an hour plus ? I was really hungry and I guess they were too . I was jumping all around like a kid . I don't know why . But today I'm in a "KID" character . Jumping and skipping around . A little weird in the head perhaps . But tired . Yes . My muscles are aching like crazy . They have a mind of their own already . Trying very hard to walk like a model . Been trying to walk in a straight line . THATS SO DIFFICULT . I mean its crazy . Weird . Any word for it .

Well . So after much DISCUSSION  of only SHANNON'S COMMENTS ~ We decided on Subway . He said " anything anything . you most choosey one . you choose bahs . " Thats what he told me . Then everything we propose, he shoot down . In the end, we ate subway AGAIN . Luckily history did not repeat itself . I mean .. 4 of us AGAIN . And we're eating SUBWAY . Weird huh . Lots of funny things happened . I can't remember them somehow . I remember myself laughing and almost choking on the food . Let me recall ..

Oh yeah . Anyways, how do I say this in english ? The sight of Melvin eating is horrible . He over estimates his mouth size, and hence the food keep YEAH . Then he have to push it in with his hands . Hilarious . Regarding the other matters .. The hilarious parts , let me consult Jolene and Shannon first . Because I seriously CAN'T remember . Oh yeah . This is the funniest joke ever . Because there was rubbish . So Melvin told Shannon " Remember ? I taught you . Step on the feet and the mouth opens . " At first I didn't find it funny . After Melvin demostrated it . I laughed like crazy . Its like , step on the feet . Pain . Ahhh . Then the rubbish goes into your mouth . Gosh :P

Shannon was being shot down by Melvin because of the "I can't speak well and hear well" ailment :X No wonder the queue was like stucked for a long period of time . Melvin had to be the translator between the subway people and Shannon . He couldn't hear what they were saying and vice versa for the Subway guys . Oh well . SPEAK LOUDER ! We're trying to listen already ! Help us a little over here okay (: You don't sound bad and yet why do you speak so softly ? ><

Went to Artbox to get stuff . Bought a purple rubberband ! YAY :D Finally . 

Popular was fun . Got red shiny starry wrapping paper on impulse . I mean it's really awesome and I bought it and yeah .. I don't know what to do with it . LOL . Okay . I shall wrap some christmas presents with it . Shannon was looking for colour pencils . Jolene insisted that he shouldn't buy it and she will get it for him as a christmas present . Haven't thought of what to get yet for them . Well . I'll think later . Something from Japan ? RECESSION ! ><

Next, helped Jolene to write letters for the Cambodia kids because Melvin is going there to cleanse his soul . I mean he NEEDS it . Why ? A question easy to answer and obvious to see . Guess what he did to Jolene AGAIN . LOL . Changed her profile . Set a really NICE ringtone . And yeah . Made sure she was in AMK hub or in a place with a lot of people zooming across . Then a sms or phone call . TADAH . Millions of eyes glaring at her . He was trying to make me be part of it . NOOO WAY . I opposed till the end . But I didn't know if it succeeded anyways . Oh well . He's going off in like few hours time . Bon Voyage (:

In the evening, got a lot of addresses . For you-know-what reasons . And some people are just too NOT TRUSTING . Didn't want to hand it over . Jeannette was the only one who didn't doubt me at all ! PEOPLE ! People are kind (: Trust everyone around you a LITTLE more okay :D 

Midnight, went to Changi Airport . Mum and Aunt came back for Macau . Heard that the air pollution over there is ridiculous . And it wasn't as fun as expected . Oh well . At least you had a different experience :D

To end off .. Thanks to Jaslyn (:

Scorpio Strength Keywords:

- Loyal no idea ..
- Passionate
eh ?
- Resourceful
LOL . I'm a dictionary and an entertainer .What more ?
- Observant
i love to observe around me . everyone is different and unique . its kind of interesting (:
- Dynamic when i want to ?

Scorpio Weakness Keywords:

- Jealous this is SO TRUE . And I hate it .. so much .
- Obsessive
I'M ONE OBSESSIVE GIRL ~
- Suspicious
Always .. hate this too .
- Manipulative
Guess so . tries not to be . But its not working ?
- Unyielding
 well .. we have a mind of our own ? :P It always " Unless you convince me, or else GAME OVER :D "

Scorpio and Independence:

Scorpios are fiercely independent. They are able to accomplish anything they put their mind to and they won't give up. They are perfectly suited to being on their own. They are not social butterflies like some other zodiac signs and some actually prefer to live on their own that way there is never any issue of who controls what at home, they like to be in control.


independent ? I love to rely on others.  The feeling is good but I still strongly believe that in desperate times, you can only look upon yourself . Sorry >< 
well .. accomplish anything .. studies perhaps ? its working i guess ..
perfectly suited to being on their own .. I hate being alone but I guess I'm fine that way too .
I like to be in control . But I love surprises too . I feel that most of everything is in our own hands . either we do it, or .. you DREAM ON . Come on . its not gona happen if you don't fight for it yeah ? ><

Scorpio and Friendship:

Relationships with Scorpio are always complicated, just like the person, their relationships are a series of extremes, they can even be downright moody for no apparent reason. Scorpios are known for their possessiveness and jealousy but on the other hand, they are extremely loyal. Scorpios have an excellent memory and combined with an inability to let things go, they can hold a grudge against someone who did them harm forever, in fact a Scorpio rarely if never forgives and forgets. They will even go as far as get vengeance on the person. On the other hand, they will always remember a kind gesture forever and repay it. Any kind selfless gesture done to a Scorpio will gain trust and respect which is extremely important to them in any relationship, either romantic or not. The best advice is to be honest with a Scorpio friend and in return, you will gain an amazing friend you will never forget and who will be loyal to you and never make false promises. Their truthful and shocking sense of humor if different than that of any other zodiac sign and the Scorpio makes an amazing, powerful interesting friend that can be trusted.

downright moody for NO APPARENT REASON . BINGO ! possessive and jealousy . you never know how much to that extent that is . i try so hard to act like i don't care . but its working . HAHA . but its dumb too -.- can't let things go . that's right . i can't forgive and forget . i believe that others treat me the same way too . some things that i've hurt others .. i can't forgive and forget myself . and i don't expect them to . i mean .. the wound is already inflicted . even if it recovers, the scar remains there forever .kind gesture . DUH . everyone wants to be appreciated . if you treat me nicely, i be nice to you for the rest of your life . Truthful and shocking sense of humor . now if you're refering to my straightforwardness . thats a litle wrong . my humor is a little off sided . i'm always evil . that's the way i am . sorry yeah :P i try to be really nice sometimes but thoughts . i can't control them . mischevious is the right word . but no matter what, they are all teasing only . hurting someone is never my intention  AT ALL .

Scorpio and Business:

Scorpios make excellent doctors, surgeons, scientists and leaders, they are perfectly suited to any form of business that makes a difference in the world, greatly impacts people and society and a most importantly, Scorpio has to be in a power position, this is why these careers are suited to the Scorpio, they all demand one person in supreme control giving orders and leading a unit of people/practices. In business, Scorpios tend to easily gather wealth, they make very wise business decisions and they are very conservative about spending their money. Scorpios are known for making money and hiding it, they will not announce it due to to fear that others will take the same route and becoming a possible competitor, or worse try to use the Scorpio to their advantage to use them for their money.

Scorpio and Temperament:

Scorpios are extremely ambitious, persistent and determined which is shown through a power hungry, controlling attitude. Not in a stubborn sense however, because a Scorpio will work for what they want and control will justified reasons. This is obvious to any onlooker. A Scorpio never gives up, they are so determined to reach their goal. The key to this success is their flexibility. They are able to re-survey a situation and take a different approach if necessary. This makes them very adaptable and versatile. Scorpios are fierce competitors, combined with their powers of observation and their excellent memory, they will recall facts and when necessary, bring them to the table at the time of need. They will win justly, with proper facts and arguments to support their thoughts and opinions. Scorpios are excellent at restoring order to a chaotic situation and they are just as capable of manipulating for their own greed and benefit. The un-evolved Scorpio is a very dangerous person because they use their powers to benefit only them and step on other people in order to satisfy their own greed.

Scorpio Deep Inside:

Scorpio is the most misunderstood of all astrology signs. They are all about intensity and contradictions. They like to be aware of a situation and always know what's going on, figuring this out with their probing mind, on the other hand, they are interested in the occult, the paranormal, conspiracy theories and other types of similar unknown mysteries. They are very capable of hiding their true feelings and motivations, they often have ulterior motives or a hidden agenda. 

misunderstood . THATS RIGHT . I hate this ! I always want to know the whole situation . not just a little . everything . so that i can be in control .hiding true feelings .. not really hide . i don't want to say it out . thats all . ulterior motives . i feel bad for that . its not really ulterior . its just OBVIOUS but no one sees it and sometimes it becomes a little ...

Scorpios are all about control, they need to be in control at all times. To be out of control is very threatening, even dangerous to the Scorpio's psyche, when they control, they feel safe. 

insecure . something that i would never want . i hate the feeling like crazy .

Scorpios are very emotional, their emotions are intensified, both good emotions and bad. Negative emotions of jealousy and resentment are hallmarks of this turbulent astrology sign. On the other side, Scorpios are well known for their forceful and powerful drive to succeed and their amazing dedication. Scorpios are constantly trying to understand their emotions through finding a deeper purpose in life. 

the last line . i think maybe sometimes .. i'm thinking too much . way too much .

Scorpios are very intuitive, but not as in a psychic sense, more as intuitive into the human mind, they have a great understanding of the mystery and the power of the human mind.
Scorpios have a fear of failure which they keep hidden extremely well, should their confrontation not be successful, or their career fail, they will simply use their adaptive skill to quickly move and and leave the bad experience behind. Do not ever expect them to fess up or share their tale with anyone however because this shows signs of weakness and Scorpio always wins, they are always the self-proclaimed best! One of the reasons they seem like they always accomplish their goals is because they set tangible short-term goals that they know they can accomplish, they know what they are capable of and this is what they go for. 

yeah . aiming high . practicalness . is that what people call it ? to me, aim for something u know that you can reach . after that, achieve it and be proud of yourself . signs of weakness . they are just .. a little .. hm ..

Scorpios are very weary about trusting anyone, a person needs to gain their trust and this gets built up over time and once all the 'trust tests' have been passed, Scorpio loves deeply and intensely. Underneath the cool exterior, energies and emotions are constantly flowing but the Scorpio deals with this be channeling this into useful activities, hobbies, relationships or a career. This is never apparent to the outside observer but knowing this fact explains why Scorpios are so passionate about whatever it is that they are undertaking. Scorpios have powerful instincts and they trust their own gut feeling which is another reason why a Scorpio seldom fails. 
The ongoing lesson in life for those born under the Scorpio zodiac signs, is to channel their powerful energy into positive goals and not succumbing to the darker forces in life such as manipulation and greed, they will then have great success in their life and have a clean, happy conscience and a circle of friends they can trust and hold dear to them.

not your fault . but i really feel that its so hard to trust someone . as in let someone into your world . it takes a lot of time . and if you don't have the patience, you would lose me eventually ..

Scorpio in a Nutshell:

Scorpio is the astrology sign of extremes and intensity. Scorpios are very deep, intense people, there is always more then meets the eye. They present a cool, detached and unemotional air to the world yet lying underneath is tremendous power, extreme strength, intense passion and a strong will and a persistent drive. Scorpios have a very penetrative mind, do not be surprised if they ask questions, they are trying to delve deeper and figure things out and survey the situation. They always want to know why, where and any other possible detail they can possibly know. Scorpio's are very weary of the games that other people try to play and they are very aware of it. Scorpios tend to dominate and control anyone that lets them, or anyone that they find weak. The person that a Scorpio respects and holds close to them is treated with amazing kindness, loyalty and generosity. On the outside, a Scorpio has great secretiveness and mystery. This magnetically draws people to them. They are known to be controlling and too ambitious but only because they need control for this makes them feel safe.


i hate it when i realise that they are playing games around . and sometimes the victims themselves dont realise it . so obvious and yet .. i guess i shouldnt be bothered about other people's lives ? but .. well ><>

What it's Like to Date a Scorpio Woman:

Scorpio woman is very emotional, very demanding and very demonstrative. She is full of flair and intrigue, a fascinating woman that the strong A-type personality male will adore, for she presents the right amount of challenge with the right amount of rewards. The Scorpio woman is the ultimate seductive, flirtatious woman. She won't give a man her heart very easily because she is weary of trusting another person. The man will have to go through a series of 'mental testes' in order for the relationship to get solid and close. She may not show it, but she wants a close committed relationship. Ion order for this, the man has to be trusted, has to be affectionate and never try to control her. She is very possessive but the Scorpio woman is so full of mystery, sensuality and passion that most men do not mind being possessed by her.


... >< ? only the part where " mental closeness thing " is valid i guess . i mean .. well . it takes time for someone to be entirely trusted and hence let into my world . and even we dont trust scorpios entirely too . we may seem so . but this wall .. i need it . a lot . the last line . i have no clue . i think its so FALSE .

How to Attract Scorpio:

Never be fake with a Scorpio, they can see it a mile away. Be genuine with your comments and listen to them attentively, (they always have something interesting to say so this is never a problem!) Do not try to hide things from them or tease them, they always have to know what is going on. Remember, they are the only ones that are allowed to tease and present the mystery and intrigue! They like frankness and honesty, speak your mind they will respect that. Scorpios are interested in almost all activities, so finding something to do should never be a problem. They are unpredictable and could change course of the date mid-way though so take these last minute changes with a smile and try something different. They like people who are not afraid to ditch a plan and try another. In conversation, do not tell them that their opinions are wrong or shoot them down, they are too proud for this and even if it is a joke, they might not take it with the humor that you meant. Never try to control them but do not be the damsel in distress either, they like strong, real people with driving ambitious personality like theirs.


hahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhaha ~ 


lastly, songs again ! Gosh . I'm falling in love with Hyori Lee . These 2 songs made me feel so .. Its awesome . serious . Please listen to it . And you would realise that you've yet found any song worth hearing .



Scolded - Hyori Lee


Don't Love her - Hyori Lee



i'm such a kid . so easily you lift my spirits .
and so easily, you push me down the cliff then catches me again

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