Well . I was just thinking why am I at home whole day long . Every single day watching show and all . I'm just a freaking potato man ! Gosh ><" Or maybe I just don't feel like going out or something . Or maybe its because NO ONE ASK ME GO OUT ! So sad ): Shall slack alone at home and be crushed with all the shows .
I want to go KBOX ! -.-
Have lots of stuff undone . Christmas cards . I have a feeling ..... that everyone is going to recieve it late because I'm going to post it tomorrow . Is it too late ? Sorry yeah :P As you know, penguins waddle . And hence its slower :X Okay . Excuses . Haix x____________x
I have no idea what to type now . So maybe its going to end up about some crap stuff . Watching MVs on PPS right now .
Hm .. Lala ~ Bored .
Suddenly I'm so afraid as the days pass by . Its going to be next year soon . I guess .. it will stil come no matter what right . There's nothing I could do now . Maybe I should just accept everything and make the best out of it . Sometimes .. it IS too late huh . Seems like I always make the wrong choice and end up regretting . Why is it so hard to be satisfied with what you have ? Why is it so difficult to just not aim too high . In the end, disappointment always comes . Its just so sad sometimes . And weirdly, everyone just moves on huh . Life just goes on . No matter what happens .
Lately, I just want to lock myself in the house . Don't want to interact with the people around . I feel so much like the person I am in the past . Always at home ..
And it feels like I'm so behind . Everyone is chasing their dreams . People around me . It just seems like everyone is trying their best to achieve their goals . All that they want . While I'm here .. Not wanting to move forward nor make any effort to make a change .
Is it fine like this ?
maybe once in a while,
its nice to just ..
cry to sleep .
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hm ... haix
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