feeling quite down right now. darn . i hate this . i already said that i would cheer up ! ><" but seriously its so difficult to be happy .

was doing maths tutorial just now . didn't know how to do at all . don't know who to get help from . going crazy soon .

going out tomorrow i guess . best to keep myself occupied for now .

im feeling so lost without you by my side..
i guess its really over now ><

everything i do just seems wrong ! =l