The point is its not that I didn't put in effort . It just doesn't come out yeah ? Now I'm asking why didn't I go to a poly . I ain't a JC material from the start . Whats the point of making me waste a year then go poly after that ? I'm not going to make it . How can I compete in the working world ? This is totally absurd . 16 years ago till now . I've never met up with this kind of ridiculous problem . Its freaking dumb idiotic .
First my life was already crushed . "Hang on .. I felt that before too .. It crushed me . Hence I don't want it to affect you and end up like me too " . Lied again yeah ? Because its crushing me too . Whatever you said . You were so right . I think I'm going to end up whatever you have went through . Now its getting worse with my academics being pulled in .. Hopes aren't there are they ? They are just something that are meant to disappoint you further . Disappointment you like nothing .
Yeah . Even jf I scold anything now . All of these are just crap because I know everything is my fault ..