smiles (: ilovedance !

today during assembly, looked at our compiled wr draft 2 . was so disappointed . so dam disappointed . i repeated like so many times what to do for each of their parts . i guess they don't even bother to listen to me . maybe we should change leaders since the current situation is bad . and if this continues on, getting As for our project work seems bleak . forget it . the more i say the more disappointed i become .

then had gp period . yang jie as usual lame-ing me . i guess he is so thin though he eats a lot like melvin because they spend a lot of energy thinking of something funny to say . or should i say entertain us =p hahas ..

then had 2 hours of computing ! did practical so i was basically slacking and learning chinese spelling . last minute does help ! because i scored 13/16 while chee wee who didn't study at all got 6 ! wahaha =X was disappointed with my chinese test results but still have to admit that i didn't study at all . got only 68/100 . i was one of the worst in class already i think . ming sheng got 71 while yang jie got 84 ! shun got 79 . haix . all so high ! never mind ! i will score better for 'A's !! (:

was so hungry . rushed to canteen . i think ming sheng hears me say " im hungry " every chinese lesson . i can feel my stomach grumbling and all ! its that bad ! chee wee was asking me how much i spend on food everyday . i was like " 3 bucks plus . why ? " oO he answered " you should eat lesser la . some people spend 2.50 only la " zz ! wth sia ! like that also must compare ! kill him la . he ask me eat less then will be thinner ! people eat less but exercise lesser right . i don't care if im FAT ! as long as im fit ! i don't care . i bet i exercise more than you ! i exercise like 4 days a week ? x.x

then was gp . ming sheng took my compre away ! can't refer to it in the end . lucky ms mok didn't ask us to hand in to her . if not i would be so dead ! lols .. we did group work . because we had a lot of time i was like drawing a huge smiley face on it . chen hong turned it into gore -.- melvin was like " more blood ! more more ! i like it gore " yang jie was like " why not body parts hanging out ? " they turned it into a gore master piece ..

physics was ok ..

had dance ! i love DANCE ! hahas . now we are learning routines and more techniques ! i guess i can memorise routines better than the technique stuff ><" gotta work hard ! since i have no dance background and most of the people in dance have . so i just have to put in more effort to be on par with them ! (: but i really love dance . helps me to destress and all . i really want to spend more time dancing if i have the chance . then had just for you program ! went at 8pm after dance . i wanted to leave at 7pm for dance but i didn't because i don't want to ! LOL . lame ! wth am i saying ><" did until 9.30pm . left only 2 parts ! today was quite okay i guess . after that ate dinner with wei qin and dar . salizan and ibrahim popped by trying to irritate us but failed ! dad drove me and weiqin home after that . on the car my dad was like lame-ing me saying " why you buy your shirt so big . so that fat still can wear is it ? " wei qin was like laughing . i was like -.- me : orh . i overestimated myself ma . i thought it would be small . then in the end so big . dad : i think all your shirts also big d la .. me : uh .. i always get the big sizes -.- i remember that time i never wear dance shirt in school den my fwen asking me why . den one day i wore it she was like asking me why i wear so big size d . i was like " i thought it would be small . but somehow .. its not what i expected " . crap la .. dad : aiya nvm . buy big size good . more cloth but same price . me : ... -.- ( with weiqin laughing in the background ) lols . dad so lame la .. well going to sleep soon . tmr going to study in library with weiqin and melvin (:

----------------------------------------------------------

tips to be happy
TIP 2 - reflect these simple questions everyday

1.what do you like about yourself the most ?
hm .. hands ? (: thats what a lot people said . hahas ..
2.what fun or happy things did u do today ?
i guess gp was fun . with the gore stuff but well .. hahas . and dance ! rocks ! ilovedance (;
3.what did you do today that made you satisfied about yourself ?
i managed to learn all the dance steps quite ok today ! was not that messed up as before ..
4.what made you disappointed today ?
chinese test .. well . but i can do better (: shall work harder !
5.have you made any important decisions today ?
decided to set aside one hour everyday . perhaps 9pm to 10pm for revision since promos are very hear and i don't want to retain . so better start working hard today ! hahas . well . not today . tomorrow ! very tired today ><"
monday - economics
tuesday - maths
wednesday - physics
thursday - computing
friday - rest
saturday - physics and maths
sunday - computing

when you reflect on yourself, you would make improvements on yourself and thus be better and also love yourself more ! (: just spend 2 minutes doing it ! when you answer the question what have done that made you really satisfied with yourself, you would realised that everyday you do things that make you proud of yourself but because of the fast pace of life you just oversee it and hence at the end of the day you are burdened by all the stress. In the end you are just disappointed with yourself . to be happy - the key is to love yourself (: