Today was a boring day as usual with only a 1 hour break in between . Project work, chinese, physics and maths lecture . Was kind of stoning in the lectures . So tired of them . So tired of everything .
Or should I say I'm so sick of my life . Its fascinating how people differ from one another . How someone take a longer time to adapt to other stuff . How some people take some stuff so seriously .
1 week . How is that even possible . It goes to show a lot of things I guess . I think its already 1 month already ? Time passes so fast that I've lost count of it . But somehow feelings still remained unchanged . I wonder when would I reach that stage too . 1 week is perhaps too far fetched . But how long would it take ? Maybe I should have tried harder . Be more determined .
I wonder how the human mind works . Feelings are just a component of the brain isn't it . But why does it take up so much energy unlike the others ? Its so perplexed . You can have so much feelings all tied up together at once . So tiring ..
i have a million reasons how someone can hate me and not a single reason why someone would even like me ..
i predict that it would be the worst birthday ever ..
the worst EVER in my life .
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud